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She and were friends for a long time, but back then when she finally had learned enough English to ask me out on a date I was surprised and flattered. I mean I was the freak that all the girls laughed at behind their hands. I was the one that the other kids talked about and joked about, sometimes even in front of me. 

 But when she asked me to a movie I could barely believe it. She's a small petite girl but otherwise perfectly proportioned. She has fantastic legs and a body to match. I was infatuated with her openness and friendliness during that first date. She made me all warm inside. 

She told me that she'd had a crush on me for years but that she wanted to learn good enough English to communicate her feelings before letting me know that she wanted me to be her boyfriend.

 Needless to say I was flattered by having such a pretty girl want me so much. But soon I was also flabbergasted. We'd been seeing each other for only two weeks when sweat little  Hideko fucked me. 

We were at a drive-in watching Forest Gump (Back when it was still new). I was getting into the movie, I thought it as great. But when Hideko snuggled up next to me and began to rub her small delicate hand over my denim covered crotch I quickly forgot all about the movie. 

When she deftly unzipped my jeans and pulled my underwear aside to free me to her view I would have done anything she asked.

I can still remember those moments. I looking down at her sweet innocent face, feeling her breath on my hot flesh, knowing that something was going to happen to me for the very first time. And not knowing what it was for sure.

The only thing I remember clearly after that was that Hideko had somehow pulled my pants off and was sitting in my lap, leaning over the steering wheel of my car pressed up in the most forward position. She was almost hanging over the steering wheel at the moment that I felt her sopping little cunt settle down on the head of my raging dick.

It was strange. Hideko was almost standing to get into place. All I could see was her heart shaped ass staring me in the face as she leaned over the steering wheel and slowly sank down on my dick.

 I was amazed as more and more of me disappeared into her until finally she sank all the way down to sit in my lap. I couldn't imagine where 14-inches of cock could have gone. I mean Keiko is no more than 4' 9" and my dick was almost 20% of her total body length. The feeling of being buried in her was fantastic. That first time Hideko just sat there with me buried deep in her tight little cunt. She would wiggle around from time to time and raise up and then sink down every once in a while, but mostly she just leaned back against my chest and kissed me on the neck making little whimpering noises.

This continued for a full 5-minutes or so until I came in her. I didn't know what was happening until it was too late. It just happened suddenly and without warning. One moment I was just sitting there feeling tense, then the next moment I was blasting my cum deep into her petite little Asian body.

I moaned something about being sorry even while I was still releasing my load into her. It didn't seem to bother her that I'd cum in her, and as it turned out she had been on the pill her whole senior year in the hope that we'd get together and have sex.

I'll be 38 next year and Hideko is the girl I've first made love to. I look back at all the trials and tribulations I went through before I met her and I'm grateful to her. I still think that the average woman wants nothing to do with a big cocked guy.

She introduced me to so much and exciting things the bondage the way she liked to be mine and let me own her body and mind. Anime and Hentai

Although... what if I hadn't taken up with Hideko while I was still in High School?

What if I have been wrong all these years and there are a bunch of women who might like really well hung guys? What if?

Last year i decided to make an effort to find her again.Over the years we lost touch she moved to  another country and i hadn't seen her since .So it was with shock that i learned that she had passes away. After the tragedy of her getting lost in the earthquakes while she was visiting family.

It left a real big void in my life we lost touch over the years and I was saddend by the news i got a few weeks ago.

I do miss her. A lot

And I have had trouble not thinking of her most off the time.

Just wanted to thank her for giving me the courage to not be afraid.In a way being on collarme is her doing i ber she would loved it my little Japanese Hideko her name means sun child by the way she sure made it shine in my life and  I consider her still after all these years my inspiration for much i have come to love and hold dear.

Thanks Hideko whereever you are

I've read a lot of stories on the Internet about huge cocks and how women swoon over them and other men are intimidated by them and then become cuckold husbands to men who have them. We let me tell you that a big dick is not all it's cracked up to be.

 I've got the biggest cock of anyone I know. I'm just under 9 inches soft and a full 13 inches when I'm fully hard. Just think for a moment what it's like being 9- inches long when your all soft and trying to just get along. 

