When i first began the search for a Domme i was a submissive. After i met my Goddess and She took me into Her world i began to change in subtle ways. The more i served Her the more i wanted to give until that day came that i realized i was no longer a submissive.

i have become something i never even remotely thought i would become. It was something i could never fathom prior to becoming Her property. Now that i have experienced Her power and serve Her with my heart and soul i realize that i am Her slave. In my slavery i am free. Thank You Goddess.

Now that i am Hers in all ways and some i can't even find words to describe i find myself happier than i could ever have dreamed of. She is my reason for existance and i live to be Hers. i have been made whole thanks to Her. She has opened me and i feel new emotions and think new thoughts. She guides me on Her marvelous magical path. i will spend my life in Her service. Happiest when She is happy.The only downside is the exquisite ache i feel when i am not at Her side.

Take heart if You are a sub and seeking. Your One is out there. It took a long time to find the One i was made for. Don't settle for anything other than Your One. Your soul will let You know.

Submission is a state of mind and a need/desire to give over control to another. It does not involve long  lists of what will and wont be done. It just is.   Just my opinion

She is constantly in my thoughts. She is now my air, food and water She is my reason for existance. Hers greets every morning with joy for my first thought is of Her just as my last thought before sleeping is Her and if Hers is very lucky i dream of of Her. my old life is becoming a fading memory. How did i live without Her?

Last night We were out in a special place of Our world. We spoke of things serious and of things fun. We shared Our inner thoughts and in the middle of Our time She asked Hers to share life with Her on a deeper and more committed level. Hers did something he thought he was incapable of - i cried and then i said yes. Dreams do come true.

Hers learned a bit more about how much She has control over him this weekend. Hers is an extension of Her. It is wonderful being owned on so many levels.

Being Hers is almost becoming indescribable. She has opened my heart and my very soul. Hers feels Her within him and around him even when She is miles away and She is never out of his thoughts.   

Hers smiles at something he has found in his submission. Surrendering all to Her, following Her lead in everything, deferring to Her superior wisdom and intelligence in all matters,  obeying Her wishes, turning himself over to Her complete control and yes Worshipping Her has made Hers free. Hers realizes with immense joy that total freedom will be found with complete and total submission.   

She knows Hers so well. She knows my moods before i do. The reality of being Hers is so much beyond the dream Hers once had. Ours is a full relationship ever evolving into more and We speak of serious things. Her happiness is my happiness Her sorrow is my sorrow. Hers tries to be a comfort and joy to Her.  She is all to Hers.

Hers was taken last night - taken to a place he hadn't concieved of. Submission is total and each part of Hers is completely owned

Hers was experiencing some confusing (to him) emotions and Hers spoke to Her about them. She explained what was happening and set Hers mind at ease. Hers is amazed at how She fathoms him so completely. She also showed Hers some of what is expected of him. She is my Goddess and my teacher. i of course am Hers.....

Her world and everything in it is now my world. How eagerly i strive to learn of the things She likes, what She enjoys, what interests Her and even what bores Her. my interests have moved off stage and good riddance. 

She is what matters. Her thoughts. Her ideas. Her world. it really is all about Her and i am better for it.  i marvel, count my blessings  and yearn to always bask in the light that shines from Her.  There is bliss yes indeed but there is also a fear. The fear of failing in my service to Her in any way.

There was something i was afraid to say to Her but today i said it. She amazed me yet again by telling me She already knew. She did not laugh nor did She admonish Her servant. my fears were groundless. She is magic.

Hers ruminates and knows that the worst thing of all would be to disappoint Her in any way. Her happiness and satisfaction is all that matters....

Today many good things were spoken of and Hers heard of possibilities that could come to pass.  Hers is thankful for the place Hers is in and most of all Thankful that She has chosen to share time with Hers. oh if Hers were but a true poet to make the perfect ryhme describing the joy within - Hers, Hers forever.....

How does one describe finding Nirvana? Each day brings new joy in being Hers. It's as if Hers has truely awoken to the world for the first time. Sitting at Her feet in mind body and spirit basking in Her Wisdom and understanding. Hers had thought She didn't exist and finding Her in reality is so much more than ever dreamed of. Hers is reborn and Hers praises and Thanks Her.

Today i was taken firmly in hand and all that i am is now given over. i am me no more. i am Hers. Words can't even begin to describe the peace that has fallen over Hers

There's a new center in my world a new light in the darkness

Through an act of obedience i revealed all to Her. i stood unadorned and unashamed. submission and admiration grows day by day. 

Last night i danced at a club and had an evening unlike any other. It was fun and a learning experience but i danced away the night and like Cinderella i disappeared at the witching hour in a seeming puff of smoke. i want to go back and stay at the ball forever with Her.

Today was a special day. i was shown a new world today and in yet another world i gave control away. i've been shown my place in both of those worlds.

MMMM i've met someone wonderful on here. She is more than than i could have imagined. She really is a Goddess