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Messages like this is the reason for my previous journal
am very impressed by your profile and would like to train you as my sub/slave, but you will used as the slave you are and rewarded for good obidebce if interested contact me asap slut on skype |
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I know this may not be understood by some, but I do not answer to demands in the first message or two. I also will not answer you if you ask me what I am looking for, if I am looking for long term, if I want a daddy, or if I want to be used. Anything of this nature means you did not read my profile at all. If you can not show me respect do not expect me to show you respect.
If you send me an email that is intelligent or at least proves you have read some of my profile or journals then I will respond to you.
I have seen a lot of women on here post things like this and people get mad. I never thought I would have to say these things because I thought it was common sense to read someone's profile before messaging them. I also thought it was just common courtesy to get to know someone, and their feelings on the subject before assuming that she will be your sub/slave, or what have you. |
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Well after working all week and straight through the weekend and now working this week I keep thinking it has to be Friday already.
Well enough complaining about that lol. I am working on getting healthy and it is hard to do. I do have a little more energy and getting up and to work on time.
I did not realize exactly how long I had been in this lifestyle until I spoke with my ex who got me started liking this. It made me feel so old LOL. I have been in this for over 16 years.
I have been single and not involved in the lifestyle or much of anything other than work and taking care of my kid for the last couple of years.
I am only interested in talking to like minded people and making friends. I am not looking for a Dom at this time. |
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Hi everyone...it's been a long time. I am single again and have been for a while now. This is the first time I have wanted to get back into doing anything. |
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It's been a while since I wrote anything. My last year has been a roller coaster with finding out I have fibromyalgia and dealing with a lot of pain. Daddy has been great and helped encourage me. I have finally been able to self manage the pain and get off some of the meds. Dealing with work and life I got depressed and stopped playing all together. I am glad to finally be back to wanting to play and enjoy this lifestyle again. |
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I have started physical therapy for my back...I found that the tens unit is an awesome feeling...I asked Daddy today about getting one...he said he had one...I told him I wanted him to use it on me one day...I am looking forward to all the new things we are wanting to try...I am still wanting to do the flogger again because it is so great feeling...I am just hoping we can get together again soon very soon lol |
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Being stressed is never a good thing...being stressed and no where near Daddy to get a hug and spanking is worse...Having some home life stresses..and the lil side of me needs Daddy to give me a hug and then a nice hard spanking and flogging...I need centered again in order to let all this stress just melt away until another day |
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Hi all..It's been a little while since I updated... but that is because college algebra is kicking my ass...I never felt so dumb or so frustrated until I started this class...but on the up side..Daddy gave me permission to meet a vanilla friend of mine...well things didn't turn out the way I wanted...but boy did I have fun teasing him...Daddy knowing how frustrated I was wrote me a story and sent to me and it made this lil girl feel pretty proud...I have a lot going on in my outside life and sometimes it gets overwhelming...I appreciate most of the messages I get here from people...there are the few that have no human decency in the way they approach someone for the first time...For those who have followed me since the beginning you know I have an attitude and know how to use it...I have also been having some medical problems again...luckily though the doctors found that my allergies are a lot of my problem..so got the shots started and hoping that gives me a boost of energy...I hope to be back on more...that is if I can get past the algebra problems lol..Hope everyone had a good Super Bowl weekend and lots of play and fun |
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Well I said I knew what I wanted and had thought about taking a break...well not going to take a break...I have decided I am going to accept myself the way I am...and if I can't be with Daddy or find a good Dom/Daddy/Master...then that's ok...I am going to give myself what I want and what I need and take life one day at a time....I am no slave...I am a submissive/lil girl and I am happy with this...yes I said master above and that has meaning in my current situation lol...he knows what that is....however...if I can't find a good steady relationship...I might decide to switch again...more later...was taking a break from house cleaning lol |
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Hi!!! Well its been a while since I wrote anything...I have been busy...This is my last semester of school...I am happy about it because it has been long and hard at times...I am sure of what I want...but I am not sure of how to go about getting it...I will have to write more later as I have things to do and to much on my mind..I am debating on taking a break from this website and possibly from the lifestyle for a little while... |
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Well its almost Thanksgiving and I am about halfway through two semesters worth of school work...I have finished a class early and started two others...I will finish my online class this week and then will have to get down to business and finish the two I just started...this will leave me taking two (hopefully online) classes next semester and then graduation in May...I will then have 3 Associate degrees and will be able to take a nice break lol |