 First off you can't just tuck your dick into your undershorts like other men do. If you do that and for some reason you get a hard on, well, there's nothing that surprises anyone more than a big dickhead poking out of the waistband of a guys pants, let me assure you.

The only way you can get by is by running it down one pant leg or the other. Imagine getting a hard on that's 14-inches long when it's running down your pant leg and can't form into a boner like it should. I've had that happen when I was a teenager and the effect was hilarious to my buddies and painful and embarrassing to myself.

I can remember in middle school when we first had to get naked in gym class to take showers. Up until that time only a few people knew that I was huge. Even as a kid it was pretty hard to disguise the size I was. I'd be playing with or wrestling another guy and they'd bump against it and look at me like I was an alien. But at least back then we were all kids, and they were my buddies so things pretty much remained unsaid. But that first day of middle school when we had to strip to shower I was the talk of the school.

Some guys with really small ones might think that it would be great to be known to have a horse dick. And that girls would be impressed too. But it doesn't work that way. I was a teenager and all I wanted to do was fit in. Instead, all I got was a bunch of teasing from my classmates and the girls were always looking at my crotch trying to see if it was true what they were saying about me. 

 Actually I couldn't even get a date because by the time I was 15 all the girls in school had heard about me and none of them wanted to waste their time with a guy that would be too big to ever have sex with. Or at least that was what I figured.  I can still remember the time when I was totally mortified by my condition. I had to make a speech in English class, everyone did, it was part of the grade to do at least one public speaking gig in front of the class. 

 There was this Goth-girl named Caitlin, you know the type, black hair, black clothes, white complexion. She had the same attitude that Madonna the rock star has. The "I don't give a damn" attitude and the "I'm too sexy for my body" thing going on. She was such a fucking tease that most of the boys in school hated her, but we all lusted after her at the same time. 
 Anyway, I was up in front of the class ready to make my 10 minute mandatory speech when Caitlin who was sitting in the front row spread her legs to me. At first I was just surprised and nervous as she began to rhythmically open then close her legs in front of me. 

 I was of course a virgin and the sight of a nubile woman exposing her crotch to me was to say the least a novel thing. My blood pressure began to rise as the material of her short black skirt began to rise up her thighs with each repetition of her leg movements. But when I finally realized that she wasn't wearing any underwear, well, I couldn't help what happened next. 

 My speech was on Argentine and the Geo-political condition of the country. It was nothing more than an essay that I'd clipped from a magazine and had practiced reading out loud until I got the timing down to around 10- minutes. 

 When Caitlin began flashing me I began to stutter and got red faced. By the time I realized than she was naked under her short skirt it was too late. My mighty cock began to inflate. I was told by one of my buddies later in the day that it was amazing to watch. 

I kept reading my speech as my dick began to grow and slither down my pant leg. I knew what was happening but at the same time I didn't know what to do about it. I tried to think about disgusting things like dog shit on the bottom of my shoe when I had to mow the lawn, or imagining the dead rotting seal that I once ran across at the beach.

 But it was no use. I could she Caitlin's fine alabaster legs opening wide and then closing so that her smooth shapely knees where together pressed tight. When her legs were spread wide I could see her dark pubic hair and I imagined that I could see something pink just under the hair. I couldn't help it, she made me crazy. 

Finally I could take the humiliation no longer and with some difficulty I staggered to the door and burst out of the room in a kind of 3-legged run. I was totally embarrassed and thought I'd die.

I guess that everyone has their mate somewhere in the world though. Because that embarrassing moment actually began the most wonderful time in my life. It took three years for it to happen but by the time I was a senior in High School I was no longer a virgin.

 Apparently that day when I got a boner in front of everyone in English class I attracted the attention of one  Hideko. She was a Japanese girl who had started in our school in the 8th grade with almost no English. But from that day on she silently watched me and eventually we became friends. 

 It turns out that being a small person she was fascinated by the fact that a man could get as big as I obviously was. Since I am 6' 4" and had a huge dick, to her I was an oddity. Apparently she had a fetish for the odd in life. And I became her new interest.

man that take me back have to write some more later

its strange to remember this stuff and just thinking of it makes me a bit sad

maybe later