The search is over! Finally the perfect man found me, someone that is naturally what i need and want ... Now, to find the right playmates for us both lol.....
I am looking for a few good men and women. lol That can switch when I tell them to and can learn to switch without being told and do it successfully. I am looking for specific traits.. I want a cuck, a service submissive, and a definite switch. PLAYMATES!!!!! If interested ..... contact me. All bi or bi-curious on both sides invited to respond... but be a bottom bi if you are male and willing to teach and be patient if you are female, it is a new path in the forest for me!
Read on!!!!!
Once upon a time there was a young girl trying to make her way through the world. Life, as it does to us all, pointed her down a specific path. This path and her life events led her to be driven, independent and usually the one in charge. There had always been the need for excitement, unconventional interactions. So the bdsm life appealed to her.
She naturally fell into the role of dominant and stayed there for many years. One day walking down this path, she looked around and realized she didn't have what she wanted, she found no satisfaction in what she did. She was tired and completely lost.
I have always been drawn and attracted to strong, confident men, aggressive even. The kind that commands a room when he walks in without doing anything. The kind that can intuitively read people.
I am searching for what I want. Certain submissive qualities apeal to me very much. Some of them scare me. I am looking for someone who can do that, someone who wants to take the time to teach, guide, protect, share. Someone that can accept that not only do I have submissive tendencies, I still have dominant ones as well. Someone that understands I am setting out on a journey without a paddle, not sure which direction to go. Knowing that I need something, but unsure how to let go of that last sliver of control that is so ingrained.
I am not looking for someone who thinks they are superior to me, but someone that can take control of my mind, body and soul and help me shape it into what I need it to be.
If we judge of love by its usual effects, it resembles hatred more than friendship.
Francois La Rochefoucauld
Strength of character isn't always about how much you can handle before you break, its also about how much you can handle after you've broken.
Someone on here gave me some advice or insight maybe, the other day.. He said something to the effect of: I believe the process goes like this - find someone genuine, establish trust with them and let them define you.
It is more than them creating the hunger in you to MAKE you want to please them, it is filling void in you and feeding the hunger.
Thank you Corrupt!
Please, if you can't contact me with respect.... don't. Being submissive does not mean YOUR submissive from the first message. It does not mean weak, and it does not mean sexually promiscuous.
Dominance is the ability to create a hunger in someone so strong that they will do anything, anytime, anywhere just to please you..