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Well school has started back and luckily I don't have any early classes...I am wondering if we are ever going to get started in one of my classes...the teacher is not prepared and I almost feel i know as much as she does at this point lol...In one of my other classes I have almost finished all my labs for the semester...I figure that I will be done with it in a couple of weeks and she said I can start on next semesters work...Yay I feel so smart lol |
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UGH I hate people messaging me with stupid shit like fat slut get on cam and fuck me...ummm hell no...I may be a submissive but I am still human and still expect respect...Master has never talked to me like that and he knows that if he did I would react towards him the same way...I may not have a lot of information in my profile...but I have journal posts and if people pay attention they would know that I don't want that type of relationship with MasterDaddy or anyone else....Damn ok for those reading this I am a redheaded (yes my pic has black hair) country bitch...I love to change my hair color depending on my moods |
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I am not having a very good day...I was asked by a friend if I would move away if I was given the money at graduation in May...I said yes but I don't have the luxury of just up and leaving without first thinking about the school my son would have to go to...the hours I would work and who would watch him if I am at work...I have just had a friend tell me that my worries were silly...I understand some feel that way..but as a mother and growing up with same things I have you would think she would understand...She was more compassionate about me being Kink than she was of the fact I will not just up and leave without thinking about these things first...I am probably hurt more by her saying this than I would have been if someone else had said it...shakes head...I have seen the school shootings on the news, and even in my little town have seen things that should not happen in a school...Things were so different when I was growing up....and I feel my son should be able to enjoy things as I did...although he is only 9 now I dread what it will be like when he becomes a teenager and wants to go out with friends...I do not find these silly thoughts...I will not put my self in a situation with anyone or anywhere that I will have to worry about my son...If it is not safe, sane, and consensual and if they do not understand that my life is my son first and then my kink...well they don't really deserve me anyway...And yes I have met those who did not respect that and I have met those who understood and respected it...And it seems that I have had more understanding of this fact from Master than I did from my best friend of years...it amazes me at times...Master and I can't be together because of this issue of my son and my school..he knows I will not and cannot leave until I can finish my education and am able to care for my son...I am thankful for the understanding since due to medical issues my education had to be pushed back another semester |
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Ok where to begin….
Well the beginning I guess lol…I have been on a journey…I have been in this lifestyle for about 8 years give or take…I am not good with time lol…but I had some bad experiences…I met some who called themselves Master…ugh…that word is so over used and abused….I found that my life in the vanilla world really wasn’t that vanilla at times…I was just too naïve to know that there was a whole world out there waiting for me…I felt that what I liked was so wrong and who could want me…Well I was born and raised right here in the good ole south and by a mother who thinks sex is only for making babies and to shut the husband up…lol…ok some are asking really that can’t be…others are laughing going oh I understand that fully…Where I live it is very hard to find someone in the lifestyle because it just isn’t talked about or done…But sometimes you find that rare person who not only enjoys the kinks of it but lives it themselves and actually understands you…I was happy to finally make some friends in the lifestyle and get to learn some things…I will tell most people I was trained as a switch…that was the mind training I had…I am a very independent person at times and in my vanilla life I am very strong willed…I met a guy at work in the lifestyle one day and he thought I might be a Domme when he first met me…I am a very dominant person in my work and life…So when I got in this lifestyle I kept the switch in me because I was afraid of losing who I was.. I tend to dominate someone if they can’t show me the true dominant personality in them...Needless to say I met those that let me top from the bottom…not very satisfying…and I met those that thought to break me…ummm yeah so not happening…I have been reading a blog of someone who seems to understand us strong intelligent women…I had a Dom friend tell me that when I met the right one, the one that could dominate me, I would give in…because I always refused and hated the words Master and slave….Well I met someone about two years ago…and we became friends and got to know each other…I don’t trust easily…but I began to trust him…I learned that he completed me in so many ways…he understood and took his time with me…we explored and I grew…it took me two years to get to this point to where I can easily call him Master and say I am your slave…We have always had the Daddy/little girl dynamic…I felt safer this way and he understood that…he is my Master and my Daddy…he shows me respect and appreciation for the things I do to please him…he shows me that he believes in me, even when I don’t believe in me…My world has opened up a lot in this time with him…I am no longer ashamed of the things I like and am beginning to test other things and find that it’s ok to like them LOL….I only wish I could be with the one I crave…and yes a submissive will come to crave just the presence of her dominant…she will feel lost and lonely without him…she will get moody and even bratty…ok I am always a brat but it’s so fun lol…my Master knows me and knows my moods…sometimes better than I do I think…but in tern I also know his moods…well this has not turned out to be what I thought it would but that is ok I finally have the thoughts down on here and maybe my brain can take a rest… |
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Stop screaming at me! And how the hell did you get the duct tape off your mouth?
has lost her Halo. oh wait,there it is, hanging on my pitchfork!
