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Male Dominant, 42, Sciota, Pennsylvania

Male Dominant, 59, Farmville, Virginia

Huzza!! i finally have an apartment were i can have Guests!

8/13/06 I went to the City yesterday to meet with Master. This is my first time actualy doing anything with BDSM at all RL. I woke up at about 04:30 or so and got up to have breakfast and so on. I get to the station at Pokeepsie. I had a bag set up to bring with me, that included my two dilldows though we diddnt do anything with them at all. theer were other and sundries in the bag as well. including tripsnacks. I got to Grand central about 08:26, right on time. from there I had to wander about and find the green line to union station. then the gray out to His adress. He met me right there as i was fumbling my way out of the subway station. He took me to his home. we talked a bit and then he had me undress, puting onn a chastedy device, a CB 2000 i think. i find it only mildly uncomfortable but anoing in other ways. mowing about fast, as wen i wa circing tolick him all over, i would often knock it with my thigh and it would pull uncomfortably. i also had a problem urinting with it on. durring the seeion my peinus retracted fully. when that hapens my legth is about 2 cm and with the device it is almost imposible to push the tip into position thrugh the caging. i do realize that it is something that he feels it is proper. early on he introduced my to being spanked and paddeld. i did find this mildly uncomfortable. though i understand why he thinks it would help put me in the proper frame of mind , as well as geting Him into the proper frame. later, when we went to his frends apartment he used a flail (?) wichbwas also painfull to be hit with. Nice looking piece made from a deer hoof. i am thinking now it shoud be preperly decorated though. with beads and Owl feathers (well painted nurky feathers, neither of us are Native Amerlicans with the privelige to own Owl feathers). This would turh it into a pure Art Opject as oposedh to a tool so he probaly woudent be interested in that. My one real disapontent.. or perhaps just shock came at this point. he hit me with the thin strapings of the deer handeld flail and said ?i like hurting you? my reaction to that was .. well.. !!!!!!!!!????????? guess i shoud have expeted it. but i want realy thinking at the time. i am sure many of you realise how that works. Thinking about that, our after discusion and walk included a bit about how ?subspace? and ?topsapace? feels. the feeling of topspace is definatly a Symathetic nervious system effect. (fight or flight) adrenalyn. norepeneferen and so on. would give you a feeling of focus and awareness is definatly that. I have to say i definatly want to do some more of this with Him, though it will take a while to get bugeting for the trip. Thank you and be well

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