conductingpath

It was not till fairly recently that I started to identify as submissive, though through the years my vanilla relationships I’ve always wanted to help and may sure she was happy putting her needs above my own. Though a lot I did within the relationships was on a perceived need or what I thought would be helpful. Driven by need inside unknown at the time please and make her happy was to much at times, but it gave me something that I did not understand at the time.

Since finding Ds It started to make sense I need someone that would give me structure to my need and would openly convey what she needed.

Though I have some experience and a good understanding of what is pleasing. I consider myself adaptable so should be able to fit in with most requirements, with minimal training or personal development. I would prefer that it is perceived as a discreet FLR relationship in public and enjoy normal things together within the dynamic, though not essential. I have no preconception on intimacy or exclusivity that would of course be for her to decide. I have no interest in manipulation as if not here own choice and desire the dynamic lose some thing for me and would think for her too.

The core of me is good and wants to please so trying to have things in common with my interests now seems irrelevant as if its pleasing to her that I enjoy the same thing, I will adapt and be all that she needs me to be over time. I realise that I highly unlikely to find someone local, so happy to relocate nearer to her if serious interest shown.

Though I have listed my kinks I know, its more ination about me, always what I am trained and developed to do should be what gives her pleasure or entertainment as I see this as my purpose. I will always try my best and its not in nature to try and cut corners or look for punishment as both are counter productive to what I see as my purpose. This does not mean I have enough experience and mental acceptance of everything, so these will require training and development.

As any sane person I do have limits as long as it not illegal and I remain safe and healthy. Dont cause permeant change or damage, unless previously discussed. Thigs that I would consider would need a lot of work despite wanting to please, would be heavy pain as I don’t consider myself a masochist, sexual interacting with same sex and public humiliation that impacts the innocent.

So what do I have to offer in addition to the above, is I am devoted, not jealous or manipulative. Excellent DIY skills, reasonable cookery and domestic skills. Can think for myself and make intelligent decisions on the basis what would be pleasing. I am at my point in life where I could retire and support myself if she required me to be part of her life 24/7.