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...says tattoos are an outward expression of your inward self. Makes you wonder about all the men with naked ladies tattooed on them! :o)
The way to a woman's heart, flowers,fancy dinner,romance!!! the way to a mans heart, show up naked, with beer!!!
is feeling naughty with a side of adventure coming on. You have been warned.
I'm trying to behave. Not sure if it is working.
People who don't know me think I am being quite because I am shy. People who do know me are thinking, she is being quite, she must be thinking, RUN!
well cover me in bubble wrap and squeeze me till i pop
I will not be a naughty girl I will not be a naughty girl I will not be a naughty girl I will not be a naughty girl I will not... Ah, hell. Who am I kidding?
If you could read my thoughts, you'd have to take a shower because you'd feel so dirty. Pillow=CHECK! Blanket=CHECK! Bed=CHECK! Strong, sexy good looking man=DAMN! People say I have a dirty mind... But I say its just creative!(:
I like it Kitty style it's a lot like doggy style just with scratching and biting
People say I have a dirty mouth but no one ever complains when I show them how I can use it :- )
was always told to practice the Golden Rule - treat others like I wanted to be treated... so I spanked you and pulled your hair.
My Nice side is saying "let's cuddle", but my Naughty side is saying "Spank me ,Spank me hard"!.
good girls blush when they watch porn, bad girls smile cause they know they can do better.
One day I will start behaving myself, maybe tomorrow |
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ok got bored so here are yall some more of my lovely quotes oh and remember my quotes seem to go with which ever is in control... my halo..or...my horns lol ... and today I think my halo is slipping but the horns are holding it in place lol
I am the person you were warned about; that's exactly why you like Me so much.
Be warned. My wings are broken, so I am riding the broomstick!Be warned. My wings are broken, so I am riding the broomstick!
*this is in bold because I figure it will get a laugh out of you Doms* >>> today is all about me! ME cleaning ME doing laundry ME mopping my floors ME cooking dinner and ME taking care of everyone except...ME!
When you and your significant other is having an argument, just take all of your clothes off during the spat an stand there. Something is bound to happen.
The golden rule in my house is... If it's funny your not in trouble.
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Once again sitting in front of a computer screen... If my internet will stop crashing every few minutes... I might get this class done...
Well I am proud of myself.. I got an early start this semester and if can just keep it this way... I will be able to finish all assignments on time and hopefully get my weekends back... LOL...
"Can someone help me find my weekend? I lost it somewhere, one minute it was here and the next, The damn thing disappeared on me."
"I had a good day. No one died, but the glares I gave some people should make them grateful I let them live"
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Thought I would just add a quick update... This programming class is getting me very stressed... I thought I would take a break and see what the lovely people here were up to... Well it seems I am about the only one stuck in on this pretty day... LOL... oh well.. Graduation in May will make the missed Friday nights and Saturdays out all worth it...
Hope everyone has a lovely and safe weekend |
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well classes have started back.... now time to crack the books open and bury my nose in them... hoping that will get this degree soon and then can take a break... |
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Got good news from the doctor... he said that everything was good and that I can now resume normal activities... I am sore and he said that would gradually diminish over the next 6 weeks... I am so happy |
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I am taking a break for a little while... I am going through some changes and need some time to myself |
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Well getting ready for class Monday... Doctor checkup Tuesday... hoping he will tell me I can begin a light exercise program... I am so looking forward to graduating in May... so I have to buckle down this semester and pass my classes |
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So classes start back and time is so short... well still searching for that special Daddy.... I know one day I will be bent over a knee... lol... but seriously.. sorry haven't had much for you to read lately... I will change that soon hopefully... |
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I got an upsetting call a few mins ago.. An old friend of my family passed away... She was a good woman and will be missed by many... I thank those that have helped to comfort me |
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~ Lets work something out Santa, I know I have been a bad girl all year but you have to admit it you enjoyed watching it.
Dear Santa, Define naughty..
