I forgot what fun secretly slipping on the girlfriend's panties without her knowing can be. I can't wait to tell her about my sissy tendencies, so she can make me wear them for her, parading around like a little slut. Maybe she'll want to see me in my maid uniform, and she'll strip her panties off me, shove them in my mouth, and stroke my sissy cock while her fingers tease my faggot ass! If I'm lucky...

Can you honestly think of anything more degrading for a slut than her being made to carry her leash in her mouth? It's not held in there by force, but she still can't let go for fear of the punishment she'll get. And as her mouth starts to moisten up, and she turns in to a drooling little slut with a collar tight around her neck, knees aching on the cold, hard floor, she starts to plead with her eyes for someone to take the leash out of her mouth, wrap it around their hand, and make her a lucky little slut by replacing it with a nice, big cock.... what more could a good, well behaved little slut ask for?

So I'm starting to think that if I don't get to suck some cock soon I will go crazy from the withdrawal and kill somebody. Well, maybe nothing that drastic, but I am still in desperate need of someone to fuck my mouth. I've been told I'm pretty good at it, which is always the highest compliment I can ever receive, because I love doing it. When I'm on my knees in front of you, your cock is the ONLY thing in the world to me. I will BEG to have it in my mouth. I will literally suck it for hours. You don't even have to do anything! You can indulge every manly fantasy of getting your dick sucked whilst you drink a beer or play a videogame if that's what you like. Just let me suck you off and satisfy the cravings of a queer boy slut. Don't be scared to message me, and we'll arrange something. 

I got a message from someone that simply said 'ring me'. Just those two words, and their phone number. It was nice of her to give me her number straight away but I'm very shy and get anxious calling the bank for god's sake, let alone arranging bdsm meetups with a domme who is eighteen years older than me that I have never even exchanged words with before. She wasn't even friendly. Just two words. Quite short and rude.

I messaged back asking what was wrong with just messaging on the site at first. I made a joke about not being able to afford my phone bill because I am a friendly person who makes jokes, but I said I still would like to meet her. This is the response I got, copy + pasted word for word:

How charmingly human and understanding of you, babe. If this is how you want to operate maybe you'd be better off leaving your phone number on nightclub bathroom walls?

I understand that there's people on this site looking for something in particular and are not interested in playing games and wasting time. But it is not 'playing games' or 'wasting time' to be polite and friendly and actually communicate properly, with more than a few words with poor punctuation and grammar. I am not some sex robot submissive who will answer to any command without a shred of humanity. I am a shy person who really appreciates it if you are polite, friendly, human and understanding when you're talking to me. What does 'genuine' even mean anyway? Does it mean I'll have no standards in who I go and meet? Does it mean I'll commit to being your 24/7 live in slave after talking to you for five minutes? Because I have no interest in this. I do want to meet people, but they will be people who are friendly and respectful. And if this is too hard for you, then you're really missing out, because I'm amazing at sucking dick.

Sat on my bed surrounded by an array of ribbons, ties and hairbands trying to find a new vaguely cute/girly hairstyle. No luck so far!!

Just laddered my last pair of stockings, angry doesn't even begin to cover it!

Hanging out on Omegle in my maid uniform... it's fun but quite lonely, I'd love some people to skype with!