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Male Submissive, 36, Austin, Texas
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About confusenalone
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I am 29 year old overweight female with limited experience to the lifestyle but have always known since a young age that my desires and wish for my life were different than what the world would percieve as normal.
I have have no formal training but do like to please and am only happy if the one I am with is pleased with me I would like to find someone who could train me to become what I know in my heart I am. I have spent several years researching the lifestyle and have an idea of how i wish for my life to be but know that once I find the One who will collar me and take me under Their wing to show me the way that my life and my way of life will be in Their hands. I enjoy pain and have always felt myself a worthless slut and would like for that to be built upon I also realize that there are some submissives/slaves in the lifestyle that feel that there servatude is a gift and that they should be treated as princessess but i would like to stress i am not that type of person.
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Finally back home to florida a day late but its good to be back looking forward to a nice quiet weekend and then its back to 16 hour shifts to make up for being gone so long. |
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Its been a very long week looking forward to getting back and honestly cant wait until next friday when my flight leaves |
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Sometimes we live with regret and sometimes we do something about it. I know had i not come to be by my mother in her darkest hour i would have regretted it for all of my life even through all of our bad times and all that has gone on between us. And I guess the most surprising thing to me is that no matter what has happened in the past between her and i and how far apart we had drifted it still hurts to lose her but at least she is finally able to rest in peace and is no longer in any pain.
I wont be on all to often over the next couple days so i can focus on all the arrangements that need to made. and It looks as if my return will be delayed for a short while until i get everything in order to take care of her estate ill do my best to update here and wish everyone a very happy 4th. |
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hope to be getting back on a plane sometime next week and heading back |
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Everything is touch and go right now still no definate news as to anything. |
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Just checking in with all the wonderful friends and people i have come to meet on CM Currently in chicago waiting news to see weather or not my mother pulls through surgery. Even sitting here now I wonder why i even care one way or the other after all i have gone through because of her but i feel its my duty to be bedside when/if she wakes and i hope to have another update soon. |
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Well made it back for a week guess thats better than nothing going off again to deal with the same emergency again not sure how long this time will try to keep in touch though and keep this updated as soon as i find out more information |
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Will not be able to get online until next friday the 18th had a serious emergency that came up which will prevent from being online. |
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