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| First and foremost: I am not looking for a relationship. I have a Master and I am not on this site to fine one. I am only looking for friends who will educate me and appease my curiosity and similar interests...this is a great venue that more people should be receptive to.
Hmm...what to say about me? Not many people on here seem to want to write much about themselves, so I will start. :)~ I am a very eccentric Portuguese girl, but I can be quite a dolt upon occasion. I don't like sweet talkers or louses. I love long haired men, tasteful tattoos, and corsets. I am a geek: i read comics, watch anime, bollywood, & wrestling. I am attaining my BA in History: Ancient to Medieval Studies.
I think that most would classify me as a Sub with a fiery streak - whether that makes me a switch or not, I cannot say. I would like to have great conversations with you guys! Hit me up if you are bullshit free - and can SPELL. =p
Thanks for reading.
+ For the record:
I will no talk to anyone who has no info on their profile. I need info about you. Lack of a pic is fine, as long as you send it when/if we begin a correspondance. I am not shallow - I just like to know who I am talking to. Sue me.
No, I will not send you a picture of me gagged or on all fours. No, I am not going to cyber with you just because you wish it. Why? Because I dont know you and because you need to go back to school first. If I wanted to cyber with nitwits, then I would have visited the MTV forums. ^_-
Be respectful and I will give you the same courtesy. If you don't like it, there are a lot of bitches in heat out there who will accomodate you. Thank you for reading. =)~
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Sorry I haven't gotten to any of your messages lately!
I just moved into a new apartment and have been without regular internet access for a bit...I will try to reply soon...*hugs* |
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Hope you are all having a great holiday season. *hugs*
Got this from someone on this site whom (I think) wanted to remain anonymous. I love it, and thought it was beautiful and very, very true. I think that, no matter what your orientation in the bdsm lifestyle is, this poem will be powerful. (interesting sidenote: the writer is a Dom)
Enjoy! 
there is something about
Being pushed up against a wall, face first
Cheek resting on rough wallboard
Breath caught in your throat
Listening to the growling in your ear
And trying to remember your own name
There's something about being
Pushed up against a wall
Your back flat up against it
Staring straight into eyes that see through you
Swallowing hard
Waiting for your heart to start beating again
There's something about
Being made to crawl across the floor
To a seated Man, staring into your eyes
Not letting you not look at Him
Not letting you stumble
Drawing you to Him without a word
Trembling, a whimper caught in your throat
There's something about
Being pulled up by your hair
Feeling that hand slink up your neck
Into your tresses, close to the scalp
Grabbing, gripping it, guttural sounds emitting from His lips
The pain not nearly as strong as the urge
To cry or bite a hole through your bottom lip
There's something about
Being bitten
Especially on the back of the neck or nipple
Feeling His teeth so close to piercing you
Wondering, as you cry out, if He will, this time
Wondering, if you're going to bleed for your Submission
There's something about
Being bent over the back of a chair, without warning
Without pretense, without question
Having your skirt flipped up, cool air hitting hot skin
Your cheeks blushing, with the same color of your ass
As He warms it with the striking of the palm of His hand
The tears you cry not cooling you
The tears you cry because He has found you
There's something about
Being slapped across the face
Not backhanded, but smacked to bring about
A change in behavior
A change in attitude
To make that lovely wail come from deep in your chest
You long to make it, as He longs to hear it
There's something about
Those words He uses
Those names He calls you
Those phrases meant to elicit a response
And you do respond
All of you responds
And your body betrays you, always
There's something about
Being thrown down and taken
Not against your will
For your will is to be there
To please, to submit, to offer, to relinquish
And you cry out for breath, for more, for Him
And you know you are home
There's something about
Being drug in the shower
Forced to your knees
Hissed at for silence
Growled at to be still
And awaiting the flow
That you know
Marks You as HIS
There's something about
Kneeling quietly beside Him
Your body bruised, reddened, coated, tired
Your mind silent, for once ~ for a time
Your head bowed, your eyes closed
Your lips quivering as His fingers touch you
Your submission, unquestioned
Your Peace at Hand |
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Nothing new to report, really. I have just come to the realization that I have an utter distaste for "men" on this site that cant spell worth a damn, and don't even bother to read anything I say in my profile. *rolls my eyes* I really feel like I should showcase the best letters I receive in my journals, but...a part of me feels that it is just too cruel. Still...don't push me. lol
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Woke up thirsty & couldn't go back to sleep this morning, so I read for a bit and this caught my eye. It is exactly how I feel...was so beautiful that I just had to share. ;)
"I do not want to be the leader...I want to live darkly and richly in my femaleness. I want a man lying over me, always over me. His will, His pleasure, His desire, His life, His work, His sexuality the touchstone, the command, my pivot. I don't mind working, holding my ground intellectually, artistically; but as a woman, oh, God, as a woman I want to be dominated. I don't mind being told to stand on my own feet, not to cling all that I am capable of doing but I am going to be pursued, fucked, possessed by the will of a male at His time, His bidding.
I, with a deeper instinct, will choose a man who compels my strength, who will make enormous demands on me, who will not doubt my courage or my toughness, who will not believe me naive or innocent, who will have the courage to treat me like a woman."
~ Anais Nin |
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+ On 'Favorites/Admirers':
So tonight i discovered the 'admirer list'. heh .. sorry, people, I am a bit slow. Thank you guys that added me...I am flattered. *blushes* Give me time, I only just found the 'favorites' list option this past week. lolll
Also, since a few of you have mentioned it, the reason why I have some of you on my favorites list and not others is because those are the people I talk to or have on IM the most - though a few of us keep missing eachother. Don't get your feelings hurt. =p
+ On Being a Sub:
A few of you have asked why I seem like a Sub, when my profile says I am a Switch...though I do hate labels, I realize that the arena of BDSM is based on them, as it gives everyone a chance to find their niche and locate others of similar mentality & compatibility. Thus, I shall only say this: I am a Sub by nature, but have a definate stubborn streak and do love to play the Dom on occasion, hence the "Switch" position. It is a very contradictory state, but...very much me as I am ecccentric and erratic in all things. hehe ^_^
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+ Questions? Comments?
Ask away. I am very open minded, though if I dont like the question or the person asking it don't be surprised if you are told to take your curiosity and stick it somewhere unpleasant. *grins* (See? That is my fiery side peeking through...lol)
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I do believe that is all for now, darlings...it is way past my bedtime. Sweet dreams & have a wonderful weekend.
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"A sign of intelligence is the ability to hold two contradictory ideas in the mind at the same time" - F. Scott Fitzgerald
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| Age: 22 |
| Canberra,
Australia |
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