| |
|
|
Home |
|
|
|
|
Browse |
|
|
|
|
|
Live |
|
|
|
|
Join |
|
Collarspace |
|
|
|
|
Dating |
|
|
|
|
News |
|
|
|
|
Glossary |
|
|
|
|
Mobile |
|
|
|
|
Alt |
|
|
|
|
Safety |
|
|
|
|
Toys |
|
|
|
|
Live BDSM |
|
|
|
|
Resources |
|
|
|
|
Welcome |
|
| |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Login |
|
|
 |
|
 | |
|
|
|
|
Male Submissive, 44, vero beach, Florida
|
Male Switch, 35, ask...
|
Female Submissive, 32, alexandria, Louisiana
| | |
|
| Back |
| KPM |
| Directory |
| Interests |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
| |
About couriouskitten
Greetings
Long time since i've been here only due to the fact life changes and thing change. I put switch on here but with Males i'm very submissive and don't think I can switch nor do I wish too. I have found with females I tend to be bossy and likes to do what I like to do and when I want, kind of simple. But it's intresting how I find with males it's impossible to even try.. So i suppose i can say I wish not to put a label on who I am, I'm secure and i'm nice until it's time not to be, I cannot stand ass holes who think they put Dom/me in front of there name and that makes them boss and a Master Please maybe your right and left hand you dom but please just be honest and say what it is you want here and perhaps you might have better luck for there's someone for everyone and even if it's a short time or long time....
I look for people who has same intrest as I do. I don't plan on jumping into somthing for I love it but not willing to die for it.. i'm clean and actually i'm celibate for I dont think casual play is for me, now i have thought about it but NOPE , i love my life and have respect for my self and One day there will be ONE person who can enhance my life as well as me enhancing theres...
Well thats if i don't come here often but i will start when i'm in the mood to write or just relax and enjoy myself
Enjoy and good luck to A/all out there
Me |
|
|
|
|
There is light at the end lol Will say Thank you for the email i've got some good and some are just rude lil people trying to fullfill some fantasy here that they cannot do real time... Go out there, come on it' can be real and very grand, with the right person. I've made some very nice people here and some so fake it makes me sick to think how some prey on the submissives and it does go both ways.. but hey to each his or her own and all comes out in time as i have found out... In truth if you don't like what you read then don't do it If someone is not to your liking WHY waste your time in emailing...
There are some very kind people here that i've made r/t friends with and they are very true to who they are and what they are to them good luck and my best wishs always in finding the one you seek there is someone out there for you but i have made a good friend and Thanks
Have good night to A/all
yes i'm nice at times too lol
|
| |
| |
|
|
Knew my mouth wouldn't let me stop... Yes i blocked some ignorant persons email always said if you dont have the style and grace or common manners then don't bother emailing me it's a waste of time for i've manners ... Those who email and are nice and don't make rude comments about one's journal Wil be happy to respond, but if you only have to say rude crude things please you really must be lonely to spend your time writing to someone who don't give a dang if your alive or dead hell rid the world of your own pathetic existence, Try having and living life with all that you have and not judge other's for your own lacking.. What do you lack? To abuse other's to me is your own sorry life being bored with nothing better to do making other's feel like crap turns you own lol please must be lacking in something ..
Just becasue i dont like rude people and has a voice and don't mind speaking but if you dont have manners don't expect me to play nice i do play well with others but not with someone without a clue or some lonely, sorry, excuse for human such a waste of flesh
sad, if you like someone with spirit then you have it i'm only here to chat with some of the friends i've made here real time oh yes i do know real time lived it love it and hell i know what i want out of life and i enjoy each day and all that it offers
have a good one to each real person with manners
others can kiss my well lets not go for it wont happen lol |
| |
| |
|
|
Greetings This will be last entry for a while,
To the jerk, wannabe that emailed me talking about a tree falling in the woods " who wants to hear" Please lil man with a complex is what you are... If you don't like what someone writes then don't email ..If you don't like what I say in return lil man iggy me, like what you say will count, lol am sure it don't to many . Your more likely some lil married old man trying to find as ( Your own words) your looking for romance... BDSM Yes I'm very well aware of what it is and oh my have even had r/t lol what a joke you are.. some old married man trying to find romance with someone submissive Here let me clue you in fool... not all submissives are hard up and after reading your profile, I can only have pity for you , oh by the way buy a book that has proper spelling it helps you know hide your ignorance... Mine's not perfect but i'm not out to impress, You seem to be lol fool
As i've said If you dont want to hear the truth then don't email me . Will be kind and not say the name of the jerk here but You boy don't know me or in truth Wouldn't stand a chance with someone like me, or in truth any true submissive, but I unlike you will be kind and bless you for your going to need it here Learn what BDSM is before preaching it..
Oh try being honest with who and what you really are first before belittling other's for who they are
OH Try manners too if you know what they are if not buy the book
Am only here to chat with my real time friends i've made over the years and nothing more. i'm currently seeing someOne r/t and not looking but for only R/t True friends
|
| |
| |
|
|
Greetings to the One's who does take time to read journal entries and some that try to see a whole lot more of a person and who they are.. taking the time to look deeper and see if perhaps i've overlooked somthing that perhaps was somthing good... mm might been that "Rare" find that You just over looked, Perhaps some look at a person for there looks or there size, don't get me wrong of course some have there own preference on what there ideal body size and shape.. Look futher into a person That Diamond might be a lil rough at times but How it shines.. and such a Rare treasure after polishing up *s* enjoy life and all that it is...
Remember W/we are all like flowers who bloom differently but all beautiful in our own ways.....
Be well and may life bring that One special person *s* |
| |
| |
|
|
it totally amazes me as to how many so love to play online.. But you know who you are and i'm not worried, it's not like there was any intrest in first place... 2 emails and my don't kneel infront of your pc and my can one get testy *grins* But should have just say" Hey " kitten why not let us get together for playing slave girl and the Master for the weekend... Oh the weekend warrior's Thinks might have heard that phrase from someone here actually a Domme whom is a good friend here to me. *s* she blunt for sure ..
But anyway i'm not a stupid girl only submissive ..... but i do know the meaning of lifestyle and what it is and in truth if i wished a weekend play would have said yes now wouldn't i *grins* or would i guess wont know |
| |
| |
|
|
Greetings...
It has been a long time since i've wrote here or even came online. There has been good times and bad but still lesson's learnt and in truth some were very nice too... *grins* always exciting discovering new things, learning of more ways to be all you can. It's like a never ending journey of self discovery ahh what grand things to come....
In this girls opinion a Dom/me will have a stonge sense of protection for there submissive as well as all submissives they go to great lengths to keep safe and secure, but always have control that Control is pure and a gift and knows There submissive will be controled becasue the sub enjoys being and makes the sub feel safe and secure in there relationship.. Some don't see this the say way that this girl does. Is my voice and my views if One don't agree than that is there's. Doormat i'm not submissive she is... Patience... *smiles* and all will come when it does.. Enjoying my life and what have learned cannot wait till one day again that lesson will come until then i remain *s* |
| |
| |
|
|
Has been a while since putting something in my journal... Perhaps is spending more time in reality of this world.. Enjoying life and learning very much.... Thanks.. You know the words and who sent them was very wise words, and the sites was very imformative and did enjoy reading Thanks
Hopes all is going well for true friends here the ones who so love playing d/s games well hopes you get all and more lol didn't say what *grins* but me perfers face to face the eyes tell and actions playtime one's and weekend ones
but does know sometimes the chemistry isn't there so no offense but then if you don't take time to stoke the lil flame there will never be a fire
have good one |
| |
| |
|
|
Long time
Not much except finding life much more intresting now *grins* very much and found there is more out there than what i was finding and yes perhaps i was to slow and taking my time is what this girl perfers to say but have found there's nothing wrong in what i like to do as long as it's mutual and all is good
have good one |
| |
| |
|
|
Happy New Year to A/all....
This is the time for change as it has now began. The road has taken many paths this year, I have learned more about what i once though wasn't me and found that
What i know is poly is non possessive, honest, responsible and ethical, philosoply and practice of loving multiple people similtanously, such emphasizes are upon choosing how many partners one wishs to be involved with rather than accepting the social norms which dictake loving only one person at a time... Like a umbrella a term which integrates traditional mulit partners but i have found it embraces sexual equality and all sexual orientations toward and expanded circle of intimacy and love
Knows the difference between the meaning of poly and swinging and found perhaps but this year is mine
Reality has brought on many changes and thanks to my dear friends to those who have accepted that i cannot do casual play as to day for i find i must care and have feelings and know that the One that i will He/She will also know the mean and differences in lifestyle
and it is a deep hunger that is like a seductive call and has been stired within me for so long and is such torment but in time all will come reality if not already seeing the light and now knowing the casue of my hunger and where it comes from
Happy New Year |
| |
| |
|
|
Another day is gone the new year approachs and is so ready for all the changes that is happening *s* very pleased with all that i' have learnt and to the One's that makes me smile when i chat with them to them i wish only the best to the other's in my own words No will not lower as some has but is fine,
Have been seeing some goings on that is really to funny to talk about for im going to stay as i am until some One says different but seeing how there not
No matter
Until then best to my friends others can poof out as most do over time |
| |
| |
|
|
Happy Holidays to A.all the friends i've made here and R/t ones. May all Your dreams come true and all your desires be met. This is a new year coming and changes are soon to be here also, i've always said things were going to change for me and i'm right, i've seen a glimps of it and what is to be and knows' i've come along way to find what i seek and need. There is still much to figure out for myself but i know i have the wisdom and the patients to know myself and what i seek and that there is patients ones that have shown me the same Thanks |
| |
| |
|
|
Merry Christmas to A.all here...
