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coastalove

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Male Dominant, 44, Morro Bay, California
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My Dominant partner and I have found our 3rd or sister sub.. ,.

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I have MS and would like to find a service sub as i am unable to do things around the home and master has to do cooking and try to take care of me. I only have use of my left arm. my right does not work well. I can walk with a walker and do enjoy going for walks during the day. would like to find sub that likes to walk or just get out and shop. I have to obey Master by resting when he tells me too..We live at the coast and love it.I am interested in getting a sub and helping them on this journy




Have to keep my spirits up.  everyday is a challange.  wanting my right had and arm to work properly.  I think after 3 months they should be working fine, but they won't. Master keeps telling me baby steps.  It gets depressing to not be able to do all things that I was able to do before.  can't get on the floor, can't be restrained, due to involuntary muscle spasms . Looking at me like someone on the street,you would think I am normal. But watch me walk to try to use my arm, then you can tell.  I often forget things, it takes me a few minutes to remember if I do at all.  Luckly Master knows me well enough to be able to know what I was going to say.  He helps with that alot when we talk to people, to that they dont realize that i have some difficulties.Have to go back in Feb to have a MRI and spinal tap again to see if I have Multiple scorosis.  That could explain a lot of things that have happened in the post.  Just thankful Master is ok with all this.  My ex would have just dumped me and wouldn't have helpeed me with all that is going on,  hopefully I can loose some weight that will help also.
My Master has found me to be ticklish in odd places. He is giving me bathes and when he drys me off, he tickles me. and thinks it funny.  he is very careful with me now, after lifting my arm and i had a muscle spasm.  man did that hurt.  It brought me to tears,which is hard to do since the stroke.  that is why he isn't playing with me.if my muscles spasm during it could cause me more pain.  plus tying up is a problem with the right arm/ 
Today I was able to do a little bit more.  each day if I try to do more then it will be better. Master Said that I am a little wobbley today. So have to obey when he tells me to stay down.  Am starting to wonder if sub/slave I am or switch.  I like playing with Daddy,but now so much by myself, at least not with males only females.  I love when Master touches me,my whole body responds to him, but when someone else touchs me I don't respond, or should I say hard to.
my submission is bothering me, mainly because I can't do most thing for Master.  He tells me not to worry about it til I get well.  We have no idea when that will be.  If I will ever get the use of my right arm back.  It has been three months since this happened.  I can stand long enough to unload and reload the dishwasher.  My back hurts when I am done but that is ok.  I get the floor vacuumed.  I can't cook meals for him,  he does that for me instead.  I feel awful, about it.  I owe him so much when I get well.  I know that he loves me alot, he says he is really concerned about my health. 

Master has had me looking for a sister slave for our household.  This has been hard,  all that i find I send to him and let him write them.  know that she would be loved and cared for by both of us.  it has to be someone that we are both comfortable with.  and she would have to be nice with our customers.  we both would love for this to happen.  I know that he worried about my health

well, Master has banned me from the gazelle,  I took a fall with it today and he had to help me us.  Don't know what happened, it was fast, that's all I know.  He says back to walking in the evening now for a while.  know my arm and head hurt not.  even with a muscle relaxant.  He is so good to me.  took mev 1/2 hour to do my medicines for 10 days.  next week have to order more. feels like we should own a pharmacy with all the pills they have me taking, just wish they would give me some pain meds.  will be glad when it slows down here a little bit more and Master thinks I am well enough to play.  I need it, but he isn't thinking I am well enough yet.
working on getting better each day.  found I could either do the gazelle or go for walk at night after office closes, but not both.  I overdid it on Saturday by doing both.  I try to help Master in the office as much as possible to take some of the stress off of Him.  Since moving, though We had the floggers her at the house, but they must be in the storage unit.  Have to go there on Wednesday to see if we can find them.  Sucks not drving have to wait til a day off to do anything.  Going to let Master sleep in today as long as I can,  Maybe we can play some tonight after my bath, which he still has to help me with.Can't get in and out by myslf yet.  sucks what a stroke does to you.  hope everyone has a wonderful day.
hard to deal with Master waiting on me. But he knows what is best for me at this time.  He sees my right side drooping and sends me in the house to either sit down or to go lay down.  he makes sure I eat on time, and gives me my baths.  I feel like I should be doing all this for him.
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