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Update: 09-06-12: I have arrived in Tacoma, Washington. I am here to stay and am quite happy and excited about living here.
Update: 04-05-2012: Seattle Bound in July of 2012!!
UPDATE: April 2012: GOODNESS!!!! How many fakes does one have to go through before someone real is encountered?!?! Seems this is all jerk-off fodder!!
I am in my 30s. I have lived in Colorado Springs for about 6 years. I am originally from Northern California. I grew up in Europe. Currently I live in the North East side of town.
I became aware of my submissive nature at a very young age; I just did not know what it meant or how I was to live it out. I think D/s is absolutely beautiful when done right. I think those who only experience it in the form of sexual play are missing out on something so much deeper and satisfying. I believe if there is an established D/s relationship, the sex is the best one can ever have. The kink can be even kinkier this way.
As an un collared submissive, I view myself much like a once domesticated house pet that lost its family and now has to try to make sense of life on its own. I am akin to a wild stallion that has been in the wild so long, it would take some training and breaking to make it acceptable as an obedient domesticated animal once again, but I am willing and eager to do this. I don’t feel submissive to just anyone who claims the title as dominant for themselves. Instead, I must see, feel and experience the power that exudes from them. I must sense it and there must be a connection between us before I am willing to become part of them. I see myself as a submissive somewhat like a pit-bull. This is a strong and willful animal but with the right training and breaking and building of trust, this animal is made to be a loyal house pet, fiercely protective of its master, and obedient in all ways. While completely comfortable in a collar and sitting at its master’s feet, everyone knows not to mishandle a pit-bull, as it has the power to cause harm to its master. The master of a pit-bull demonstrates their power over the animal by displaying true alpha qualities and gives both love AND discipline to the animal as needed. This way, the animal learns the expectations and boundaries of its master and becomes the pet that is perfectly made for its master.
Domination is much more than simply being told what to do. Submission is much more than just obeying and accomplishing tasks or serving as a sexual slave. The true essence of D/s to me lies in connecting with a Dominant and coming to an understanding that there is a mutual interest in ownership and working the aspects of our lives to fit into this understanding. As for daily living, I think domestic duties are a wonderful way to connect with my Dominant. Cooking, cleaning, making of baths, etc, are all ways I am able to express interest and attention to my Dominant while bettering his or her life. Where kink and sexual expression are concerned, I believe it is important to share ideas of kink and fantasy to work on making those realities. I don’t think I as a submissive should deny ANYTHING my Dominant wants and would be honored to fulfill any and all fantasies of my Dominant. The catch to this is, my Dominant should know and respect boundaries that I have set- hard limits, as it were. As long as wants and desires to not exceed hard limits, I don’t think ANYTHING should be withheld from my Dominant. I do not believe in safe words for myself. I think that if my Dominant knows my limits, a safe word is not even necessary. If I feel a little fear or am uncomfortable with something because it may too weird or I have never done it, that is all part of becoming my Dominants sexual desire and fulfillment.
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Friday, SEPT 07, 2012: So far, my move to the Sea-Tac area has been wonderful. I hear a LOT about the rude people in the area, but for the most part, the only people I have met have been wonderful. The only rude people I have encountered have actually been on CM. Very strange, but I understand people act a little differently on here than in real life. There are some RUDE mo-fo's in the Washington Collarme world. LOL
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