Wish's that all have a happy holidays and find all that they desire in there lifes. Times change and as do we all . i've taken a good look at myself and what i've seen around here and some that i speak with. Why is it that some thing if you don't look a certain way that your not a good sub, yes as in my profile no one here is perfect if they say they are even i would call them a liar.... i can say that i'm going to be me. would you desire a liar who don't even like who they are ? i'm comfortable in my own skin and i'm not perferct but i know what i want is the trouble finding that chemistry between us. Yes submission isn't in your looks it's in the heart some might need to learn that... i'm not a lost soul begging to be found i'm only waiting for One to find me and make me see that there worth taking the chance one and there not someone who likes to in truth screw everything on 2 legs or 3 or 4 Yes there is room to love more but i belive that you have talk and communicate with other partner before going out and seeking other slaves or subs some might need to take care of there wifes and some even have guts to call them there slave or sub please some cases might be true but in most is a hubby and wife looking to liven up there dead boring sex lives seen it and been there and that's not for me... i've also seen both good and bad in subs and slaves too so it does go both ways... i love meeting people online in person but in public but please don't think i will meet after a few chats or submit that would take one hell of a chemistry to get that far
Well Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to all that is good here to the bad fakes hopes you get fleas from the fakes you play with here |
| |
| |
|
|
Geeting closer to Christmas will say Happy Holidays to A/all now... Things can change so fast is incredible at times it even shockes me. One minute can be on top of the world and then next be so low you only wish to lay down and close your eyes and dream it's all that a dream... Trust in a important thing, knowing someone wants You and is proud of you and who and what you are then you find out it's a lie........ incredible belives is no wonder i've lil self confidence at all... and wishs only to be friends and nothing more is there One out there? True and that deserves my trust and my love and all ? Perhaps or Perhaps not time will tell but for now alone is where i perfer at least i can trust my own self |
| |
| |
|
|
Greetings to A/all
Recovery is over *giggles* will think twice before doing this again rest assured this girl will. Today i got a new movie i ordered online called "The Image" is right up there with The Story O and The Secetary wow but this one was very different in some ways. Was about a Mistress and Her slave she totally owned and the slave did obey but wow talk about whipping... Don't think No i know i'm not that extreme now some of those welps did look so yummy *grins* and some of the things she did to her was just as yummy but was hot and extreme in some ways but also shows the Love and the trust she had for Her and how She did care for her slave... But in the end lol that was the suprise for the Lady became slave to One she shared her slave with was different but very good. The chains and bondage scenes were very nice *s* Well thinks now i shall sleep like a baby and dream of things that will not happen *s* for now.. but cannot say that will be for long for who knows might be tonight or tomorrow *s* |
| |
| |
|
|
Girl is staying home this night lol to much Christmas party last night, seems when i through a party i really do it well am very glad i'm a nice hostess *grins* but waking up was rather hidious, and working for a few hours at that... Was a memorable evening and knows all had a grand time, guess the pics do tell lil more but those will be saved on this disc for long time to come..... The club was really good and the music and dancing was so much fun and my date was sooo nice.. received several flowers and evening a Performer gave me something *ss* but that's private too or is it ... seems those there saw and knew only my friends and good one's seen and knows it all but was fun but tonight i stay in, me and friend is going to curl up and watch some movies and relax for the evening..... to all a good night and plesant weekend |
| |
| |
|
|
Will start by saying to the One speaking of poly here online i gave my response and don't belive im wrong... Perhaps Some might think but my opinion is mine Sorry so will write it again here
The poly vision of relationships is based on honesty, openess and much respect for the individual, love as an infinitate resouse, the body and sexuality is very sacred and a path to spirtual growth. In that vision there is much room to love more than one, more intimacy more people it is a challenge to transform ourselves our lives and our world into a more loving and caring place so to me poly is only a name..... i'm not saying poly is for me, possibly Until that true family can prove that is stable and is open and is based on honesty well that will remain to be seen but there is a chance depends on the people, Poly is a House that is based upon Master/Mistress in my mind that don't mean bringing in many outsiders to play in the playground so to speak that belongs in the swinger's world, BDSM poly is that.... a family Unit.. Now if im wrong please correct but i dont think i am
so now that i'm Done doing all my house work and been reading some poetry there are some lovely words online that really when you read them and understand the words they mean then you will find some more peace..
Each night I linger over my reluctant goodnights
Yet i can feel you, touching me and my soul
in sweet slumber till dawn
i wrap myself in dreams of you....
i have fallen to my knee's
unable to rise
What kind of trap is this?
What kind of chains have bound my hands and feet,
It is so strange so so wonderful hat helplessness of mine
Many words' i've changed to make more fitting but there so nice and calming hopes You all enjoy
kitten |
| |
| |
|
|
mm lovely this evening... the night air so clean and crisp out..was sitting outside watching bob. that's the neighbors girl cat that i named lol someone ran over it's tail and now it don't have nothing but a lil tiny stub so i call it bob.. was watching the cat teasing the other neighbors dog lil tiny mut chained up was so funny poor lil bob walking over with fur standing up and swatting her lil paw at the dog what a tease lol but was cute sitting outside the car's were driving by some honking too lol but ignores thinking about how lovely it would be to chained up out side but not like the dog no i'm human and eats from a plate and pee's inside well 99.9% of the time lol ok minds wandering to much tonight but waiting for someone to get here so we can chat about gosh only knows but somthing tells me is going to be a lovely evening so will go shower and clean up have a good evening to all and kisses to true friends other's poof |
| |
| |
|
|
In the blink of an eye things can change.. What i thought once was a dream and to far within my reach i soon found out it's not.... Many people search for somthing and never find for fear of trying, i took my chance and found i'm happy... Loves waking up and with a smile so bright and knowing i've done what i've dreamed of doing *s*
Have a Great day to Aall and may all Your dreams come true |
| |
| |
|
|
What a lovely day it's turned out to be so far.. and it' not even the evening time.. Got to speak to someone that i really liked long long time ago seems she has also changed very much too.... to the better in truth and she think so too, i told her of this lifestyle couple of years ago now she is fully engrossed into it and learning so much .. she lives close as i will be throwing my Christmas party for friends it is going to be grand The invitations are going out Monday and wish to say THanks |
| |
| |
|
|
Taking the day off from work today and not even going to do much but re do my closet and find somthing for this evening to wear out... Thinks shopping is in order, and of course Christmas is right around the corner.. Might even get it over with today Might that is...
ive listened to a friend here and found He is a dang jerk or turned out to be .. talk about about face, lol well as someone told me those who tend to rise upon that high soapbox generally fall really fast and is funny to see.... Don't think i'm intrested because i write back i call that proper use of manners if your a ass to me i will in turn show you my bitch side... i'm not scared to say what it is i am but don't think i will give up what i'm saving for one night of what you said pleasure lol i would find that gross, for i seen and checked the references you gave me lol perhaps you should have picked them more wisely for they said your a puss sorry but that wa there words not mine best of luck to you
going out on my date again tonight at least i know where i stand there lol
have good one to all |
| |
| |
|
|
Hello, another long day, seems Christmas is getting to some and all want to borrow money hence they come to me.... Has a friend who does the same job or close to it she says same thing year after year all going into debt over a day in the year wow but is good business for me so i love it. but makes for long hours but again is ok
Well i'm guessing some here tend to think i'm kinda sassy well i'm not a collared girl so guess i can do as i like, *grins* has a good time and enjoying life and all that it has until i find someone that is going to take time i'm not in a hurry for why, what i will give when the time is right is going to be grand but that will be for One to see HUh lol must be tired to ramble on about all so night to all and sweet wicked dreams |
| |
| |
|
|
They come They go...... Might as well say adios... *s* is ok.... for only the best stay around for the big payoff , so to speak. i've finally come to the conclusion that there are many different types of people in this world.. Those who are true to there own being and then those who try to be what there not..... Which are You? Being who you are and will not change to please or be a lil doormat to those who say one thing and then show you another. Kinda like the dates i've been having... well just like this... after a couple of dates.. OH no isn't going to be just a wham bam type, females are just as wicked as males... There more crafty, mean, wicked and down right out mean at times and they sure like to get what they want when they want lol but to One Nope didn't work. of course she will never read this for she isn't in the lifestyle only a date... girls got to have some fun if only dinner and dance *grins* well to all have a great evening and have some wicked dreams of what is to come *grins* |
| |
| |
|
|
Was sitting here chatting in yahoo somthing that i ususally don't do but decided might as well see what is there, lol Was too funny good for a giggle or two and did meet a few people but only for chat seems they were kinda looking for a lil cyber nookie lol tooooooo funny
Can say there was some funny conversations going on didn't really know how many there was out there but even to my suprise, but to each his or her own
have good one my dinner date is ready to go so have a good evening |
| |
| |
|
|
Another nice evening.... but it did take a turn.... seems you can be alone even in a crowd of people... Not such a comforting thought is it.... Was nice evening of course in a way was paying for it this morning when waking up..... *opps*
Many new thoughts going on in my head but for now will keep them in my personal journal beside the bed, for that is where the good stuff goes.. Some here some not
The time im taking to myself is helpful gives you the time to think and know where are you going in this life and what are you going to accomplish... i've taken several different paths some didn't like, seen what was there and knows it wasn't the right one... looked down another was rather scary... and didn't face it fully as i should have, now is time to go back to what makes me the happiest.... no matter how far and fast one runs from that they are or what they thinks is taboo seems i'm always ending up to what and where i know i should be... have run so so many times and rather fast taking and doing things that is not me.. some is some isn't i call that self discovery.. something a long time coming that has finally made it... for me now is my time i always knew that this coming year is going to be big changes and belive me i tried to make it happen on my own but i know it's not going to i wish it would and could but it's not going to for i know what has to happen before total happiness comes my way
is there One? True? Honest? That's into One on One and not groups... or is the group strong enough to handle another?
some where i'm sure and soon even more positive now
Thanks |
| |
| |
|
|
If the free world rested on me finding a true honesty to goodness Real life 100% true to there word, Well never mind the world would cease this day lol
No came home from work got a new moive the Orginal THe Sec, and just finished watching , wow , was rather good i thought. But leaving a mental place then going from there to Him mmmm Somthing to say about the nuts huh and what were all doing ... but the plot, the whole how far she went to get the Master she desired and loved, That was nice... seems some will go all out for One as she did. The cutting NONONO that's wrong of course But look at the ending *smiles* How far would you go to find Your One?
This i know..... Do You |
| |
| |
|
|
Is getting closer and closer to Christmas, is 1am now,, just got home from a Lovely evening out with friends and actually a date.... Yes am home alone, my choice well not from lack of trying just my choice but there is always tomorrow, Going dancing and dinner why not enjoy.. Is one life to live and You only go around once so i'm told but not me i'm going around again and again ...... life after...... Tonight or lil while ago, left after dancing was fun and yes a few cocktails and friends were very fun as well as a pleasant date , not totally all hands but as said did try lil bit but got to give a person credit huh.....
Well is lil after 1am and i so got to get up and shower in 5 hours to go to work for 3 hours seems senseless but i'm in good mood so
Well nighty night to the true friends
|
| |
| |
|
|
Has been a lovely day, School tomorrow , Oh what fun... learning something that is real is always a pleasure.
Lesson's can be learnt in many ways, seems i have been learning a lot lately some good some not so.. Suprises seem to come out of the woodwork lately and a few has been rather wooow
When stating some facts now make sure you say them fully state clear and make sure the one your speaking to knows the score, so to speak for later down the road it come come as a shocker so see lessons can be learnt by paying more attention and being better in communications.... time and patients
perhaps there's someone that knows how to communicate on a better leval Thanks |
| |
| |
|
|
Things can get so so screwed up with misconception.... perhaps being more plain speaking will help mmm Yes thinks so communication is the key...
