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| When I met my owner, I was lost. I had given up hope of ever finding a healthy, productive relationship. In my mind, fake affection was better than no affection, so I gave myself to whoever would have me. I was nothing more than a warm wet hole, someone to use and throw away. It was my way of self destructing and destroying what little self esteem I had left. I met him as a total fluke, but it was a fluke that saved my life. Had I not met him, I would still be miserable and stuck in a dead end job with no true goals. Before I met him, I thought I knew myself and why I behaved the way I did. I couldn't have been more wrong. Through him, I have been able to begin breaking down the walls I had built up and learn my true worth. I have begun to learn and deal with personal issues such as low self esteem, jealousy, and self doubt. He knows how to help me see what is really going on and why i behave or react certain ways and learn to correct that behavior through discipline that truly works...love, trust, and loyalty. How wonderful would it be to have a man that loves you so much, he would sacrifice himself to save you? I have that. I have a man that values me and treasures me as his prized possession. I am far from perfect and have so much more to learn, but that is part of our journey together. I look forward to overcoming more obstacles, even though they scare me. I know that even though I'm frightened, he would never put me in a situation where I would be hurt in any way. He will push me to grow mentally, physically, and emotionally because he believes in me and my true potential. Being a woman in my mid 30's I know the sea of bullshit most women wade through. This is why I have chosen to seek out women who need and deserve this type of love, guidance, and loyalty. If anyone on this site is remotely serious about being truly challenged and loved, please write me.
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