You see what power is - holding someone else's fear in your hand and showing it to them!
Amy Tan
We have a hunger of the mind which asks for knowledge of all around us, and the more we gain, the more is our desire; the more we see, the more we are capable of seeing.--Maria Mitchell
Bedroom Dominants, Sunday Sadists, and Liars need not enter.
I’m little bit older now, and a whole lot wiser…...
If you’re looking to play games, do us both a favor and go away.
If you can’t conduct and carry a half way intellectual conversation…leave now because I’m already bored.
If you don’t have your own toys, I don’t want to play. Sure, I have my own, but if you don’t… you obviously wouldn’t know how to use mine.
If you think you get me on my knees though fear and a foreboding manner…give it up. I eat guys like you for breakfast and spit you out before lunch.
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my profile, much like me, is always under construction, forever evolving. but a far as i am concerned, that is a sign of mental health not psychosis.
i have been afforded the luxury of time and soul searching on this journey i take. it has enabled me to get to know and embrace submission as part of my life, not merely a fetish.
am i perfect? hell no. wouldnt ever want to be...what is there after perfection? but it does give me something to strive for and focus for the future.
i am a hardwired submissive with very deep slave tendencies. am i comlpetely a slave? hmm, i doubt it. i am far too strong willed and highspirited for that. shackles and chains made of metal and leather are not really what i want to wear 24/7. now, emotional bonds and Power Exchange..well, thats a whole different story.
what do i say? aside from the fact that i live in the melting pot of the country and finding the Man capable of guiding me on the intense journey into the Hallows of my own personal Hells is next to impossible.
with that said, i am not a player. i do NOT want games. i am aware of myself, my needs, and my desires. what i lack is the guidance, structure, and strength of a Master, a Director, a Teacher, a Mentor and Guide.
for me, this lifestyle is not about the clothes and the equipment, rather a much deeper mental connection between 2 people, both completing and complimenting the other. yes, there are varying degrees of importance and responsibilities between the Dominant and the submissive, i have no qualms with that. but one without the other is only half of the equation.
i guess what i am looking for, is an environment, what ever that may be, that allows for my personal growth....mentally, physically, and spiritually. if You would care to chat, please feel free to send me mail