Time tells all about some Patients is also a must but for me i'm just going to sit and wait and live my life as i chose for now until there is One in my life. There is much love to go around and use to belive that i could be more but i'm doubting that for i'm lil greedy in some ways but then that tells all in time
for now i will wait
Thanks SR...... Very kind |
| |
| |
|
|
Strange what feeling free and doing as one likes will only bring out the worst in some. Looking down one alley, even drove there to peek But what i saw wasn't as it was suppose to be.. So this girl drove home ( fast ) actually... Friends are strange at times or so they say.. lets just say... so called friends, yes i do think friends are a two way street but some has to work for there living and don't have time to sit here all day and chat the real world is what i live in.... This girl works hard and is moving on with her life and in her work, if some cant understand that then that's not a friend... Friends say Hello at least and they understand but some don't Well is ok if they wish to get nasty and rude i will not lower myself to that but i can be just as rude and nasty if needs be....
Belives that some don't know the difference in meaning of lifestyle meaning Have seen some put Master in front of there names and thinks that makes them Dom's or Dommes same goes for subs/slaves too....
In my eyes someone who gives themselves so freely that's there choice but not mine.. cannot say been tempted to do so But thank God i got my senses to me and found out if i did it will be with some One who knows what it's all about
If i chose a weekend play that's my business but it's never been me so far for i don't give freely Free love . swinger love whatever you want to call it it's not for me
Guess going out and letting one's hair down makes them bad OOO goodies now i can say i've been bad, did some drinking and dancing and living in the real world.. i deserve some fun and that's what i had but did come home alone as i always do most don't lol play time or bootie calls but to each there own, Don't think of judgeing me for look in the mirror see what you are first i'm not judging you for your actions don't me
if you wish to get rude then don't speak to me is your loss not mine i've real friends and knows what a true friend is do YOU
Will have manners and class and state good Luck to You for life is to short to waste on being rude and nasty
but good luck |
| |
| |
|
|
Has been a productive week, working and home, looks so so much better might even give a dinner party this weekend, might as well show off my handi work.... Multi talented ha no just looks good and always keeping things in the right place and changing things makes me feel much better. New colors, lil foo foo things to make my house more femm femm like me fitting the personality is what i say....
Tonight is Saturday, going out of town Monday and just found out my boss is leaving, number 11 bites the dust, mm wonders if i should accept the position? Seeing how so many take that job and only last a year at most something tells me either its harder than i think or it is to much traveling or somthing, will be the 4th offer on this job but in meeting in Kansas City Monday guess will find out and make a decision then. Guess should say depends on the money too not going to work my fingers to the bone for a few thousand more nope thinks worth more than that but loves what i do....
Saturday got big plans tonight, got asked out for some dinner and dancing and another show... ( Drag ) knows that is always good for fun and laughs of course the company will be fun too, lil nervous about going will be much different than just all friends going out together but will be fun am sure....
Well thinks i shall go get all ready spent the last few days shopping for the perfect outfit and lots of Christmas stuff well all have a good evening and a fabalous weekend *grins*
|
| |
| |
|
|
Has been a few days, seems not much has changed here really.... Well in some ways yes, had some really fun times here and with some nice people... No not that type of fun *grins* but was nice and will be again this weekend....
Ok enough could sit here and say Well another bites the dust, but what i see is actions speak louder than words, and from what i have seen lol, could be i'm not going to kneel , submit, or sit around each day in front of pc and chat chat chat This girl lives reality and knows it and will stay there , fantasys are fun to have but i'm not ready to stop drop and roll for anyone Not Yet, if not ready wont do so no amount of talk will make me do even my own needs, can take care of that myself for now and know i'm safe.....
There are some very nice one's out there that i've met here and will be seeing again in time but as long as all is comfy then is fine, no pressure and just good time with good people,
Well hope all had a great holiday and with more coming up hope that is well also
Good day
|
| |
| |
|
|
Good Afternoon to Most *smiles*
Who says submission is in the size of a girls ta ta's ? Goodness so many thinks this if thats the case i'm well blessed lol but then that's not where it starts as some so love to think... got a message from some wannbe asking about the size of my ta ta's Please get a live boy sorry to say but you know that's not what counts and poof done put you on ignore, Manners what is the world coming to.... but then kick a person some kick back and some do much harder so some should 'Beware" if there smart.... Not a mean person but sure can be if pushed..
Has been a great day even still.. dental apt again today *shivers* but if wants the pearly whites to be whiter got to go..... of course a drooling sub lol but will make sure to carry a napkin so i don't drool down my blouse.....
Did a lot of christmas shopping today and got what i needed out of way goodness no wonder i wish to do it early get out of those stores but sure can get the good stuff next is my turn new years eve black tie formal how fun that is to shop for a long formal *s* gosh if shopping was my job i would be rich..... *lol* but has the dress in mind now will go get this weekend but wants to wait closer for on a diet and will be 2 sizes smaller by then of course if just buys it smaller knows will lose just to get into it talk about incentive such a pretty dress yes thinks will go check it out after dentist if i'm not to drugged up ok have good evening to all and to all a wicked dreams
|
| |
| |
|
|
Another day is passing .. Thought's passing through my head, perhaps a daydream or two, So nice The things i've been reading, people to whom have spoke to, r.t and online *grins* some very very nice too..
Tonight is poetry Do You know who wrote this *grins* This girl does and is lovely don't you think?
If the past year were offered me again,
And choice of good and ill before me set
Would I accept the pleasure with the pain
Or dare to wish that we had never met?
Ah! could I bear those happy hours to miss
When love began, unthought of and unspoke
That summer day when by a sudden kiss
We knew each other's secret and awoke?
Ah no! not even to escape the pain,
Debate and anguish that I underwent
Flying from thee and my own self in vain
With trouble wasted, till my strength all spent
I knew at last that thou or love or fate
Had conquered and repentance was too late.
So much can be said if read between the lines.... so so much if only One can go back but now to move forward for that is where i'm going and where i see my change and what will become.... Reality>>>>>> |
| |
| |
|
|
what a lovely evening out, of course waking up this morning wasn't as bad as i believed it was going to be. Seemed to have lost a little something last night my shyness in public lol was very much fun met new people and some was very out there very intresting and but dang fun will make plans in couple weeks to do it again That is real......... Very fun and real people..... That makes for intresting fun looks forward to meeting again and goodness never knows
Friends come and go over time drifting apart but true ones stick it out through thick and thin fakes friends move out fast but looks at it like this they must have not touched your life much or even made a difference in any way what so ever if they don't know how to say Hello or how are you or how have you been but not my loss has to mean somthing to feel somthing don't You ? |
| |
| |
|
|
how easy they come and go, passing through your life, some not even making a dent lol but thinking they do but oh well it's not even my loss it's theres for they don't know what there missing but then again didn't give that chance did i *s*
How little that i know if some even if i tend to speak to some for longer time ane were friends but in truth as some i have seen here and spoke with i don't call that a friend, i personally wouldn't turn my back on a friend at all, unless it was somthing hidious... Yes sometimes im very mean and has to be but don't like to be of course at times oh well what will be will be and good ridence to some that tend to want to play weekend Dom/Dommes hopes you find all you search for and best
of luck for im so sure you will get all you deserve
|
| |
| |
|
|
The days have passed, ive still seen so many players here but then there is a bright side to this... Makes you take time and listen to some One that there words will calm the savage that burns inside, The kind words of a friend that burn inside. Yes there are some or One or Two here that can make it worth wild, other's will not bother with for i will only show my wicked side... Each person is different and each look for somthing different in the other/ then if you talk and then they slow down what does that say? But there's alway One who is trustworthy some One that as i said there words bring comfort and makes me feel better when all gets bad as it has over that last week...
i'm usually very nice and calm in most ways but there's alway one ass in the bunch that is rude and discourtious but i will not as i said let that bother me anymore was more mad at myself than at them for i knew what a idiot they were and how they wants weekend play nothing more for cannot dom online so i think but they didn't but what a fool for only will they find sorrow but that is there own doing
i'm very happy and back where i need to be, that's not saying im looking for nothing more than the kindness of my friends that i have made and each day they are even better friends, some move on to what they seek if im not it but that's ok it's not my loss or it would have happened so im not sorry or sad about it for if ment to be it will.... if not,, so be it and if they wish not to be my friend then that's fine to only shows more of online players.... to each his/her own..
to One Thanks
|
| |
| |
|
|
Guess i was lil bit harsh in last entry, only goes to say there is some that can really piss me off. i'm usually a very kind and caring person and so many tend to play off this and until i've had enough well thinks you get the ideal.
But as said am not looking here for nothing if something happens which will be my choice then it will if not i'm not in no hurry for local is better have learnt this the hard way
|
| |
| |
|
|
Just a early morning entry ps i did save the profile you put when emailing me MR CONTROL lol to dam funny
This is what a player is let me tell you you get a email and you respond and you ask a few pertinate questions and speak the truth well then you wake up in the morning and find you cannot respond to this email for it the account has been deleted
to dam funny another player bites the dust how many more on this site can bet there are hundreds
to the one Control------- You know who you are why i wasn't intrested either way and what did my questions make you uncomfortable well one way to weed them out didn't put rest of name in here for why someone will find you out again whatever your name shall be
as said here have seen to many whom only wish to play this girl no longer seeks no one from this site she might make few friends
but NO MASTER MISTRESS SOUGHT HERE FOR 99.9% are total fakes and flakes and in truth will not even respond to anyone else here so to all the actual real ones here
best of luck for you will be needing it here im sticking to local reality and using this place to only vent reading my fake emails
|
| |
| |
|
|
just another thing,,,, also have met some wonderful people here online...
i have read a few profiles and there journals in full... Please call it as you see it... not here to play games,, if i don't see us as being more than friends don't get offended and if you wanted more then please should have just said so but if i only chat that don't make me a fake or player it only makes me me... Your not what i wanted....
There are some real ones also that are Married to Dominate men who are Master's to there partners looking that's fine but judge not less you wish to be judged also.... The real ones know who they are the fakes do too
so don't belive im offended in any way for as said if i don't wish to become part of a your 3rd then don't be mad means i find no intrest in moving and giving up all i have here for somthing that isn't going to work,,,, im real and me and nothing more or less Reality is what this is called
being honest lol so many say you don't know the meaning... please i know it do You? but as i said have met some real poly people they know where and what it is they look for and belives they are real some only makes me wish to laugh out loud and there pathetic lives
im quiet content in many ways but will be fine and always will be
One last thing..... Don't think im being disrespctful when i don't find intrest in Your family, and only wish to be friends
and if that makes one mad then guess your not who you say you are either for friends whom are really true to themselves will know a good friend when they see, as said don't get offended if i don't find intrest in anything but being a friend and if you don't the is your personal problem and has nothing to do with me
my life is not lacking as far as most things go i have great friends R/t and online as well as knows where im headed, i pay my own bills ( on time ) and has a great job and am not a flunky in the corp world, so my time is valueable and i value those who respect other's for who they are and stop calling anyone who does have a life outside lifestyle a player gosh how sad some are here looking for something they only have to seek within there own selves
to thy own self be true...................
all other's can kiss my hiney and pass me by for my voice is soft but my anger is real with some Wannbee's here playing M/s relationships |
| |
| |
|
|
Days pass things seem to change very fast... Some just seem to drift like a piece of wood in the big sea of confusion... Some tend to move in and out of persons life very quickley, to me i tend to think there lacking in some very important area's. Lost souls, looking to be someone and they still no clue on what they really want, or better yet how about playing at something they never were !