Dear Santa ~ I couldn't help it... The naughty me makes the nice me giggle. :)
Dear Santa, I have to be honest with you... I have been very naughty this year but it has been sooo much fun! I probably won't be seeing you next year either.
went Christmas shopping today, got pushed around, fondled, pinched, rubbed against, stepped on... Enjoyed it so much that I'm going back tomorrow.
My Christmas list...whipped cream, chocolate, handcuffs, half naked men, and oh, a new bed, broke last one...thank you Santa
Santa ..I'm sorry I was NAUGHTY but I have to say I am really GOOD at it !! |
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ok I am feeling much better...still not 100% yet ... I am on the mend and able to move and do more things...I will be happy to be completely over this....I am looking forward to the holidays |
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Wow I am really surprised.... I updated my profile on a vanilla site and the men there are not one bit shy... But at same time they are more demanding of information and do not take no for an answer... I have wondered if I could do a vanilla relationship... But I find myself getting iritated with them |
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Ok update guys....I am doing much better....it has been almost 3 weeks since surgery....I am still in some pain and still limited on what I can do....but I am getting better every day....I got bored and updated my ALT.com profile....I had not been on it in years...I decided what the heck....for any who are on ALT my name is 1slave2007 |
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Ok went to see my doctor today... He said I will be better by end of the week and be back to normal by the end of a month.... Slow journey back but hoping it will all be worth it |
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ok just an update...I am doin better...I am still sore and hurting...but I am able to get around a little better...hoping that the healing process continues and am able to get back to normal sooner rather than later |
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Just an update....I am doing better a good bit of the pain has eased...and I am now able to move a little more freely than before....will keep postedand hopefully be back to posting interesting things soon |
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Ok for those that know me and keep check..... I had my hernia surgery this morning.... everything went great..... I am in a good bit of pain.... But since I got home this afternoon...I have done a lot sleeping and I am slowly being able to get up and down without assistance.. I am sure it will get better over the next couple of days |
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People say I have a dirty mouth but no one ever complains when I show them how I can use it :- )
One question, one honest answer! That's all you get. You get to ask me one question. (ONLY TO MY INBOX) Any question, anything, no matter what it is drty or not |
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It's official, my halo fell, but no worries, my horns caught it >;)
Girls like me can only stay nice for so long. All that anger and hate builds up. When we explode... I suggest you run for your life.
is NOT in a good mood...WAY too many little things at once often turn into one BIG thing.
Sometimes we expect more from others because we would be willing to do that much for them.
is in one them moods where even the devil says 'oh sh*t' and runs for cover!!
hates having bad days, when every little thing seems to piss you off and nothing ever goes right!! |
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I'm just going to get right to the point... I want you. Right here, right now. You know who you are! ;) |
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Some new quotes
was always told to practice the Golden Rule - treat others like I wanted to be treated... so I spanked you and pulled your hair.
( o Y o ) WOOT! You've just been flashed ;)
roes are red, nuts are round, skirts are up, panties are down, belly to belly, skin to skin, when it is stiff, stick it in! (now that is a love poem)
good girls blush when they watch porn, bad girls smile cause they know they can do better.
hey come here (motions with finger) haha i made you come with one finger imagine wat i can do with all five =)
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Some people come into our lives and leave footprints on our hearts :: Others come into our lives and make us wanna leave footprints on their face.
~~~Oooo What should I wear today halo and wings or horns and tail Mmmmmmm decisions decisions~~~ |
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Ok for all those waiting on my next post LOL…
I have been a very good.. Sir has not had to punish me recently....
Now on to the new Story of my life....I have recently discovered a friend of mine's dominate personality of sorts…I knew he was a Dom and had roots in Gorean philosophy...I was never sure what that meant....well recently Raistlin180 and I have started having mini get to know each other sessions...I am enjoying them and waiting patiently...well maybe not patiently lol...but waiting non the less for the next one..I found that he is caring and we have some of the same views on the lifestyle and what we think it should be like...
Ok so enough about the history of it lol.....
