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Seeker of friends only. I am happily owned and collared and NOT wishing to change this!
owned by Greyknight(from a different site), and extremely happy by this fact.
~love and light
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As of Jan 3rd 2008 I was Collared by my long-time friend and now Master. Through His help I have learned so much about myself. We are a match in so many ways and although before I brought up to Him; there was never any thought before about pulling His Dominace out. I always saw the wonderful qualities in Him and now He is learning His own way through Our M/s relatonship.
It has not changed our long-time friendship of 14+ years, it has strengthened it. Since He currently lives in another area of the country from me; it's important for us to keep our bond. However, when we are together, the rest of the world disappears and I am honored once again to kneel and await upon Him, to accept the feel of the collar around my neck again.
I work long and hard when we are apart on improving myself and finding new ways to pleasure Him. Which is what I live for.
Perhaps, some might disagree with the way we live our M/s relationship. But what I have learned is that no two servitudes are the same. We bring out the best in each other and yet He is my Master. Through Him, I have learned more about myself, that I do have the inner strength that I thought was lacking. Years of being abused by other men either in my own family or in my own vanilla relationship that is currently on the outs. Through my own Master, I have learned that I can achieve my dreams and still serve Him.
As time continues, we will work through the few items that make our relationship difficult. For now, I am blessed by the Goddess herself, to have found Him again after the 5 year seperation and to find that he had missed me as much I had Him. We make each other happy and we help each other achieve our dreams.
Through our shared belief in Shamanism; we work together to heal the past for one another as well as working towards healing others with our own talents.
With His help I will continue my writing and I was recently published with other Writers in a compilation called Blood N Sex, published initially by Lulu. See http://www.lulu.com/content/1304258
I won't be around as often as before. I have found other sites: Mydungeonspace.com and several put out by Ning.com but I still check my mail here.
Blessed Be
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i am in the middle of my next erotic story. which should keep me busy for a day or two. i'm about to be part of a compilation of other writers. All the stories, poetry, artwork will have a certain theme. Well a few themes i think, what with the title.
Anyway, i have the first 2 pieces for it, but i am still working on the 3rd. which will be a little more personal than the first two.
i think it may surprise a few P/people.
~Blessed Be
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i wish i could travel to indiana., to meet a special woman.
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today something happened that i am still not sure how we even got that far. i dont understand how a "Dom/Master" who already disagrees with the choices that you have made of late for one's on submission, in such a way that atleast one of them is not my friend anymore. But then i am minding my own tonight as i am working on my next story and someone starts talking to me in a way rthat i ask him politely not to. Because it makes me uncofortable espe because my own Dom is away right now. But this guy won't take take a hint. He doesnt know anything about me, doesnt know my limitis. Doesnt know yje yjomhs that will freak me out... but it doesnt take him long to say things that i am screaming at him to stop, to please stop, to just go way and leave me alone. that i dont belowng to him and would never concent to him. whih i guess is the fuel he needed. it got worse...
i dont know why they don't understand that my choosing my Greyknight is because i love him, i TRUST and RESPECT HIM. And what happened tonight whould never have happened with Him. He would never take my limits and stopm all over them that way. i want to be stronger so that what these "people" say to me, doesnt hurt me this way. when is it going to get better? i want it to get better.
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what we seek
i offer you my words,
the ones that will never speak
the pain that you freely give me in love.
Kneeling in pain i offer You my body
with a slice of a blade, i allow You to
drink my very soul
still warm from me.
my eyes are opened now
to the horrors now, yet we see the joy...
there is pain but there is also and in
that joy is the love we crave.
we seek out forgiveness
wishing that what had been done
against us could be forgotten.
but the old ways no longer work.
i must find other ways to release the pain
to write them out the way i have done
before, writing just for me...
my thoughts shared just for You
my mind split open just for You
i keep no secrets from You
i had not even thought to try.
i spill my thoughts open
for Your digging fingers...
i await the punishment that i know
will soon follow
i welcome it...
because without it...
i can never be clean again...
i can never be Yours again...
i can never hope to make You proud.
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The Grey Knight
His words grace my screen telling me of His
wants and His needs-
i find myself open to Him...
i want to touch His ivory skin...
Imagining that His muscles will flex under
my fingers.
His mind Keeps me as aroused as the
thoughts that He types on His keyboard.
W/we chat back and forth in different cities,
He makes demands on me in cyberspace
but in real time,
i feel myself drip with my arousal...
He has become my Dominate tonight,
where usually there is my friend.
as His words penetrate, deeply into my
soul... i feel His passion...
i send Him back my own pleasure...
as my fingers delve deep into my own
warmth... this i share.
He wants me to cum...
He demands it...
i want to please Him, my friend.
i push myself harder, stroking against the
words that i send to His own screen...
i call His name-
screaming out my passion, my pleasure
i beg Him, for the ability to cum...
Slipping two fingers deep inside...
i try to tell Him, just how i feel...
i want Him to find pleasure too.
in my mind, i think of how to show Him,
how i feel...
to kneel at His side
offering myself to Him,
parts of me, stiff and aching...
To present myself naked and wanting,
for Your eyes to feast upon.
He is waiting for me
waiting for His sub, to cum.
As His own pleasure takes shape.
The lovers, find ecstasy
In T/their shared dreams.
(written tonight for a friend... shared for all till i finish the editing and submit for publication with the rest)
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| Age: 32 |
| Madison,
Georgia |
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