Been listening and actually paying attention to some things being said and belive me Playtime is gone... never began but word games are not my fortay so please get lost.... move along to some naive lil lost girl that who also don't know where the hell she is for you my dear are barking up the wrong tree..... for you have met your match.... im real....your lost in games lost in you own self pity, pathetic, gives some that are real a very bad name.....
i'm only who i am here as well as in person there's many sides and many different things that makes me who i am... am not looking for that weekend play partner hey those are a dime a dozen.... anyone can find a piece but wont find quality isn't that what You want That rare find, special treasure that has respect for there body, mind and all they are? Or is it No will not go there each are different and sure in someone's eyes You are my Master or Mistress * lol* totally but don't think will every kneel and say those words unless it comes from my heart... even if hot and bothered, there's batteries for that and it wont make me wash the dishes either..... can do it myself until One is True and Strong and Secure until then
i remain true to myself and wait
Thank God for patients
|
| |
| |
|
|
Goodevening to Some
Just another day in paradise..... Was sitting here reading emails and having in truth one heck of a laugh... Sometimes this girl thinks it unreal, some have the stamina of a nat... some are Great People but then has both bad and good in all here on this site... At times i sit and read here and will admit that there are so many profiles and journals that state I WANT You to do this and learn to do this How about a Domainte One that knows how to care for there property... How some here advertise for somthing and mean a whole different thing when speaking to them... that sends mixed signals, Don't get me wrong to each His/Her own but tell me really if You owned a slave/sub and is living with You and she has or he has given You everything Why he goodness sakes would you desire to bring it harm... that astounds me totally or loaning out Your prize possession..... Why so some other Dom/Domme could whip it, use it Hurt it... Was watching the orginal movie
"the Story O" There is somthing there He loaned her out but over time He knew she was His only and seen how far she would go for Him.... How far are You willing to go for one to obey your every desire and more... is a rare treasure worth the wait, or is it You look for only a fling every now and then when it's convient for You.....
Belives each person as long as honest should have all they desire if the other agree's to it... is ok... but why claim to be looking for lifestyle partner, poly home, or any kind if only you seek is playtime
just state i only want kinky sex i only want to play at dom or domme same goes for subs/slaves too why act the part ,,, sure gives another meaning to lifestyle perhaps should be called different lifestylers.....
Will state im not intrested in some weekend fling to fullfill my sexual desires no Thanks have though about it and knows that it's not me, at one time thought i could but i cannot... guess will say Thank You Durecell *grins* but will not die from it
OH don't get me wrong human touch is much better but why go out and have sex or kinky play time and use and let myself be abused by someone whom only plays at Dom/Domme? No can hold on longer and knows it will happen Will know in time
Have met some wonderful people here and then again met some players also but poof this girl didn't give No is only myself and will not play at this but will wish all the kinky, Real lifestylers and all the real One's a happy life and good luck on finding what it is W/we all seek
bye for now is Friday and is time to relax and enjoy the weekend
|
| |
| |
|
|
Hello again just a note to say
Thanks to those with kind words as she accepts each one as a complement, such as a rose....collecting each one, with pride and knowing one day she will lay them all before her One ....
Loving each day and embrassing all as if were my only One.. learning, yearning knowing that when the time comes she will be ready,
Waiting, knowing how much i love being a sensual woman.. Each day knowing i crave more knowledge but surrendering to One is all i seek, and paitents i have
Good evening to A/all and all dreams come true
kitten |
| |
| |
|
|
Hello to Aall that read many things run through my mind as i sit and read some poetry, There is so many new and exciting things in this world that i have yet to see and experience. Knows all in good time....
some words have read very lovely indeed will post them here and hopes all enjoys
Can you feel them, My Love,
Softly touching your cheek
Tracing the lines of your mouth
Trailing down your neck?
Can you feel them slowly
Unbuttoning your shirt
And tip toeing across your chest
With teasing nails and warm fingers
Leaving fingerprints of fire?
Can you feel the silk of my hair
Falling against your bare skin?
Do you feel the pleasure of hot lips
Kissing you deeply
Tongue dancing with tongue
Twirling in passion's
Tingling tango?
there is much to these words
Can You feel? Indeed, seek and You shall find
Sweet dreams to all and may all Your dreams come true
kitten |
| |
| |
|
|
Greetings and Saluations to A.all
Has been while since adding anything here so tonight's the night *grins* ( wishs )
Have been working and out of town, time has flown for don't seem like that long in all truths. There are some very persumptious people here online.. but isn't that the way it always goes.
You can email and this girl has proper manners and will respond if You/you show respect for if don't will only get ignored.
Hunger, Cravings the desire to please and know that she has pleased brings a lovely smile to her face. Remembering days of past, kneeling beside One and knowing she has served well.. That time will soon happen again... The new Year will bring much change to this girls life for she has made a commitment to her own self and a great goal, that this Coming year is the year...
ASk how i know this....... it will... set a goal and stick to it.. such as in her work, makes goals and sticks to it and achives all now is time .....
You know sitting here knowing she just finished cleaning the house and doing her laundry all that needs to be kept up done she now has a few minutes to think of the future. Not a dream but reality of what will be...
There has been some kind and lovely emails from some nice people but there has in all truths have been some very persumptious people also... a email don't constitute , coming and serving You or Your partner, *laughs* that is totally ridiculous whom do they think they are? Guess some belive that they are all that and that they are the only ONE out there but let me state No Sir or Maam as is slaves subs there are many many to whom are real as well as players but to some that think a few emails 1-2 will get services NOPE would rather throw myself into traffic.. This girl has a brain and a mind, belive me this girl also knows her place and respects most all but then if You don't then don't expect it from me for it will not happen.... This girl loves most all types of people but only if they live in the real world not there lil fantasy world..
There was a very kind email too some One only wishing to talk and share chats that is so sweet and kind, they don't persume nothing but only a couple of every now and then email That person showed me very much respect as well as this girl respects Him as well.... Friends as have always said, are most welcome always but please be honest about what it is you desire
If You desire only sex then be honest in your profile if Your married and only wanting someone for weekend play and discret then say so be Honest about what You are for belive me there are many whom only desire this and no i'm not seeking a weekend affair, or someone who wish's to be discret this one desires only ONE whom is secure and honest and knows the true meaning of submission
all other's best of luck for there are One for each somewhere out there and i don't judge You for what you want for who am i look at my own self only me can be the judge of me and this girl knows what she is and where she's going and what it is she desires
have a lovely evening and best wish's to all the True Dominate Dom/Domme's out there
kitten  |
| |
| |
|
|
Good morning to A/all
Closer to Halloween and Happy one for A./all? ........?? It's so nice being needed, and from some you never would have dreamed.? But helping and being needed is a good feeling, might not be in the way? i'm seeking but still being there for some one that really needs you is good.? Seems there's much one can learn if listens closer and when all the ghost are gone and your feeling drained,like you just poured out your soul to someone and found them so imersered into what your talking about then known each word means much...? oh is nice.....?? Am sure some thing i'm off the wall but you know?? i know what im talking about and don't matter,?
Tonight is looking good too?? Going to a Halloween party and is so much fun dressing up?? looks forward to this one for sure .....? well is early so am going to go and finish packing for Trip on Sunday and then putting together last lil bits on costume *s*?? can you just imagine on what im going to wear? *s*? fits lifestyle well
kitten |
| |
| |
|
|
 Lovely evening to A.all *s* 
Another evening gone, just got home yet again from work, what a good day it has been a good day, Time sure flys when your busy....
Will note this To one that sends email, please read first i'm not a Ma'am well im female but i'm not a Mistress by a long shot but Thanks for emails but if takes time as some do, as well as some don't then would see what is inside this girls heart..... all's it takes is a little time to et to know and chat with to see if even likes to talk futher but dont expect my IM for that is only given to rare few and good friends are welcome but in case some only reads this part....
i'm submissive. Is what i know and understand. even knows the meaning and knows that someday mine will come if not soon *smiles* cannot say what tomorrow will bring but i know it will bring another smile to this girls face.....
sweet dreams to A.all
kitten  |
| |
| |
|
|
Goodevening to A/all *s* 
As each day passes seem like time is on my side, Things going good more time soon for other things besides working and cleaning is finally going great.
Reading here and seeing things here in collarme well now can say has seen it all, no complaints for in truth have met some fabalous people but then has also chatted with a few "on your knee's" now type goodness, can tell those types didn't read profile first or much less knows or has a clue won't even happen.. The reality of life is W/we all work and do what we have to do, some live in fantasy of course at times thats fun too my mind goes there at times but got to face the world, and does so with a smile and waits only to see what is around the next corner, never know Who will be standing there waiting to help guide you right on, helping and seeing you for who you are, accepting you for you.. Kindness yet so strong and firm, Dominate but compassionate, Hard yet soft, thinks theres much to be said about all that. If One knows the true heart of the one they seek then soon shall see more deeper One only has to take the time and have patients for the greatest rewards will be to that One the Rarest of all Treasures *s*
To each Dominate have sweet wicked dreams and to each sub/slave serve well and best wish's to You and Yours
kitten  |
| |
| |
|
|
Was a great day, 
Good friends are hard to find but those who stick around to see what come next is even better. When you think that is all said and done then you get suprised again that is a friend, *smiles*
Some stick around for what will come next that shows something to this girl for sure...
Well not much going on in this girls mind that she cares to put here but just to say what a wonderful day and am sure it has to do with good friends and good chat... Have a lovely evening to those she likes other's well poof *s*
kitten
|
| |
| |
|
|
you envision the light at the end. you wake and find yourself still where you were before. strange how thing still change as each day. After spending time out and having more time to think and read and even still learn i find there is so much to learn.
Seeing then inner you and knowing there is much more to you that anyone has known or taken the time to find out instead most tend to think that they know me well. No some do some don't but no one knows me as well as they think. Don't get me wrong just goes to show that One must take time and have patients if they wish to know and learn even about me as i do about them. You can learn so much here online by talking and chatting but then when meeting and seeing things are not the same. For one thing, shouldn't you be nervous just a lil bit to me if you wasn't i would personally think one to be a liar but if you want to know Yes there is always nerves and excitment but no fear perhaps i'm different than even i know. See still even learning more about myself
believe its time to change my profile and think more in depth for as said if one desires to know me as i will them i will ask questions and i will know who you are all the way and learn more . Sure there will be things that come up from time to time but there will be nothing hidden in time if You desire to know all if you hide and sneek Your a player and weekend Master or Mistress or even a weekend sub/slave but that's not what im looking for so it wont happen that weekend play partner i want it all and if i cannot then so be it will keep on for there is ONE and not a group not someone that loves to pass out what they own for that's not me THis girl will be for One' only
there is room to love many no doubts about that i found this out big time but that don't mean i would have to submit what i'm saving and holding for One to all that is around if that is the case i'm not the one for YOU..
just releasing some long overdue ghost that is inside and not yet finsished coming out
have lovely weekend mine was so hopes the same to you and yours
kitten
|
| |
| |
|
|
Greetings to A/all
has been lil while since writing, due to much going on or coming and going and reality...