The first mini session was very interesting...he started by playing with my tits and although this has never been one of my most stimulating spots...he found the right spots and ways to get me very hot and wet by just spanking and pinching and pulling at my nipples....he then ran his hand up my throat tilting my head back to look at him for a moment...then he simply stated suck it....I didn't have to ask I went straight to my knees in front of him....I began sucking and licking and enjoying him...he wrapped his hand in my hair...causing me to moan with excitement....he then began to fuck my mouth...using it as his own private pussy...he asked was this what I had been craving...I mumbled yes around his hard cock in my mouth.....it was wonderful to be pleasing him in this way....he then loosened his hold and allowed me to suck it slowly again....then he would tighten his hold from time to time and fuck my mouth and throat hard and fast...this caused the juices to start flowing between my legs....he asked again is this cock in your mouth what you wanted...again I mumbled around the cock in my mouth yes....he asked did I want it to cum in my mouth...again I moaned and mumbled yes....he asked how bad did I want it....I couldn't answer could only moan....he shoved my face down and his cock into my throat and buried my face into his groin...he said I asked how bad do you want it....I moaned trying to answer...he said cock whore I will ask one last time how bad do you want it...I managed a mumbled yes...he said good and let go and said suck it good cock whore...I did and when he began to cum I took it all in swallowing not wanting to lose a single precious drop....
The second mini session.....was great also…he started once again with my tits but didn't give them much attention this time...this time his hands began to rub my inner thighs spreading my legs for him....I could only moan and open to his gentle touch....he then slid his hand up my leg and slid it gently down my pants....he then began to stroke me through my panties...he then slid his hand down in my panties and began to stroke me...he teased and played with my clit bringing me to the point of orgasm and then backing off not allowing me that one pleasure....then he began stroking me harder and faster....I asked to cum....he said yes and then continued never letting me come down to reality forcing one after another orgasm from me....he then stopped...I whimpered...he asked what...I said more please more....he led me to the bedroom....where I was told to lay down and pull my pants and panties to my knees...I did and placed my hands on the headboard wrapping them around the cool metal of the old iron bed....he began stroking and quickly brought me to another orgasm....where he relentlessly forced orgasm after orgasm out of my body with his gentle but firm hands......I had to finally beg please stop...I was breathless and could barely form the words...my body was wracked with tremor after tremor...even after several minutes I was still having mini shock waves... |
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Found some quotes I liked
...Sticks & Stones may break my bones... whips and chains excite me... so throw me down, pull my hair, and please freaking bite me!!!
What is sexy? Sexy is standing in the pouring rain as you push me hard up against the wall, tearing my jeans as you kiss me with no intention of stopping..
...is trying to control herself, but all she wants to do is rip her man's clothes off and... well you know.
i want some 1 who's gonna slam me up against the wall n kiss me like they mean it!!
If some one says " YOU SUCK!" turn to them & say " & swallow" they will either never say that to you again or try & test that theory ;)
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is tired of being respected, and treated like a lady...she wants to be tied up and used for personal pleasure!!! |
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can u crack this code? -->(X35 P33N I hUJOH 05 W,I 35V37d 3W d73H) if not, turn the computor upside down |
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Sweet as heaven, hot as hell, born to tease, taught to please |
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I was a bad girl.
I tried to top Darkbakwards from the bottom. In return I was made to cum until I could cum no more, and then made to show my sticky fingers to CM before I licked them clean. My cunt ran dry before I could satisfy him, and as a result I was made to take five lashes against my thigh for each of the orgasms I owed him. I was told to use my hairbrush, I did and it still stings. Now I sit and write this to you with the handle of that brush in my cunt. I apologize to all the Masters and Mistresses, Doms and Dommes who have had to read this slut's punishment over the weekend. I will be a good girl. I will, because Darkbackwards commands it. |
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Ok so to update this Sir finally gave me permission to tell what I was doing. Sir had ordered a task done to teach me a lesson. I have still not completed the task so there may be even more of those posts to cum ;).....I am just hoping Sir is pleased with the progress I am making in trying to better serve his needs. |
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12:00 am 7in dildo thinking of Sir and what he would like |
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4:57 7in dildo while thinking of ways to torture pet's cock and balls |
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12:50 am fingers again thinking damn Master would love that outfit on me (it was super sexy and SL is great) |
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10:54 pm used fingers as I teased my pet not letting him have any and having to watch me |
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3:25 used my fingers to bring myself to orgasm thinking of Sir and what he would like |
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I am new to this site and have had message from several people. I enjoy talking to a few of the ones I have met. I have made a few friends to chat with. I met a really nice dominate man on here for online chat and dominace who understands that there are things I can not share of my day to day life, so I do not use cam. I appreciated the fact that he took time to actually listen to my needs rather than just start ordering me around. W/we have agreed to give it a try and see where things will go. |
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