cosmonaut


cosmopol Female Submissive, 24, Amsterdam	COSMO69 Male Submissive, 49, ANDOVER, Massachusetts	cosmochica77 Female Submissive, 19, milwaukee, Wisconsin

		Back		KPM		Directory		Interests

Friends:



	About cosmonaut Unfortunately Collarspace does not provide the option to describe oneself as a "Bottom" The best I can do is say that I am a masculine hwp masochist/physical bottom who is well traveled, a widower, in great shape (avid downhill skier, and cyclist). I am educated (advanced degrees) and I own a large home in a wooded part of rural central New Jersey. I'm looking for a mature, hwp female top, switch or couple who enjoys physical sadism and who wants a mature hwp man for play possibly leading to a long term, relationship. I have some experience and reasonably good endurance. My partner's pleasure is more important than my own but despite my easy going eagerness to please I am not a spineless doormat. I agree to most BDSM activities EXCEPT anything that involves children, animals, permanent marks, and behaviors that can cause infection or lasting harm. I rarely use alcohol. I am STD and drug free and you must be too. I have no strong preferences regarding race or ethnicity but I am shallow and choose not to become involved with people who are afflicted with haphephobia or morbid obesity.

Journey

The journey not regretted

by those who take this road

Is never understood by those

who seldom leave abode

To fear the comely Sadist's need

yet pray to be Her choice

To need to hear come hither now

in Her beguiling voice

To kneel before my Friend and yield

to Her fantasy's flight

To know the pain my flesh endures

will be my Friend's delight

To whisper yes when She asks "more?"

and follow where She leads

To fall into Her arms whose skill

performs such loving deeds

To be a map marked where we'd been

and yearn to soon return

To journey farther down this path

where different passions burn

To be, or not to be is not the question.
'tis far nobler in the mind to indeed suffer
The slings and arrows of Dommes? pleasures,
Than to take arms against a sea of troubles,
And by opposing end them. To die: to sleep;
No more; and by a sleep to say we end
The heart-ache and the thousand natural shocks
That flesh is heir to, 'tis not a consummation
Devoutly to be wish'd. To die, to sleep;
To sleep: perchance to dream: ay, there's the rub;
For in that sleep of subspace what dreams do come
Whilst we remain within this mortal coil,
Must give us pause: there's the precious torment
That makes worth of so long life;
For who would bear the whips of Domme?s intention,
The Dominatrix right, the dominant woman's contumely,
The pangs for undesired pain, whilst bound,
The abasement of self and the joy
That patient suffering of a whipping makes,
When he himself his submission offers
With a bared flesh? who would floggers bear,
To grunt and sweat under painful blows,
But for want of something a Domme?s sadism brings,
The undiscover'd country whose bourn
No untortured travellers cross, puzzles the will
And makes us savor the torments we receive
And fly to others that we know not of..
Thus conscience does make pain sluts of us men;
And thus the native hue of resolution
Is sicklied o'er with the pale cast of thought,
And enterprises of great pitch and moment
With this regard their currents turn to pain,
And Dommes whose delight is it?s infliction.

The terms "bottom" and "sub" seem to be used interchangeably on collar me. Below are excerpts from definitions found in londonfetishscene's Wipipedia. Even though they are written in ?British? English they should dispel some of the confusion.

"Not only are not all bottoms subs but a bottom is not necessarily submissive. At one end of the continuum is a submissive who enjoys taking orders from a dominant but does not receive any physical stimulation. At the other is a bottom who enjoys the intense physical and psychological stimulation but does not submit to the person delivering them."

"A bottom is a partner who takes the role of receiver in such acts as bondage, discipline, sadomasochism or humiliation in BDSM scenes or interactions. A 'Top' performs acts such as these upon the bottom."
"A bottom who only ever receives instructions, especially if more than just of a sensory nature, is normally called a sub."
"A BDSM bottom need not be sexually bottom and activities between a Top and bottom might or might not include sex.. A bottom might also be a masochist."
"A masochist does not in general take pleasure in any arbitrary form of pain, only in pain received under the pretext of enforcing authority, and typically only that of a sexual nature."
"In order to explore BDSM, it is essential for a bottom to communicate well so that the Top can be responsive to their needs, feelings, and limits."

>Bottoms' Subconscious Queries<

Am I so worthless that I allow myself to be
disciplined by someone who obviously has no
self discipline?

Am I so ignorant that I'm willing to surrender
control over my body to someone who
obviously has no control over their own body?

Am I so foolish that I'm willing to allow
someone do what they want with my body
even though they obviously refuse to do
anything with their own body?

Am I so addicted that I will accept pain from
someone who can't value it not having known
even the mild discomforts of exercise and
proper nutrition?

Do I ask for the blindfold to escape the
disgust of visual confirmation of my self
deception?

cosyp Male Submissive, 32, dartford, kent	cosyman Male Dominant, 46, alibaba, Alabama	COSlaveWannabe Male Submissive, 35, Littleton, Colorado	costumer Male Switch, 61, Tempe, AZ, Arizona
cosmic451 Male Dominant, 19	cosieminx Female Submissive, 39, North UK	cosub4u Male Switch, 30	costalisb342 Male Dominant, 35, Lisboa
cosubman888 Male Submissive, 20, greeley, Colorado	cosmicdecoser Male Submissive, 34	Cosmic Male Submissive, 25, brighton	Costysexy Male Dominant, 25, bucharest

cosmonaut

About cosmonaut