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I have never been around or served as a sub or sissy or any of that stuff.  I do however find myself thinking about things more and more lately.  here are some things I have done in the last 4 years or so and now I want more.   I am 36 but probably look closer to about 27 or 28.  I like to slip on my wife's panties, bras, skirts, etc... when she is gone to work or out with her girls.  never done make up or anything cause wouldnt know where to start.  When i can get online on yahoo messenger I have found some girls on their and gotten them to tell me anything to do try or wear and I would do it.  Most of the time they would dress me up and make me put something in my ass then log off and tell me I was sick or something.  I really get excited when i have to go out of town for something and i get a chance to ride around the city at  night and buy some panties in the store and a sun dress or skirt or something and put it on while i am riding around.  i will pull up to gas pumps where cute younger girls are and get out and throw away some trash or something just to hear them giggle or laugh at me or just give me that look.  Or i will go to sonic wearing the sundress and thong and order something so they have to bring it out to my vehicle and see me...it is exhilarating.  the humility turns me on alot.  I want to find a girl that when I get the chance to...I can meet and she will maybe dress me up and drive around with me and make me do certain embarrassing things while she is there...or go to department store and have me try on dresses to embarrass me while i show her how i look.  as far as sexually....i have never done anything bisexual but have had different things in my booty and am open to whatever i am told to do...i just like to be ordered to do humiliating or embarrassing things that are feminine.  I'm not into pain that much at all.  but strap on or if you made me suck something i would.....