Just got home from trip and knows must get back to writing here. For it does bring peace of mind saying what is one my mind and if some don't like some don't have to read is my opinon and am entitled if not * bye *
Have met some really wonderful people here in real life, very nice, and was kinda hard, was thinking one thing, but then wasn't what i thought. She was a very beautiful Lady as He was ( is to both ) a very Handsome Male. Was kind and considerate and tried to make me feel comfortable. But seeing how this girl spent to much time out over earlier few days and then working and then was my own fault for being so tired,. But in truth went to meet and did have lovely company and lovely conversations. Might not have been what mind was fantasizing about but then again this girl perfers living in reality and as knows will not kneel to One and call Master unless is sure. ( Oh how Tempting ) in truth has to think about things and learn and grow time tells all as W/we all know but growing is what it is for me... learning more and seeing what happens.. But did have a wonderful time and sure more to come. This girl cannot say how they felt about me for sure but if nothing hopes to have made a wonderful friends if not more. Time and patients for decisions are not so easy but knows her One will be patient and know what is inside her heart for that is what He will hold in His hand all of me
kitten
until tomorrow
girl is very tired
kisses and hugs to those who want and those who don't (  ) well think You know what to do for i'm not telling
|
| |
| |
|
|
Another day is passing and night is here.... still leaned yet something else... Has been a good day all in all...... Talking with friends and questions being answered Is good thing
All types if knowledge is so good and is like feeding the soul.... makes the heart feel good to.... There seems so much going on with working and home stuff is much and with traveling coming on will be lil more hetic but knows will be fun lil more stress but then has great way to reduce that *s* but now that would be telling wouldn't it...... Of course nope not going to tell will keep my own lil secret for now.... Or DO You think You know ? Some One might will He...?
The time has come to lay down and rest, and think of all that come today and knows will smile for knowing one more step and knows sweet wicked dreams will come to her if only the Face was clear........ *smiles* Perhaps
Good Night to A/all the true ones all other never mind *S*
|
| |
| |
|
|
Hello to A/all or those whom take the time to read........ night has come to a end... has been rather a intresting day.... Seems when talks of changes here one could take wrong *s* No all the changing here is much to her liking ... Words are not easy as saying at times but you know it will get easier and knows have done it before and will do it again.
THere are some that are mean and hurtful then some so nice and helps see things as they should be... Thanks for the help and seeing things as should be. This girl knows what is good for her and if makes mistakes along the way then so be it, they are my mistakes and perhaps One will help me see and not judge as some have.. No One here is perfect if they think will will be a sassy ass and say Right Think again Your not, if so Your living in that fantasy world. Perhaps in the Perfect world You could be but seriously doubts it for even thing you learn about some are rather shocking, know i was floored about somethings that i found out .... but then another one lies, nothing new.... but again Another One tells the truth, it all will come out one way or other, so why do it in first place? Guess some get off by making one feel bad about themselves but you know it's not working, i'm me good, bad, naughty and nice, As Is , no other way know what is in my heart and it wont change........ knows who and what she is so it wont change
For some can only say if there reading this myself and few other's know what this girl is talkign about if not then Your clueless and wish's still only the best even now and be well
Goodnight to You *smiles*
kitten |
| |
| |
|
|
Things can change from day to day,,, Some thinks they know me and they might in some ways but do They really? Is time taken to see how they have grown and how they work to achieve all they desire in life? There is much about me that isn't written here and only in time would some One know all there is to me and that alone would take a very long time. People change and grow.... this girl has. What use to be isn't,
Growth can take on many differnt meaning What one use to say OH NO Way.. now says only with smile Yes, and adores it
Learned much about things that once didn't intrest her but yes and even knows what they really mean....
This girl is only herself, nothing more or less, some just gave up way to soon and now *smiles*
Much can change as said and when all comes out Perhaps its not what You think but then again it could be all that one desires and dreams of so to thy own self be true *s*
thinks about many things Guess time will tell
If only she truely knew
kitten |
| |
| |
|
|
Waking up to such a lovely day, after a night of sweet dreams. His face still unknown to her, but such fierce passion filled her night. He cameto her as she lay sleeping, so helpless so soft and warm, This time she could almost touch.... but then morning came to soon as her eyes opens but the smile still remains from such a lovely dream.... One day
Until later May A/all Y/your dreams come true and may peace be with Y/you
kitten
afternoon has arrived and just as lovely as it was earlier, got lots done that needed to be and now has more time to do what she likes.
Was here again reading some mail, Goodness is all this girl can say... does my journal seem lil depressing to some? lol Perhaps You didn't read further this isn't depressing for in all actuality is is very very good indeed... This girl isn't depressed is very happy, just noting her thoughts is all, and none are sad.. Well take that back only sad thing is she didn't go out Saturday but then her company was rather good and loved it so Nope a happy girl here.... Now to some of the emails, Some should really get out more and see or shall we say face reality. Don't email and ask me to just be a weekend fling to brighen up Your hum drum life, it's not going to happen now or ever...... Isn't intrested at all........... Now to her friend, Wellll feel free to ask *grins* You just might see or is it this girl might get what she wish's for lol either way W/we both win or so can hope............... sighs well should go play betty crocker some more until then hugs to her friends and hopes all Your dreams and fantasys come true *smiles *
kitten |
| |
| |
|
|
Is late at night, the hour is changing making it another day.... Thinking of the day and evening that has taken place. This girl has a big smile on her face.. Wants to say good night Kind One, hence Until she see's You in her dreams as she slips between the sheets and waits and prays for sweet dreams of One to come to her, Hoping this night His face to be revield to her... Good night for parting is such sweet sorrow......
kitten |
| |
| |
|
|
Dreaming and fantasys are grand things as long as each knows that reality is much better but no One can lie and say they don't have fantasys if they say never will call them liar's....? Trueful? has them also and more so of late...
Once was dreaming, laying in my bed, the silk sheet softly caressing my skin, it was so real, He came to me His face i couldn't see but each night The same thing He would come into the room,? as she lay there naked, moving next to Her then taking her in His arms making her feel so safe,? so protected, nothing could make her feel like this, she must be dreaming
( is she )? His face she never could see, only a form each night, but then one day His face takes form......she is starting to make out His face,?? but not yet,??? Trying to sleep more but sleep evades her,? wanting to face to be seen the touch to be real....
Then she wakes, knowing He is real, He is True,??
Fantasys are great and they can come true and hers will all in time,? This am sure of
Don't You Sir??? *smiles*?
|
| |
| |
|
|
Just had to make another entry.......
How come so many Dom/Dommes put in there profile mostly about sexual things? Perhaps i'm wrong ( doubts this time) but isn't it more than sex.... That can be found anywhere and is no wonder so many subs out there are leary of some after reading Profile and seeing that in some ( no names ) there profile states 99% of how they want a slave/sub wants to flog and spank and chain them up and beat them and even diaper them and come to daddy lil girl let him spank you and change diaper Please .... some gives me a dang good laugh due to knows how many are only wanting sex, kinky sex............... Those shouldn't waste there time emailing me will be wasting your time totally... If One came to me different and knows that there is more to lifestyle than sexual pleasures then You will get a polite response....
ONE has taught me this and knows that the mind is where it begins, stimulate that first.. Come on try it, might like it and might learn lil more about lifestyle... *S*
So just could resist adding this in here for hates to waste time both mind and Yours ...
So to the True Dom/Dommes Have a wonderful weekend for this girl knows her's has been made and *grins* don't even has to be sex to be made *s* the mind folks remember |
| |
| |
|
|
You know today is the first time in very long time that One has made me feel so so special and to HIM, this girl THanks You from the bottom of her heart.. A True Master who has put this girls comfort first and made her feel so special as she finds Him very Special indeed... A Master who knows the needs and desires of a girl is grand but One who acutally puts forth and shows is another *s* This girl is very honored indeed to know Him
Now knowing and seeing first hand some Ones kindness and trust and faith makes this girl happy very much... NO matter what can say a True Master is live and living and here too *s* as well as down the road... To Him THank You very much
|
| |
| |
|
|
Emotions are strange things, looking in a mirror and seeing your face a smile, the way you tilt your head when thinking of someone special, from the way you sit.. each emotion means somthing. Seeing them come alive and feeling that have been sleeping for long times becomes awake, now is time to deal with things. Learning to deal with those are rather hard.. But then facing them ... is a different thing the fear, the not knowing what is going to be next or what will happen next but deep inside i think personally yes this girl knows.... No matter what you grow with each emotion you face.... the fear, the excitement and all .... Time will tell all and at least you know you faced it and then you know you are alive ....... Looks forward to faceing hers..... *smiles* There are some that don't mind taking time to get to know someone then there are some that email wanting only play partners Don't bother save your tiny fingers for will not bother to respond and waste my time but to ONE Thanks love all Our chats *S* Until Saturday |
| |
| |
|
|
This one may not be the one You want, but cant some see how hard it is, Wanting to hear the words but they never come.? All the times W/were together it seems were worlds apart, but know nothing will change what is inside my heart..
So for now will hold all the thought and make belive that they are this girls, if she can't have tomorrow she will keep tonight in her memory,? for as said nothing will change in her heart....??? at least this moment in time will be mine....??? Cant some see what they Hold in there heart is really in there hands...? but here and now this girl will hold it tight and will see
If You could see what is inside and know there is so so much more to this one, and One will in time.......??? and know her heart is big and knows there is room, always to love?
