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Male Submissive, 34, brighton / London
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About cheekytrouble
Update: getting myself sorted, and then who knows!
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I'm starting to heal after being released from a 4 year M/s relationship. That means I'm doing things slowly, so I don't rush into something that is not right for me. If you message me and I don't reply, I'm not being rude, I'm probably just having a bad day. Unless of course if you didn't look at my profile, and sent me a message saying you're my new Master, then I probably am being rude!!
I know I will want another ltr M/s relationship with the right person, but that's not going to happen just yet. So if you're looking for a breathing female, or a doormat, and think that a couple of messages is enough to know them and warrants a meet, move along because you're going to get frustrated at waiting.
Don't forget your sense of humour either, you may well need it ;) |
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Thought it was about time that I updated the old journal.
The last few months have been an experience! My mum is a lot better thank god, and other family issues have ease too. That has allowed me to just settle and let myself get over the heart break, stress and trials of the last year. I'm now emerging stronger, ready to face the future and to see what life has in store for me.
so I'll have to spend some time getting my profile written and see if fate has anything in store for me. Hopefully fate will have the right man for me, a little older, I did say little not a lot, and of course no facial hair!
Ps. I'm a little more fussy than just that criteria btw! |
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Really bad day today. Life sucks and then something happens to make you think, "shit, I can't cope with this lot any more".
I'm probably going to be away a while whilst I get things sorted. My mum is very ill, and I need to support her. I'll read messages every so often, but I'm sorry, I can't say that I will reply. |
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OMG I've turned into a cork sniffer!
Haven't had a alcoholic drink in a long long time, just not a big drinker and never fancied one. After a few nights of not a lot of sleep, I thought a hot milky drink before bed would help. Discovered I was out of milk, but had some of those instant latte packs. Well it's kinda milky and hot! The genius struck me and to cancel out the effects of the caffeine, I thought that I'd add a drop of whiskey to it.
So I grab the 18 yr old single malt and my hand kinda slipped and a damn good measure went in. I'm now feeling rather tiddly! Seems I've turned into a cheap date! |
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I have closure at last. Visited the ex tonight and collected my things. Promised myself that I wouldn't cry, so after about 3 minutes, I burst into tears and couldn't stop! It's been very very emotional.
But that's it. Nothing left to tie me to him, no looking back, and maybe now I can get my head right and think about moving forward.
I never knew love could hurt this much. Yet I still wished the very best for him and I meant it.
Life begins here again. |
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Just because I am a slave, it doesn't mean that I wish to come round and clean your house. If that's what you are looking for, might I suggest you go to yell.com and find a cleaner. In fact you will need to hire a cleaner, as nothing puts a girl off more than seeing a messy/dirty house. |
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Being released from a ltr M/s has had it perks as well as cons. The first few weeks were terrible lows of more or less grieving at my 'loss', so enormous was my love for my Master. Then followed a few weeks of a new found freedom. I could do what ever I wanted! I could do things just for me! Boy did that feel wrong! Then I had to cope with making decisions that I wouldn't have normally made. Part of me wanted to decide on things that the ex would have liked, because his pleasures became mine. The other half wanted the opposite just to prove to myself that I could cut those cords of pleasure that had bonded to him. Lets just say those cords are now a very few loose threads. But the worst part of it, it's been the most loneliest time. |
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Snow! So what's a girl to do when it snows? Yep, that's right, make a rude snow woman! Check out the pic on my profile! |
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There's some real silver tounges out there. A message this morning simply read, "I pay u for sex". Hands off ladies, he's mine! |
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Well the days seem to be getting a little bit easier. I have however discovered that I have a real dislike of facial hair. And before the sarky comments come my way, I mean on men! I don't have a beard or tash! ;) |
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