IF YOU CANT READ MY PROFILE DON'T MESSAGE ME. The pursuit of knowledge and adaptation is NOT simply finding the answers to your stions and applying them but it is also changing your questions to match each passing situation in life. Such as I have stopped questioning my Where I am and start asking where I should be. UPDATE: as of December 1st I am engaged to be married and no longer seeking an owner, only friendship.
Ok not that the kind of people this is targeted at EVER read these but seriously if u refer to me as a whore in your very first message the conversation if I even take the time to give you one WILL be short lived.... I'm more like that prized pet that's cute loyal obedient and everything you could ask for but has been forced to wander a stray for way too long. so keep Calling me a whore you fuckers and one of these days ima bite your asses
Anybody in Colorado who wants to join me for some vodka and adult swim I'm trying to find some good company and to get my drink on with so hit me up =)
When will the human species get it through their thick ass skulls That you will get more respect in general if your straight up about what you want. You want a one time thing stop bull shitting and playing games and just fucking say it. no respect in the world for bull shit You wanna use someone fuckin tell em you wanna use them and for what. Sorry ass sacks of bull shit..
Why is it so hard to send a simple text. "Busy cant text today" instead of ignoring someone for days on end or how about "i dont think it will work" ignoring people is just fuckin rude. And it doesnt count when someone emails you for the first time the obvious in that case should be they arent interested but. Meeting someone having a good night then completely ignoring them is RUDE
Ok i have to question this.... since when did "marriage" become "oh sure im married to you and i wanna stay with u for a very long time but i still wanna go out and.fuck everyone else too" look if i have poly listed as a hard limit and your married shouldnt it be obvious that i am a waste of your time? I dont share and i dont like to be shared. I submit to one and one only because TRUE submission comes from care and respect it is purely emotional. Just because a woman enjoys being fucked hard and used for anothers pleasure doesnt make her a sub it just makes her kinky... im a sub get that straight there for i dont do poly i dont swing and i wont enable someone else too either because im NOT a slut. Im only a slut to one. Maybe i havent found that one yet but i will!
So i wanted to meantion the dream i had last night somewhere because im really not sure what to think of it. I guess i kept my grandma up tossing and turning and yelling in my sleep. Now most would assume it was a bad dream but i really dont think it was.. it makes me wonder whats going on in my subconscious. I dreamed quite simply that i got into a bound gangbangs video and it was a kidnapped and forced fantasy thing, And it wasnt bad. it was actually kind of a good dream :|
Ok... rant of the day.... why do guys feel the need to post the most unbecoming dick pics they can possibly take..... if ur gonna take dick pics make them enjoyable.. contrary to popular belief close ups of the throbbing veins in your oddly colored oddly shaped junk is NOT a turn on..
Whats the defination of confusion?
20 blind lesbians in a fish market
Tell me if you agree. Stupid people dont get enough credit. They say stupid people shouldnt breed well if all the stupid people out there stopped havin kids we would lose 90% of everything we find funny and laugh at. I mean if someone is so dumb as to jump on a scooter so it pops up and hits you in the face please do so for no reason ther then a few squeals of delight at the site of you giving yourself a black eye in the dumbest possibe way. So i say bring on the idiots they have more fun then blondes anyday!
So i figured after so many questions and so many things learned i feel i should explain my screen name. This isnt my 1st accound here its actually my 2nd or 3rd over a period of some years. I was confused at the time of making this profile because i was still trying to figure out why exactly things failed wih my fiance he was very vanilla and it actually lasted well over a year. In the year or so that i have been back ive come to realize it failed for many reasons a big one being the fact that it was vanilla im naturally sub and he was well lazy dumb and a weak human being. Im a very strong person but im still a subby and it was a failure every way around. I have also learned what it is i want and look for i cant always put it to words but i do know what i want/ need. If you have questions please feel free to ask. Ive seen a grea many things with how i grew up and im always willing to share some stories.
to hide ones life is to be ashamed of oneself.
