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crimsonblossom

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crimsonblossom - Female Submissive,  South Carolina | BDSM Profile on Collarspace

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I've done quite a bit of soul searching lately, and realized that I need sometime before considering finding another Dom.  I have gotten alot of responses to my last journal entry.  I thank all of those that have commented on it for your kind word, and most of all your generous advice.  For those of you that felt consern for me, I assure you that I am alright.  I wrote that last entry just after the situation came up and was filled with some pretty raw emotions.  I have had time to think it over and even had a conversation with former Dom.  Things are clearer now, and I know now that it had nothing at all to do with myself.  Thank you once again for the feedback that I've recieved, it really did mean alot to hear your thoughts and advice. 

    My salvation has slipped through my fingers once again.  It's time to start over. 
    Should I take a pause and lick the wounds that he has left from his abandonment?  Should I just dive into my search once again?  I'm just not sure what I should do.  Where do I belong now?  Who do I belong to?  These questions swim inside my muddled brain as I struggle to grasp why he set me loose.  Did I not serve him well enough?  Was I just not enough for him?  What is it that I could have done better?  Or was it just that I was not appealing enough.  

Why does a Dom set a sub free with no warning?  No time to prepare myself for the emptiness.  Needs no longer being fullfilled, desires left unanswered. 
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