Celliphanie

well good news i've finally made it back home to Cali. bad news is, i feel like a stranger in my hometown after being gone almost 4yrs. spent time with my family and a few old friends the last few days. been good. Zari and I survived our road trip but don't look forward to doing that again anytime soon.... craziness i swear!!!

Aight look you may read my profile and think it's a bit off to be able to make someone feel 2 inches tall. I'm a Military brat and i'm training with a Marine to get into and pass Basic with no problems. It is possible to make someone feel 2 inches tall. i however am one of the hardest people to break down. as Art would say, I'm a bit too much of a strong, wild spirit to break that easy. One of the best things my very first Master, Kevin, ever taught me was to be tougher than the rest.  he's a SGT in the Army and that influenced alot of our relationship. I am physically stronger than most women and I have overcome many things that would even break some grown men in my short lifetime. I may be young but I am wise for my years. I didn't have a childhood, I was forced to grow up fast and strong or die. One of the best things about me is I can be loving and I can be mean. I will fight for and die protecting those who are close to me. Being a Marine brat I was raised to be tough but also to care for those that matter most... I'm one hell of a fighter/boxer thanks to my 4older brothers. I'm good with weapons of all types and pain to a certain extent. I do not usually willingly go looking for pain but the best part about pain, is it lets you know you're still alive.

Well some of you may have noticed that i haven't been on in quite awhile... chaos overtook my life and now it's slowly coming back into order. As i had posted awhile back i had moved from MS to OK to take care of my Dad in '10, well i lost my Dad Jan 8th, 2011. That took a very heavy toll on me and it took awhile to finally not break down crying every day... I had found a friend in OK from work that was acting as a best-friend, I lost him 11-27-11. So it's been a very painful road here lately for me. I'm slowly pulling myself back together and trying to figure out what to do with my life. Well my current path is moving back home from OK to CA. (Yes, I'm Cali born hillbilly). I adopted a very adorable Min-Pin named CeaZar aka Zari and he has become the majority of my world. Many of my friends call him my furry fourlegged child and i'm fine with that cuz in all honesty, i spoil the hell outta him...right now he's all i got...lol

Right now i'm just looking to make friends and maybe find someone i can trust to become more. my limits are still the same and i'm still not willing to relocate at this time. I'm still very much a Greenhorn in the lifestyle but would like to learn more and possible become much more involved.

So that's what's up right now... Caught Ya On The Flip Side!!! ~Zelle~