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catwashis

Male Switch, 43, dallas, Texas
Submissive Couple, 58, CENTERVILL, Kansas
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UPDATE: i only put this ad up to prove even a slave does not deserve to be lied to or treated to what i was. i have gotten many emails with 'wtf or huh' as the comments.

do not feel you need to reply, i as a sub/slave needed to get out the little bit i could in the little bit of voice i have left to use in the original place i met my nightmare...

The pain caused to me i pray will not go beyond the heart which the one who did this has destroyed in me now. i cannot understand why a D/M would ask for me to be His sub or slave, knowing how loyal, complicated yet truly and deeply passionate and intense i am and could lie and truly hurt me like this. why? why? what is the point? he wasted what he claimed to want... just one 24/7 so why injure? why lie? why be such a sadist that he would break even the simplest and basic thing between a M and s... after all i have gone through, it took so long to give over trust and he smashed it. completely obliterated me, my feelings, my heart, my mind. i cannot understand, injured physically.

you were worshipped, you were cared for, you had most Dom's dream. not perfect, not near it, but the trust i gave and the loyalty and the intensity was enviable.

now i used my voice, finally. i am sorry that others do not understand. i needed to say it after all this time.
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