I am looking for friends and educators for this lifestyle. I have not many experiences, but I am most interested in the mental aspects of the lifestyle: humiliation, objectfication, orgasm control...etc. I have not been involved in the lifestyle for long, but I know this is who I am. I am not seeking real-life at this time. I am not opposed to real-life in the future, but I would like to get to know someone first and form a trustful bond.