Someday besides in my dreams *smiles*?
best wish's to A/all and knows to those who know what it is??? will have it All |
| |
| |
|
|
Hello
Seems so much can change with only a blink of an eye. When you think you have it all under control as to what you see in your future you have to open your eyes wider to see if is real or is it fantasy.... suppose that over a time your needs and desires change but only that not the need to please and serve for somthow that hasn't gone away. There are some very nice people here as they are not so nice one's also, Good and bad in all and there are some that talk and really has something to say, it has caught my attention, Personally my time is limited do to the reality thing, it does come first for has to pay bills and such as most do. Some has made a impact on my life and made me open my eyes to new things seeing perhaps myself someplace else, There some very nice people and those i truely belive are real. To those this girl Thanks and those know who they. Time seems to be on my side for thanking goodness im patient but here lately im judging that i seem to be a little lost from time to time and that is only making me work harder to keep my mind busy, Soon the new year will be upon us and that is when this girl has to make big changes in her life. There has to be the patients are still there but is time to settle down and be who she really desires to be and can see that the new year will be her year .. |
| |
| |
|
|
Hello to those whom read
There are so many nice people here or a few *s* will hold that thought some that are so helpful in answering questions and is thoughtful then only a few that even this girl cannot stand due to there rude behavior goodness some should hide and stay offline if cannot use there manners, when i talk to some i use manners and complement where there is one ... But then if one dont like to hear honest opinions the careful what You right lol for my answers to some question You wont like or might never knows
|
| |
| |
|
|
Hello to A/all
Was peeking at some profiles reading and having some good laughs. Well shouldn't have laugh i suppose but you know to read someone put in wants a weekend playmate what is that ? or lets see seeking a tall slender long hair must be blonde and must have big breast, Well you did state what you want but is yet again i ask lifestyle serving in the heart... and then i look at there pics what if i said uggg you got to be joking who are you to think you will get that and look at you no job no hair no teeth or real ones be realistic people, not here to judges one's likes and dislikes but don't a brain and cuteness and personality count? heck no wonder your still searching totally understands... not looking for someone who is rich and can take care of me or as handsome as fabio or as cute as angelia wouldn't hurt and wouldn't settle but in heart of hearts thinks one should get to know someone and listen to there heart and see the true beauty that can await the right one beauty is true is inside Your heart and not someone looking for weekend sex partner theres other sites am sure but likes to think this site has more class and style and True lifestyler
have good day and best wish's to A/all on there search whatever it may be |
| |
| |
|
|
Greetings and Saluations to A/all that read
There are some fabalous people here in this site, now finally have seen both.... Thanks You , the other's Please get a life i might be submissive but not stupid, this girl knows as said in past what she wants and isn't in a hurry to rush. Have learnt patients is a must here or really in any lifestyle one choses.
Personally today is a great day, good friends and some that actually try to help and some lil pushy but is ok, know's how to say no and has done it with respect... Life is Grand hopes Yours will be also
hugs to some *s* |
| |
| |
|
|
Greetings to A/all that read This,
There are some very wise people that this girl has had the good fortune to speak with. Asking One's opinion and getting a proper response well guess shouldn't say proper for every one is differnet but guess some actually have the same views as this girl does. Each day i'm asked time and time again what it is you seek..... i'm just me..... comfortable in who i am, what i desire, need and want.... Don't desire for any play time if wanted that can find that anywhere, but chooses to not to give away what i think of as special or will be to One, until then it will remain as is......
Some may thing i'm rather slow in this, but am only wanting to know that the One that finds me as i will Him then it will be the gift of my soul as well as all of me.... That will special, all sub/slaves are special and in my own eyes and my opinion One shouldn't ever just give it to anyone that claims to be Dom/Domme one should take time to get to know and learn and if it was ment to be it will Patients
Have a lovely week to A/all and best of wish's finding the One whom will bring totally happiness
|
| |
| |
|
|
There are some who just don't understand, then again there are some that so.... Do You Really? i do know what i desire but am not in a hurry to jump for i wouldnt dream of jumping into something that i'm not comfortable with.. All thing are done in good time, Mutual.... Did have someone to tellme oh I'm not here to sit and tell You i'm the Dom for You get real, how do you know when haven't even bothered to read my profile or my journal... that's pompas and loves a Dominate that is confident but cocky please go on down the road, perhaps there is someone that is insecure in who they are looking for You, but not me.. i'm very secure in all ways and knows where i'm going is only a matter of time and there is a light at the end but will be only for the One that is paitent and understanding and is Truely secure in who and What role they have in life, Correct as i've stated sumbission is in the heart and it's not somthing that you can teach someone either you have it or you don't... Some things can be taught , Proper protocal perhaps for all Dom/Dommes are different and has there own way about life
Time, Patients, Understanding, if Your not that skip on by
have a lovely and enjoyable week i am *s* |
| |
| |
|
|
Happy day off from work or some of us *s* but working at home is harder at times but is much rewarding so this girl things anyway
Thanks to all the lovely and nice people that have emailed and to One He is nice and very kind as well as His partner and sub..... always wish's You both the best in the world for have been nothing but kind in all emails Thank You *s* have wonderful day and hope all Your dreams come true for You and Yours
kitten |
| |
| |
|
|
Reading profiles and even commented on some, wow, talk about some taking offense, WHY... is only making a comment and wasn't being rude if was , believe it You would know for sure....
Wonders why on earth would some write such rubish here.... But to each His/Her own and im not here to judge but ask me and this girl will give her opinion if looking for a lil weak mild mindless sub, looking in wrong place, This one knows her place but its not kneeling beside the pc and playing online sub to some wanabee Master that hasn't ever even had R/t , Perhaps You think i'm lil to sassy, That's not that case " Spirited" THat is what it is if You cannot tell the differnce look it up
but then again There are such lovely people here too, some that offer good advice and knows Who They really are and is very secure in there Role as Masters to those Hats off to You, and Thank You for Your advise and even asking this girl question Makes her happy to know not all are fakes and players here
Thanks to You there is alway hope around the corner *s* Have safe and wonderful holiday and bless |
| |
| |
|
|
Last of the month... wow time is flying by and can see as each day goes, the knowledge shared even online is very grateful. There are some that are kind and considerate to You "Thank You" when things don't work out and time is a little limited think the word Patients comes to mind.....
It does take time to get to know someone and will not pass out her phone number likes some do no way jose *s* not a total blonde lol kidding to all true blondes But in reality please don't ask don't mind chatting by email for time to see if You /and girl likes and if anything in common then perhaps IM or later moving forward but after few emails nope dont think it will happen if dont trust wont do not being rude only speaking for experience all things in good time
have good one to all Dom/Dommes |
| |
| |
|
|
Back again ,
Another day, but very intresting can say this, if talking of the day and some of the Ones who email well some do have good manners and knows how to get to talk to some one and learn about them then you always have the One who claim to be THe ONe You search for, how do you know when only talks one time *s* that is confident can say that but not practical, am not a stupid girl or in a rush to run right out and find someone that she will give everything to but she is patient and kind and understanding, Now don't get wrong does get very fustrating but hey reality bites at times,
This girl knows where she is going is now only a matter of time, and Whom she will go too..... Perhaps this girl don't explain herself very well or ever bores some for will not run to You if don't know you as would she let someone bound her without knowing her that's not reality, Trust is a first and when that One she meets and see's His eyes and looks deep into them as He will her's He will see she will be the one from Him and will make some One really happen in time but in time is the key
Reality One must wait for the best
Patients
have good day |
| |
| |
|
|
Greetings and Saluations to A/all *ss*
There are some really polite people here after all. Not all are so demanding online and rude and crude. Thanks to those that have uses manners when speaking, finds that so much nicer.
Friends are welcome to chat,
Most ask " What are You looking for"
That is a very big question really , have sat for long time and have read so much and listened even to some
In Truth this girl knows' what she wants, Now is the matter of finding One . One that W/we both can mesh Well together and One that can make her heart race, her eyes sparkle, and One that can Stimulate her mind, and One That is Dom/Domme. If there is a big inch taken this girl will take a mile, so domince is a must. Looking for One that she craves to please, One she craves to be by His/Her side and make sure all there desires and wants and needs are met, as well as her's also.
Som think slaves/subs are only to be used and abused and taken at wil, well some of that sounds good but abused isn't part of it, Guess should hold judgement of some things that she don't know about. But wants One that can steal her breath away with one glance,
Gosh that sounds like a big package, NOT really,,, Only a good True Dom/Domme that knows about the one that is submitting to Them and giving them all of themselves not to much
but knows will never settle for something that is meanless and casual for perfers to remain as is
Until next time
best Wish's to all the True One's and wish's all the best in what they seek
kitten |
| |
| |
|
|
Hello again
Yes another week of dancing and fine dinning.. Wants to say Thanks to Some that have been kind here and emails sent There are some very nice people online here had One that said was being rather brassy OM this girl , would rather use the word spirtied, This one knows who she is would You want someone who pretends and only tells You what You want to hear? Not a chance..... speaks what she thinks but will alway be polite, if You are if not Then You will be totally in iggy bin... why would this girl want to play online nope as said before not kneeling in front of pc and not going to email her pic why so someone else could be using them or passing them out nope if and when one wants to see then only then will they see only in IM in her yahoo she don't email or pass them That's a rule.....
But to good side was another fabalous evening out dancing felt good to let hair down and go dancing and enjoy self without worring One will think somthing different afterward she came home alone and said good evening and Thank You and lil kiss and out they went as she always comes home alone
what she does will never be casual so if that is what your looking for then dont bother emailing for wont take time to answer ususally does and says no thank you so show her respect and then she will show You as You deserve just like You would her
have good day and hope rest of weekend goes Great mine will
hugs to those who want and other poof lol |
| |
| |
|
|
Was a great weekend, went dancing till lil feet was sore, spent time sitting over dinner with a friend was even better and then today the fair and swimming in a private pool, the air was hot the water cool, opps forgot bathing suite, Was great day... Nothing done but swim for is all she wanted to do and chat and perhaps enjoyed slow dancing was a great day Now to find One That is in lifestyle would have made it the best yet but was great fun and learned alot about her friend *s*
cant wait to see what the next weekend will bring *grins* almost is scary but knows she wont be naughty not totally pehaps lil tease but nothing more isn't that easy but ............. |
| |
| |
|
|
Hello again.......
Been few days, lets get this one over again.... No am not stupid, has a brain and uses it daily... Why would this girl kneel in front of pc and obey... Don't wish online sub/slave not advertising for it..... Some thinking a few lil emails and girl will just hop on a plane come down and submit NO way.... Thinks anyone doing that is only looking for lil sex , lil kink, There is much more to this than sex.... Come try stimulate this girls mind... isn't that where it starts? If was told wrong someone might need to set this one straight.. Somehow guess better change profile, NOt looking for a one night sex partner for that is easy enough to find R/t and local and not going to indulge in that area for this girl thinks she got more going for her than that and will wish to save all her goodies for some One who will know that what she offers will be pure of heart and not all used up and had the whole country online or offline... Not her way..... am very patient... wants to learn but not casually and will continue as is and dont mind being a friend but if is online that is all it could ever be have good day to A/all and best luck on what You seek
OH don't get wrong if only wants sex then by all mean go for it nothing wrong in getting what Y/you desire in life but why advertise for a Dom to Own You just advertise Hey looking for a quick piece of ass that will submit to all my wants needs and that's all will ever be be up front and might find more piece of bootie out there than you think
best of luck to all |
| |
| |
|
|
waited long time before entry..... There is much to be said about paitents.. At times it's very hard and other's not a problem... Spent time with friends and watching and listening, one can learn much with lips closed and eyes wide open..... This girl is full of questions and all in good time.... Have had some here to send this girl rules and don't even know them.... one lil chat and poof ,,,, Lets say this girl has a brain and uses it most of time and is learning to think before she speaks.... that is hard at times but knows is best.. words cannot be taken back can forgive but once there said is tooo late....
