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I have the day off from work.  As a matter of fact, I have the next week off.  First I'm going to make a visit to family members, but I will still arrive back at home with a few spare days and nothing to fill them up.

Sure, its nice to think of spending a few days relaxing in front of the TV, doing nothing in particular.  But what I would really like to do is service men orally.   I love cock more than just about anything.  My apartment has an extra-large closet in the second bedroom, and I have established my Cock Worship Altar there.  It consists of a mahogany table coverered with a white cloth, candles at either end and a stone phallus in the center.  Each day I kneel at my altar with the door closed for complete darkness.  After lighting the candles I say my prayers to St. Priapus and look through my binder of pictures of handsome cocks.   I am slowly masturbating at the same time.  

Just lately I have enhance my ritual with music.  I found a CD of middle eastern chants and as I hear this with my hand stroking my cock, I am transported into mindful masturbation bliss.

There are two men I service regularly.  Both are married.  One is 47 and the other is 34.  Neither one gets enough cock attention at home.   I see each of them once a week and sometimes twice.  They usually arrive after workday hours and find me already on my knees, waiting for their blessed cocks to enter my mouth.  Usually we exchange a few words when they come through the door, but I am always anxious to get to their cocks.  

How I love to worship a cock!  When a man lets me unzip his pants and expose his cock and balls, I can hardly describe how excited i am at the sight of his genitals.  I rub my face all over his cock.  I push my nose into his ballsack and smell his maleness.  As his cock hardens I lick it from balls to cockhead.  Sometimes I take his soft cock in my mouth so I can feel the entire process from first stimulation to full erection.  

The fullness of a cock in my mouth is an exciting, comforting feeling.  I say exciting, because it is a deep sexual thrill for me to be giving such pleasure to a man's hard cock.  Often I will do most of the movement to get the man aroused, taking his cock over and over into my throat, feeling his cockhead plugging my throat.  As the man nears orgasm he often feels the need to do most of the thrusting, sometimes even holding my head still while he fucks my throat.  It is at this moment I feel totally overwhelmed by his maleness, by his masculine sexual need.  This is when I am sure of my place in the world, sure that I am meant to sexually service other men.   

Yes, I am a Cock Worshipper.