Is this you looking for what could be

There are moments between a Master and His slave. the private moments that only they share - when the whip hits her in just the right spot, He knows, even before it lands on His mark - He knows what her reaction will be....she flinches, then she succumbs and she anticipates His next tool of pleasure/pain...she takes comfort in the trust she's learned to place in Him.

This beautiful Man has taken the time to get to know her, not just her physical reactions, but where her emotions may take her. her thoughts are of pleasing Him, but selfishly, she knows therein lies her pleasure. Every time she hears Him utter the words "good girl" she is encouraged to go wherever His devilish mind deems fit for His slut. He takes her to the brink of ecstasy, then reels her in, she after all is there for His pleasure...and in His pleasure she finds her joy and freedom...


So few and far between are those that make a girls head spin, the quest is for the One that makes a girl stop and truly question her slavery and her sexuality, more importantly - the One that leaves her wanting to disclose these traits to Him, exposing her true vulnerability.

What is that "thing" that they possess? my conclusion is that it's many things - there is that piercing look when He stares me down into a state of willing submission, the confidence in His voice when He makes a request of me (or is it an order?), the gentle touch upon my face knowing i realize the hard slap that may follow, the pure lust in my loins as He has me do His bidding - be it get coffee or take His cock in my ass - no difference, it's His bidding that is a turn on to me...


On the surface, I’m a strong woman, but there's a girl inside, the one that wants - fuck it - NEEDS - to be controlled, to be forced to her knees. To be pulled by the hair and to be put in her submissive state, where she belongs, where she is most comfortable. she needs a confident man to use His strong hands on her head forcing His hard cock down her throat, to be told what a beautiful slut/whore she is when she drools at Him with a gag in her mouth and begs with her eyes, she wants to please Him as she struggles to take all He has to give...

Some women want and need to be brought into subjection. They crave the man's control and respond positively to active control, but without active control on his part submission is impossible. These women cannot fake submission; it must be real. It cannot be a pretence, a role-playing game or a lifeless cardboard cut-out imitation. It must be from the heart and soul, no hint of artificiality, acting or mendacity. But when a man brings such a woman into subjection and thereby releases her delitescent submissiveness, the power and reality and unforced naturalness of her submission can be awe-inspiring.

Do not be misled by a woman's need for subjection: it does not mean that she is dominant but in denial. It is often the most resistant women who are the most deeply submissive.

Such a woman might feel the need to be controlled whether she likes it or not

– constrained by an unstoppable force; restrained; bound, reined in; no choice; no decisions, hers; under his authority, his lordship, his control – not because of incompetence, emotional lability or any lack of desire to take responsibility for her own actions, and not because she needs a man to make decisions for her, but just because that is the way it has to be. Because it feels right and proper. Because primal forces compel it. Because she wants it and he relishes it. Because to worship his power and strength, she must feel his power and strength even when her own is undiminished. Her full self in all its strength, overpowered, conquered, in subjection. Resisting, and finding that resistance is futile, she can finally relax. She needs that safety. She needs to be sure that he won't crumble under her strength. She needs not to be in control, not to have a choice, not to place limits on the man's power. No lists of rules for the man to follow, no shoulds, no ifs and buts, no no's. In subjection. Letting go completely. Peace. Floating on air. Effortless flying. Paradoxes. Out of body and totally relaxed, yet so present and excited that the intensity is indescribable. Power in powerlessness. Freedom in chains. Deep autonomy in bondage. The self strengthened in subjection. She stoops to conquer. Force wins her love. Deep serenity. Surrender. Peace.