This girl has only be rude to very few for they were down right out nasty and rude and in all honesty a sub/slave don't have to be a doormat for some There are some that are Very kind and offering advice and she don't mind at all willing to listen but will listen to what is inside of her before acting......
There was a time when said No way never but now is saying omg yes yes so willing and found yes there was things before she wouldn't do but has tried and loved it dearly but knows there's more to it than well what she tried.. will not be so eager to try for now she knows there will be One in time and Someday as they say her Master will come *s* or Mistress best never say never again..........
To one ( Sir knows who He is )
Thank You for reading... and hopes this girl will make You proud of her learning things on this journey for Yes is helpful in many way Thanks
Friends are always welcome to chat or talk Thanks again
|
| |
| |
|
|
Been a totally great day...... or evening guess should say.... Did meet someone R/t and knows its for what it is... as far as being happy and having all that i want in life NO not really but am not a unhappy person... Happiness comes from within and if serveing would be better but You know, isn't so bad ..... and Thank goodness for being patients for would long time ago gave in to some players... lol
Have spoke with some that are still very nice and have made good friends but then few that well Please Dom lol using term loosely... if wanted to say what she thinks would say Get a clue bud..... submissive dont mean doormat or means im desperate for i'm not... knows im worth waiting for... and in time , Thinks gets ideal
visited a slave friend today, she's very kind and wow i'm very impressed when visiting her home with her Owner she was so at peace and personally would say so inlove also..... Her life was different but well structured for she knew all things have a place as well as people and should keep it ORder was Great seeing her so happy as well as her Owner/Master was pleased with her and from what i've seen He knew her desires and how to treat a slave Lucky girl.... to her she knows who she is Hats off and always wish's you the very best and know's your going to be more fabalous as the days pass and personally am glad to call you and Him my friend and Thanks for the chats and helping me see many things
Oh and the offer *grins* kisses to You both |
| |
| |
|
|
It's a wonderful day in the neighbor hood *grins* Life is sweet, seems some don't understand, or they don't care, about what is written in profile and what it is that im seeking . Some are very nice and actually pleasant to chat with and have made few great friends. Today's mail left me lol, could have been a ass and say How Orginal,.... But all in all is a great day and finding there are nice people each day but then again i'm always curious about all things and so willing....
only to One perhaps will be but until then friends are welcome and isn't that where Your suppose to start out as
Don't send pics with cock shots so tacky and don't even bother reading just see's TINY lil pic LOL liturally for some and deletes not intrested in YOUR COCK do you have a mind, One that can hold converstaion? Some no some Yes
until then
have a Great weekend for knows this girl will |
| |
| |
|
|
another day, wasn't so good the other day but knows let One lil bad thing get under her skin.... but don't let it drag me down... for yes there is many nice people that are kind and knows what the meaning of respect is... Thanks to some *s*
Does let things get to girl way to much at times but that goes with my choice in life and the path that this girl choses and she knows the path is only trying to stay on the one she has chosen
Thank You |
| |
| |
|
|
Today topped it all...... Grins chatted with someone briefly and wow what a wannbe. Only looking for lil online play partner, Well didn't get far for am as sassy as she is bold, don't mind telling someone to Fuck off if need be, and has a good friend online that she wouldn't send her pic He called her Ugly He knows who he is , wont bother caping his name wannbe honestrealdom my fanny and then had the never to block her respose well this is her friend and will take up for those she cares about and knows that are true to themselves but wannbes like HonestRealDom should get a life and gets some thearpy for One that get off calling names without knowing should be , well never mind my friend can handle if not she has me....
To the One she has be Emailing Thank You it sure puts lots into persective and yes so many fakes is hard to weed them out but Your kind so someone will be lucky in time Good luck to You.. Sir *smiles*
For this girl she is just enjoying meeting and chatting and reading, there to much knowledge to soak up in this girls head all at once but am learning more about herself each day and has friend to thank for starting me out and giving me lil sample of somthing that wont forget and does thinking about her panties lol at times wondering if still has them *grins*
am in good mood and see's the light at the end
be well to all Real People out there other fakes well will watch her manners for she has them as some don't
|
| |
| |
|
|
Greetings
There are some nice One's online *smiles* and some whom are respectful Thank You for the lovely emails, to those who sent... Very good to actually chat or IM or Email some that knows the meaning of resect. Was very refreshing.
Should have taken time before to write here for there is much changing going on still, as some One ( Sir ) told me This is a never ending journey and how right He is. *s* To this girl Thanks Him for Yes Sir was You that showed me something else
Patients........ Now if could be lil less stubborn Now that would be great.. But its only me and has to be honest with who i am before could even more forward...
Wanted to say, Have finally read some profiles here on some.... will not say no names for they havent done anything to me ( or ever would ) but Please use little more respect might get futher..... to the Domme/Doms knowing what you need first might help for some that have emailed me expected right off for me to fly out and meet and serve NOPE... I'm a woman who does know her place in life and knows what she desires is only finding One that knows how to care for the gift she will be offering to the right One for it's special and am very patient
Thank You to One for showing me This
( Sir ) |
| |
| |
|
|
Greetings to A/all *smiles* Haven't been here in while for been busy changing life ..New Home,, New friends and learnt more in last month than has in life... No's 100% who she is and where she wants to be and what she likes R/t *s* this girl has learnt there are some that can be trusted and some that looks in the heart and see's what is deep down Not only a body , but all of this girl *s* Have seen experienced much.... and know's is going to be her life on Perm basis One day then the One that captures her heart for they will Own her totally without a question she will go with all she is and give all she is knowing she will be charished and loved and they know'what she gives will not be taken lightly.. Master/Mistress are not all perfect from what she has experienced but W/we all learn from each other' growing together and becoming better at serving and Mastering One's Skills and much more This girl has learnt that there is much love to go around and there is room to love more than One at a time *s* Time will tell love and hugs to A/all Who wants *s* |
| |
| |
|
|
Hello *s* Been couple weeks, so much One can learn in this time *s* but is the best thing possible..... Always said has to learn things hard way and she does..... but what in end was the prize *grins* Oh sweet heaven..... Sometimes best not to fight with Ones feeling and just go with what You feel deep inside of Your heart..... Thanks to many who helps and talks to this girl |
| |
| |
|
|
Greetings and saluations to those whom are reading this Traveling on this journey .. the self discoverys You find out is incrediable... Like waking up from such struggles finding that when lets go of lil struggles such feeling of freedom is known.... Now am feeling lil of what some freedom is all about... But total freedom comes from being Owned.... |
| |
| |
|
|
Greetings .....
isn't it funny how One mm using term loosely Dom's.. wants to meet talk and even thur mail when finds out You don't want to play or online cyber they stop well that shows the stamina and there true selves and show this girl was smarter *s* Found it rather funny.. Well is there something wrong with asking alot of questions? Not from what she has learned. If a simple girl cannot get a straight forward honest answer then please will not say and will find her lil sassy side .... not that easy ......
|
| |
| |
|
|
Greetings to Aall girl was told today.... sex was basis of this lifestyle has somthing to do with everything don't totally agree with this but each has a opinion and there entitled to it but M/s relationship is much more Thinks if was about sex could get that anywhere but that lil casual thing dont work.. so don't indulde want One to know girl can wait and is patient and yes if and when does have sex will be mind blowing beyond her wildest dream Pleasing One is on her list in all ways sexual and all ways ... well humm now will sit and see what someone will try to pass off on her not a mindless twit has a lovely brain to match her personality and whit *s* yes sassy too so will take a strong dominate person but when He Dominates this kitten she will belong to Him try stimulating my mind lil come on there has to be someone that know's what this is all about not a game if so please dont bother email for goign to stop being so nice and answering all so please dont take offense she tries to be polite and answer but now will carefully read and delete the Ones who only wish' play time |
| |
| |
|
|
Hello *s* Finds there are some really nice One's out there but please must think would You let someone tie you up blindfold and use Your body for there pleasure without knowing them....... not safe .. so don't bother asking Now if know's long time and trust and such them perhaps never know'.. But thinks am patient on this path for finding it to her liking well. Those True One/s in lifestyle and understands what it truely is all about Likes feeling good about self and making friends and seeing who is true friend *s* Ps to One Love the Groean .. best story is Slave Girls of Gor think vol 11 was passed on and found it very riviting and mm so exciting too |
| |
| |
|
|
Hello to all Dominate Master's/Mistress's out there.. Waited few days to write to see how much more there is girl could soak up in knowledge, Well lets say much has been. Now finally has seen this too such peace and freedom she is experienceing now is the most relaxed has felt in many many years, if known would be just like feeling could smack her own self for stubborness on giving up on what she thinks is right No Now she know's a freedom inside such peace she feels today is wonderful. Great friends, good life, and will find her journy will soon take a different path and she does know where it will lead........ and looks foward to it Never ending journey but what a feeling so intense, is indescribable Some email's girls got Please she now is well aware of what trolling is *s* is ok will give e for effort but will state this now will not waste girls time on such ignorance.. if cannot read and see what girl is who she is and takes time to know more inside now about how big her breast are or will be grateful Yes she might be but she will only Kneel for One and that will be the One who capture's her heart for then only will she do So please stop wasting and embrassing Yourself when i state No she dont wish to play with cyber slave find out who One is Understand, Know never know *smiles* Is a fabalous day again *s* |
| |
| |
|
|
was the best weekend *s* Greetings to A/all who does read girls joural *grins*
finding out much about family was great, eye opening in many ways but never felt so much peace in her life....
Friends Who help Thank You *s*
You Know whom You are too
for all the reading she is doing and with all the encourgment, she dont think but know's she will be best there is to One/one ,.,,, might want to rephrase this grins but see's much more and her eyes are open
Now to email she been getting
is totally funny... if Some wish to make this girl laugh it did..
If thinks after One email and One response that girl is going to just going to fall to her knee's and serve Please even this one know's better.. First trust.... talk openly... get to know One first Please,,, there is such things as class, style, and some grace about approaching
for what she has seen alot of will make her only lol and delete
so please will not do or cyber do you forget it ,,, dont wish it or wont
kitten |
| |
| |
|
|
Greetings to A/all
today is lovely day, am out of town, seeing family, was so good seeing again didnt know how much missed , sister seeing her again wont say name as we spoke of submission and slave, and seems sister is well knowledge in this area *s*
but have to say life is Grand , and did learn really good lesson too since coming down south,
Trust your heart...... all girls fears are gone in many area's
You have shown me
the darkness of the night
You were my only light
the warmth of the day
where you were my only heat
You are my everything
Pretty yes? *smiles*
more please mm lovely words *grins*
i have fallen to my Knee's
unable to rise
what kind of a trap is this?
what kind of chains have
tied my hands and feet
it is so starnge and so wonderful
this helplessness of mine
Know's today
her need to suceed will feed her hunger as she continue, with open heart and much to offer
Will see in time *soon* |
| |
| |
|
|
Hello again, another lesson.... Thanks One kindly for link to book to read, Gorean.. Found it very intresting and am currently still reading now Book Gor 22 Dancer This is very good , also.
