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I don't know where to even begin things like these are so totally opposite of who I am. I grew up in a very strict catholic conservative house and raised to be very modest in how I dressed amd acted I have never been a super sexual person never mind someone interested in kinky sex but here I am! I'm 22, I graduated from college last Dec . i decided to take some time off to explore amd decide what I wanted to do and so I went west since my uncle offered to let me stay at his little pig farm nestled in the mountains of Utah so I could explore the parks ski and hike while I decided what I want to do. The last few weeks I've had some weird awful humiliating thoughts I can't shake and some changes I've also been experiencing with my body physically I can't explain. I guess the fresh mountain air, the sensuality of nature, things happening day to day here is how the thoughts beganbut don't understand why they aren't going away and figured coming here I might be able to figure it out and then the thoughts would fade away
Jess001
 
 Age: 27
 New york, New York