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Processing my visit with Miss Lyna. She was awesome and very caring but also very sadistic. my body, especially my anus, is sore all over but it is a good sore. i am picking candle wax off me everywhere, and most of all i wish i was back with Her worshipping Her lovely feet and being used more. i know this already, i will be seeing Her again as soon as the opportunity arises.

Tomorrow is the big day. i will be serving Miss Lyna in person. She wants me to meet Her all dressed in pink - panties, thigh highs and a pink sissy dress when She arrives at the Hotel. i am also bringing ben wah balls for her to use on me. i am very nervous but also feeling very submissive and sensual. Will be updating again after our meeting.

Decided to gift a very good trilogy to Miss Lyna since i am not enthralled with the "Grey Trilogy", so i went on Amazon and sent Her the boxed set of the " The Sleeping Beauty Trilogy". i think She will love them. i also have tied my balls up as She commanded and await anxiously Her next commands. Last but most exciting to me is that She is allowing me to visit Her this coming Friday and has told me to expect to be used and humiliated hard. i can hardly wait, tho i know i will suffer at Her hands and implements.  cassia

i have now finished the first two books of 50 shades of greay as commanded by Miss Lyna. It is kind of meandering in my mind. Good at times but slow others. It shows Grey as very confused which in my mind makes him a weak Dom. He lets Ana top from the bottom way too much in my opinion.

Read the first 8 chapters of "50 Shades of Grey" as commanded by Miss Lyna. Found it interesting and kind of know where it is headed, but i am curious as to where it will end up because at this point i don't quite understand the books flow.

i am starting this journal thread at the command of MissLyna. She has accepted me into training and is already controlling my life in many ways. How do i feel about this? i feel extremely lucky and full of awe that She has decided to spend time on training me. Today She had me wear a butt plug to work which i did. Each step i took reminded me of Her control. it was humiliating since i was constantly in fear it would fall out as i walked, yet excitement knowing others around me didn't know my secret. And each time i sat and it settled deep inside me, i felt sexually excited. Thank You MissLyna for starting me on this trip to being owned.