to my lovely Mistress,

Mistress has asked me to write a journal about my thoughts to become a sissy.

i have for a long time the feeling that i'm born into a wrong body especially when i see beautiful girls walking in the streets, there perfect bodies there nice butts and breasts.

since a year of so i become more and more thoughts to become a female. at first i have worn a skinny jeans in public wit a buttplug in my pussy. i loved teh feeling it made me feel very femmy. i dream about the day that i walk fully in fem clothing thru the streets with breast and a pussy. but thats a very long way to go. thankfully my mistress will help me thru that way.

i do like the  ideas of my mistress and i'm always thankfull that she gives me tasks to fullfill. i dont know what kind of tasks mistress will come with but i know that i will fullfill them. i know that i need lose some wheight to look more fem.

i hope that mistress will teach me how i can become a shemale in thoughts and in the way to dress. i hope that she will make small steps to make me comforteble to wear fem clothes in public. first to wear fem clothes to a tankstation and make me go to the ladies bathroom and later in crowdy places to.

hoop fully she will turn me into a sissy / shemaleslut or furter if mistress wants that.

i hope that mistress will give me lots of tasks and i will do my best to fullfill them

i love you Mistress

christinessissy