So many doms complain when a subby doesnt answer to at least tell them that they arent interested. yet theres times in which a subby has to tall a dom 3 4 times shes not interested while i understand a bit of forgetfulness theres a limit i mean if a dom cant even remember that hes messaged a subby 5 times and 4 of those times she has told him she isnt interested whats to say he would even remember to reward her for being good? Whats up with that? I mean if you cant remember that you have message me several times your really not worth the effort of telling you that im not interested.
Ok as simple common curtesy seeing as i have pictures on my profile is it so hard to attach one of yourself when emailing me? If you dont attach a picture im not going to reply because i like to have an idea of who im speaking to which on that note its fairly easy to tell when you dig one off the internet so fake pictures still wont get a response. Thank you for those of you who understand the common curtesy in such.
Blondie rules!! Debbie harry i love ya!! her and joan jett were the original bad ass babes
i love the poeple on here the majority is just fucking dumb!!
you are a man under a fake female profile! I will keep reporting you
hopefully you will be banned soon! JERK
i got this in my mail today which really has me rolling over laughing cuz hun i am all fuckin female right down to the hair on my little cooter fuckin ass hole
the fallowing is a fine example of some people on here really needing to learn to read profiles and have some form of respect. as if thats not bad enough this particular guy couldnt even come up with 2 sentences>>>>
Hey slut, like sucking cock? Have yahoo?
my new poem feedback welcome rudeness and insults not here goes>>>>
hardly an existence a bleak shadow he stands tall proud arrogent hardly aware that those around barely see him he walks his head held high never to see below him those he steps on those who reason a deaf ear befalls he continues on with out wisdom or reason a miserable treason this illusioned mind reasons a terrible lack of deffinition this life of man he sqanders and squalers all that is true and beautiful fighting his battle of wealth only to lose the health of a man a woman a nation having never understood patience a hasty greed for all creation he crumbles that in which he created
GRRRR!!! what is it with people not reading profiles on here and why is it once a subby lists owned her ability to make simple friends go from slim to just not happening? damn it people wake up and smell the coffee theres sooooo much more to bdsm then just fucking sex!
i have a couple things i wish to express here tonight
#1. its funny i had a rather stupid conversation today. and perhaps somebody can give me a sense of insight here. i find a familar face from my beggining years in the scene and i decided to try and start a conversation. im doing ok for trying to force some conversation but i get tired. so i send a message simply stating that i was giving up on trying to squeeze conversation from what tiny bit of nothing he was giving me so i would talk to him later or something. i get an email back saying dont email unless i have something meaningful to say. now i dunno but doesnt there need to be something there to making something meaningful of? so what im asking here is am i just not catching something here or was he trying to more or less tell me to make a fire ot of soggy wood or move on?
#2. I LOVE BEING A FEMALE SOMETIMES. perhaps wrong of me but while so damn good for me i love having the goodies to get things i want shake a little here shake a little there haha
why dont you go out side and play hide and go fuck yourself hahaha (quote no insult intended)
happy halloween..... im really not sure why i even bother anymore i havent gone out and done anything for holloween since i was 15.... nobody to go out with this year. joy.
holy crap...i must share this message i recieved
>>>hhmm intrasting profile spashily couse in my past life i was the king of the vampires till i got my hade cut of lol but email me back maybe we could shade some blood on things and have a good old time
jesus christ illiteracy supreme!!
giggidy giggidy giggidy goo!!!
wow i had so much fun today i went to the 1st demolition derby i have went to since i was 7. i used to do the high school class drag races came out 1st 3 times out of doing 7 races and thats in just a factory line 2005 dodge rumble bee with no modifications so i mean im pretty damn good not to brag buuut lol. so now my dads talking about setting me up with a car to run in next years demolition derby as an advertisement scheme for his car restoration shop (seems too perfect) so im excited as hell i get to spend the next year practicing menuvering a car on mud :D cant wait!!
well here goes for my first journal entry... i just turned 21 in august and things are starting to look up for me for the 1st time in several years i have my manic depressive bull shit under control and im over joyed at this point because im finally managing to loose weight simply because my doc took me off the excess unecessary meds and she put me on ritalin cuz i have a have an attention span that doesnt go for more then 5 minutes.. but none the less im happy
