Complexia

Ho hum - so much to do and yet so bored...

Heavens, I've just been deleted unread. That's never happened before. 

Good grief, if there's anything more infuriating than jargon, intuition-free technology, it's arrogant, intuition-free men. 

Get on your knees, you 'orrible little creatures, and pray my gaze passes straight over you and on to the next idiot. 

Given that I have an iphone and a windows desktop PC on which I use google chrome rather than IE, what is the best calendar/contacts manager to have on my PC to synch with my iphone?

A night of Politics and politics. Both of which need challenging in a really fundamental way.

Pretty much most of the things in my life could be done by a slave, except this. 

If all the Dom/mes in the country ordered their subs/slaves to stay at home for the day, what do you suppose would still be operating?  

Well. down to 4 new stock and the long term favourite. Very pleased with the over all quality. 

Riled a domme today by being condescending apparently. V entertaining. Apparently I was also "vehement" and generally morally reprehensible and cowardly for not 'fessing up to my partner about all this. 

Probably. The thing is we have had a discussion about it before and he simply doesn't get it. Loads of kink and all sorts of fun in the bedroom and I've never wanted to or have been physically unfaithfully to him. But there's no kink in the head. He truly cannot see the psychology of it.

I did stop for a while, but it's a part of me. Although it's terrifically arousing, it's nothing to do with sexual satisfaction and everything to do with who I am.  

If I can find a place where I can be myself without jeorpadising a 30 year relationship, two elected offices, three charity trusteeships.... I live in the sort of place which thinks that 50 Shades is the height of pornography for god's sake and where local newspapers aren't very liberal.

Perhaps I was naive to expect less judgement here than in the outside world.  

Bored,  staring at my to do list which gets longer with every passing minute I waste on here. Two strategies and 4 papers to write, a load of legal stuff, two charity projects and a load of domestic admin and chores while frankly all I want to do is sit on a face. Or get paid for at least something for a fucking change.

 ~wibbles lips with fingers and makes faces at self in mirror~ oh well, best get on...

Friday nights - always busy. Pages and pages busy. Close one mail and there are 3 more to open - thank you boys, just what I need to keep my brain ticking over. Longer mails will be given proper consideration at a later date. xx

Thank you to all those who have mailed me. I will reply to all of you one way or another in time, except the switch from Bristol who shouted abuse and told me to kill myself: an incomprehensible message on so many levels.