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CourtneyDisney Female Switch, 33, Redwood City, California	courtesia Female Submissive, 36, San Diego, California	CourtesanInNJ Female Submissive, 24, Ocean/Monmouth CO, New Jersey

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	About courtneyinSA OWNED OWNED OWNED Hi all, I'm a pain slut. I don't enjoy pain. Rather, I enjoy the place pain takes me. More than anything, though, I enjoy taking pain from sadists I care about. When I take pain for insert sadist here, and I know it pleases them...then I am motivated to take more pain, to please them more. And a wonderful cycle is born. I take pain to please, but also for the endorphin rush. For the sub-space. And for the aftercare that follows. However, I am not merely a masochist. I greatly enjoy submitting mentally as well as physically. I have fantasized about submission for far longer than I've fantasized about masochism. And it is my goal to eventually find the dominant that I can truly submit to for the long haul. A dominant that I can respect, in all ways. And a dominant that will respect me, in all ways. It's more difficult to find than I'd hoped. I've come pretty close a couple of times, and I have hopes, but so far...no dice. I am not a doormat; never have been, never will be. I am a fairly intelligent person, and am very goal oriented. There are things that I want from life (or already have in life) that I am not willing to forfeit for submission. I'm greedy--I want it all. Love, friendship, family, my education, eventually a career and submission. I am not willing to sacrifice the former items in order to achieve the latter. Just won't happen. I am an exhibitionist, and find a great joy in public play. I also enjoy relationships with older dominant men: while this is not a necessity, it is a preference. It's more an attraction issue than anything else. Over 40, but younger than my father = hot. I have bent that rule of thumb on occasion, but it's a reference point. The things I will do in submission is an ever-growing list. I have some hard limits, but I've been told by a few men that I respect that not many people are actually into the things I won't do. There are things I don't particularly enjoy...but will do, and it will be great because I'm doing it for my Dom/Top/etc. However, I have found it more of a challenge to find a Dom that will take me as far as I want to go. My submission has evolved over the last four years: I started as not taking pain, being a domestic who cried when I was hit with the belt five times. I have evolved into a masochist who will help out around the house, but I have a life. I'm going to go to class, not clean your house all day. Goal oriented, remember? I love making friends, especially in the "scene." It's nice to interact with people who actually understand my kink, and not merely sympathize. My vanilla friends are amazing, and very kink-aware, but still a little upset when I show them my marks after a night of play :). Okay, I think that's enough. If you have any questions, feel free to ask :).

I hate to be difficult and rude, but: 1) I am owned. I am happy with that ownership. 2) It is beyond improbable that I will be leaving my Sir for you. 3)If we have never met, and I have no idea who you are, please do not send me a friend request. 4) All emails can be reviewed by my Sir. FYI: he knows what's going on.

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