Today was good day, spoke to dear friend, *s* Relaxing day, somewhat at peace. Know's her reason, girl feels she moved up One step more, is a long path and waiting to see who stands at the end with hands extended to girl, knowing then she will take His/Her hand and let Him guide her the rest of the way.. into more peace. More beyond her wildest dreams, to please and find pleasure, kneeling at One's feet, head lightly resting on His knee, As long as He was please with this One she will be happy....
Lovely dream will come to this one tonight for much is on her mind.
|
| |
| |
|
|
*smiles* and Greetings to A/all that read. Is very good day, when learning more and talking to few, things grow clearer each day. See's there is some with More than kind Words, but Truth in there words. Somone told girl this, and was very lovely words Had a lifetime of dreams that I dare Not speak out loud fear kept me from searching my soul discovering what forbidden dark desires that lay nestled deep in the shadows within You gave me the strenght to look inside to enbrace, enhance the woman , i am Wanton, sensual. yet Yielding.... You discovered my captive dreams....... that have been locked away from the world..... Does anyone Know who this author is? *smiles* girl know's very hidden, but times bring things more to surface, showing, all that is out there, now to embrace whom girl is becoming *smiles* Have Lovely evening to A/all *winks* |
| |
| |
|
|
New Year is here, Time has passed so quickly these last few months. Seem like life wont be passing this girl up . she know's inside her own mind more and her body and soul. Some of the reading material she has read brings tears to her eyes seeing How hard was for some to accept there place in life the hard times but then seeing and readin about the peace . With each step learning more, yes is exciting, and without the growth .... Thinks most know answer to that one *s* Words come much easier now and know's the rest will come in time, patients and understanding each thing she learns, Has so much more to learn and push lil more each day as is what she is working on. Know's that final step ... Total submission. Obedience. Offering her Mind, body, soul, for One, for she will be His, in all way and accept Him for her Master/ Mistress *smiles* Knows isn't that far off for her, and with time she will be Great for her One and will know more that craving to please the need to know more and knowing He/She will be there to help girl grow into the best sub/ slave she can be and she will serve with her heart and all she is *s* Patient's * lil hard( but can do |
| |
| |
|
|
Hello again, seems lil more time to write to say Since girl joined this site, finding lil disconserting, Fakes Fake Goodness if You out looking for someone who only wish's to be slave/sub for sexualy desires, and only online Please pass this one up. Seeing what kind of Masters that has contacted this one is So Fake and Finds out more with each converstaion. Some are very kind but here latley OMG please give girl a break... don't Email ask for pic want to know my size of breast, Please try looking at size of heart, and what is inside . PLease someone correct me if girl is wrong Sumbission is in the heart , TRUE some here well if breast are big enough then we can talk a/s/l Please grow up reality... This girl wants this to be real she knows what she likes and wants and what is going to happen |
| |
| |
|
|
Christmas is over, The new Year begins. Time for change. As girl grows she only thinks of more ways to grow seeking, reading, asking questions. Paying more attention, instead of speaking. Hearing what is in her heart now instead of what she should be doing now she know's as seems each day that passes craves to know more about the things that are still unknown to girl. Casual sexual needs is what she see's alot of here online, One's that wish' only to play cyber games send pics of cock shot's try showing a sweet smiles a glance that possibley can take girls breath away.. That is more stimulation that your nude body... Nothing wrong with it if it is your thing, cannot say haven't tried for willing to try alot and learn and perhaps see in time Some need to take time, slow for isn't a race to get to the end.... *smiles* but with time all good things can happen. Wish's all a Happy New Year and hope all You wicked dreams to A/all *s* |
| |
| |
|
|
Greetings to Those Who do take time to read lil, perhaps might find lil more inside to One's self. Been few days since last entry.... Still growing, But hence No one could say who was author of Parting words in Dec 18th entry... Well Know's someone will find and search ' Merry Christmas eve To A/all *s* and Many wicked thoughts |
| |
| |
|
|
such overwhelming feeling, such desires she never thought possible... she read more and stuggles for that One more step... One more time seeing where she will move.. Words are becoming more expressives.. as growth of One self.. so full filling.. the lil cravings to please if only for a moment !! Know's a Master, if He is indeed wise Does not bid you to enter the house of His wisdom. But Rather leads you to the Threashold of Your Own desires.... One day when right this girl will say He Is Master, and i am His He is Owner, and i am owned He Commands, and i obey He is to be Pleased, and i am to Please Why is this....... can someone finish this for girl? i know the answer but do You... Parting words for today *smiles softly* So dear i love Him that without him all deaths, i endure without Him, live no life Does anyone know who said these words girl does *smiles* Hope all is happy and well for if this is lil taste of life then soon my life will be full and rich and of service to One |
| |
| |
|
|
long time since this girl has been here but she is still daily growing and has help from Special friend she has many changes in her life.. knowing now there is a journey in this lifestyle finding now there is true true happiness... the steps taken daily the new things finding out about Ones self knowing and trusting those feeling knowing that first step was the hardest....and now is only looking forward to her day when she will blossom fully and contiue to soak up all and grow more strong and find more ways to please her One or Two ,,, a Master whom takes time and paitents and show lost girl there is someOne who is watching over and caring and guideing that path making the journey more and more intoxicating .. the breath that is stolen from her body the tremble of One's touch the crave to serve ... girl has learned alot and One day will there will be total obidence and one to whom she will give her special gift too and will be ready for will learn and grow until then |
| |
| |
|
|
learning more each day finding myself and knows is drawing closer and closer . Met good friends that has helped me much and shared good advice and now i know live isnt measured by the number of breaths we take in life but whom we chose to take our breath away.. many good friend share much with me shown me there is so much good with thing going on personally i see life has to be taken and lived the best way and serve the best we can and being happy for One day will not be there and all you have is memories of one You loved and is now gone Is time to grasp onto all desired and hold on to the great memories We have of time spent |
| |
| |
|
|
Just another lil entry to say Hello to some that has takn time to read to find out more about that is first step emailand finding out if one even is intrested not just hey slave/sub cum serve me Get the f out of here i know submission is a gift not to be taken and give with the drop of a hat some think so but then some dont there are true one's out there i know but weeding thru the players or just the one's whom wish for lil kinky sex is lil hard so i see but my submission's isnt being given to NO ONE until iknow my heart inside and out and know the ONE i will give all too and all meaning my heart body soul too for then submission is mine to keep |
| |
| |
|
|
Well has been long time since i've been here mostly due to my lil accident. Found self chatting but not here. Found in here alot of players and still hold my thoughts on some.
The One's that i have met in person has been fabalous . THere are many who like to cyber which is ok if U chose but i'm looking for More... Time is on my side i have noticed that One's whom truely call themselves Mentors Trainers Friends or even Dom's are ( lame ) One who truely wishs to learn and see's the gift of submission is priceless and offers to ONe but One must prove they deserve and can handle and charrish what is offered. I sit and watch and listen read and see what is out there and i shiver to think that this is A/all there is .. cause i know it isn't.
MY ONE will be around for me to serve and to give what i offer my mind my soul my body Yet even more My Submission |
| |
| |
|
|
Wading thur the fakes that think there Masters or Mistress as some so freely call themselves is almost sickeing ... What or does anyone out there know what this is all about...? do U know how to treat as slave/sub? somehow i think very few do. after speaking to some thinking how nice to meet someone the out it comes... Not even...
as i have told some
Better chances of seeing God in a Moo Moo before U would get me to submit... To some that i have met are truely a breath of fresh air... i do enjoy our talks and have listend to advice
and Not setteling....
For what some dont know is that i know what i offer to One that knows..... for i do know what i want what i seek and what i desire ... i will not just up and go for the first one who thinks if see's my pic then oh wow what some tits come on there is a very lovely brain too and other assets but to ONe will receive someone who is fresh and outgoing loveing and gentle yet inside submissive at heart loves with all and waits for One to obey without question.. but Whom ? Time tells all
Ps if U only wish to talk to someone to meet for a one time fuck keep going on please for i don't wish this ... and if more wrapped up in ur pleasures keep movin on for this Lady/sub and whatever i chose to be isn't for U casue U cannot handle Me! |
| |
| |
|
|
Hello
met lots of local nice people online here and have to say been a pleausre speaking to many here.. Most i have chatting with offered good advice to which i truly listen ... ( most of time ) unless being bratty.. How found out while ive been here is there are so many and some with great advice and found some to confuse the holy fuck out of girl. ( excuse ) lang.
but today is good day and another day to get my future on right path.. and making sure my road holds less bumps along the way... for i know the path just where and to Whom will it lead.. to... submission is my gift a One time thing in many ways there is only One time First time........ and i wish mine as well as A/all on this path wish the very best as most have wished me along the way and this girl truely thanks U ... *ss* blows kiss and leaves thinking lovely thoughts |
| |
| |
|
|
Just peeking in again knowing today is almost over and tomorrow will bring a good day .... im finding more out about what i seek and know there are many more local than i ever knew suprise to me... i thank those who know who they are smiles that has given me advice for i always repay kindness and i am good friend if not going to be good at all i try in life |
| |
| |
|
|
Greetings again.... another day in my life and have found out more each time on my path.. im finding very intresting here and learning more and enjoying meeting serveral here and very happy to say i have found some very very intresting. The emails sent to me and the profile of some ( One ) found very intresting almost to point of being dark, mysterious, forbidding, yet exciting, can make a gurl only wish for this until my time comes and will happen to ONe in right time for i have patients and find Dont have to Settle on One to give my persious gift to but will give to ONe whom will know how to care for................ time is telling all sooner than even i think |
| |
| |
|
|
Greetings to A/all whom read this for girl dont know way around here yet about my profile i dont know if can see of find but am finding way around and getting to know some
i have no problem with answering questions only one has to ask to know anyting about me
kitten |
| |
| |
|
|
| |
|
Female Submissive, 19, San Francisco, California
|
Dominant Couple, 45, Johnson City, Tennessee
|
Submissive Couple, 43
|
Male Dominant, 54, birmingham, Alabama
| | |
Female Submissive, 38, Boise, Idaho
|
Female Switch, 33, Redwood City, California
|
Female Submissive, 43, Houston, Missouri
|
Female Submissive, 36, San Diego, California
| | |
Male Dominant, 48, Huntsville, Alabama
|
Male Dominant, 50, vancouver, Washington
|
Female Switch, 40, Memphis, Tennessee
|
Male Dominant, 32
| | |
|
|
|
|
