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Male Dominant, 37
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Male Switch, 43, Charlotte, North Carolina
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Male Dominant, 33, kernersville, North Carolina
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About CrimsonIllusion
The road to happiness lies in two simple principles: find what interests you and what you do well, and put your whole soul into it. ~John D Rockefeller III~
I am new to the lifestyle. I am hoping to find someone that is willing to be patient and teach me the things I need to know. Someone that can help me explore this new found interest and need I have discovered in myself. More so the realization of who and what I am. This tremendous need to serve, to be commanded. I have been this way my whole life, I just never knew or understood it until I stumbled upon BDSM.
Yes I am real. I believe that the only way to find that which you seek is to do so with honesty. I am headstrong and feisty. Yet I want to and need to please, I am not and can not be happy otherwise.
(I don't wish to constantly be changing or updating my profile, so PLEASE read my journal entries.) Since most won't read my journal entries, Yes, I AM Married!
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MARRIED MY BEST FRIEND and MY LOVE!
Happier than i have ever been! |
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I am Finally in Oregon!!!? I am so Blessed!!!
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Finally!!!? I will be moving out to Oregon at the end of May!!? 23 days and counting till I get to see my Love!!!
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It is OFFICIAL!? I am now divorced!!!? Free to be with the MAN of MY DREAMS!!? Now I just have to wait for school to let out so I can move cross country to be with him in every way!!!
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To my chagrin I have been remiss in updating my profile to reflect the fact that I have found the most WONDERFUL of men!!!?
We started out as just friends last October.? Since then, I have fallen "head-over-heels" in love with him. ? He took me into his home and cared for me, nurtured me, given me strength and SO MUCH MORE.?
He does not have much experience in the lifestyle, so we are discovering things together.? The hardest thing for me right now (other than school) is missing him.? He recently moved to Oregon to be closer to his family and to help out and? to learn the family business.? As soon as I am able, I will be moving myself and my children out there to be with him.? The thought of and the reality of being without him for at least the next 6 months to a year is so excruciatingly painful.? But he wants more than anything for me to better myself, my life? and the lives of my children.? He thinks of us always before himself.?? I could not dream of a better man for me than he...
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I was accepted into a very rigorous training program so I will be able to get a good job.? I will then be able to provide a quality life for my children and myself.? If I manage to pass all of my courses I will have earned 17 college credits in 17 weeks.? Wish me luck.? If you pray, I would appreciate some of those as well.
Well, that being said, I will not be able to respond to all messages.? I will get on now and then to check them.? If you do not get a response please do not be offended.? I will most likely only be on for a few minutes at a time.
We get a new quote almost every day in each class.? If anyone has a favorite or two, please send them my way.? (and please give credit where credit is due)
The road to happiness lies in two simple principles: find what interests you and what you do well, and put your whole soul into it.? ~John D Rockefeller III~
We don't see the world as it is, we see it as we are.? ~Anais Nin
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? I am foremost a woman, a sub, a slave, property, a possession. Nowhere in the definition of any of these does it say: a piece of meat, a c*nt, a sl*t, a doormat, a dog, a piece of trash, having little/no worth or value. On the contrary, I have much worth and am worth much. I am of high value, so must be valued highly. I can not nor will I ever again tolerate being humiliated, degraded or abused. I am in the proccess of rebuilding myself and my life. I can not and will not give myself to someone that enjoys tearing another person down verbally or emotionally for your sole pleasure or because you need to boost your feelings of dominance, confidence, or ego. You simply are.? Don't cut your blossoms before they have had a chance to bloom. You would treasure the precious gift that I so freely and willingly want to give.
???? Also, I find an execrably vulgar vocabulary to be quite repugnant.? So please if you find the need to constantly call a person or certain anatomical parts vulgar or lewd names forget about contacting me. ?
~Miss Crim
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"The most precious possession that ever comes to a man in this world is a woman's heart."
~Jaime H. Young~
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This is my apology. The taste of shame leaves a very nasty, foul taste behind. I have just learned and now believe that true shame can cause very physical symptoms. I will learn that I have much worth and my value can not be measured. I am to be a constant source
of pleasure and pride.
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