calmastr		calmandrel		calmaster

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I've been in the lifestyle for about two years and have been fortunate to meet wonderful people I call friends and explore things I didn?t know existed. I am always looking to push my limits and discover new kinks. I am an open book essentially and unapologetic about my kinks. Life is too short to not get your pleasure as a friend says. ? First and foremost, I am a pain slut. I need to beaten, cut, bruised and often. I like to force myself, force other sometimes and be forced to do things that have an ?ick? factor to them. I have written enough about my affair with pain so I won?t spend too much time on it here. However, I will say I prefer my play with pain. As a friend put it, ?I can have pain without sex, but not sex without kink.? ? When my first D/s relationship ended I took a short hiatus and didn?t dabble with power exchanges. When I first came here I said, ?I am like a cat. I may terrorize the neighborhood dogs and fuck the stray cats but at the end of the day I want to come home and lay in my master?s lap.? I now prefer female led relationships. ? I am very dominant there is such beauty in someone handing you power and trusting you to make him or her a better person for that and I don't take that lightly. I enjoy watching the journey of new and wide eyed person to someone who knows what they want from this lifestyle and imparting that onto the next person. ? Yes I am sadistic but I genuinely enjoy watching the descent and journey of others exploring. I can understand that headspace of a masochist beaten so badly that the receptors can't register it as pain anymore. Or the slut who unapologetically will do whatever it takes and throws all morality out the window to get fucked. For me, it?s hard to have those experiences and not help someone have one of their own or guide them those weird moments where you can question yourself. ? Ultimately I would love a poly house where I am the mistress of that house and train subs. Training is important to me and I feel I have to progress in order to help others do so. ? ?I am always open to making new friends and discovering new kinks. I love going to events and munches even though I can be shy at first. I ironically get comfortable once clothes are off and tools are out. ? Random facts about me: I am an enfp ( the campaigner) I'm an exhibitionist I love to sew and garden I am allergic to bees but love beeswax I like peeing in public ( I don't know why) I like seducing my kinky friends neighbors I cry at willy wonka at the end( everyone is so happy) I like putting bengay on my cuts and enjoy the burn I came during oral surgery I like the idea of cooking with cum I don't wear underwear yes not even then and haven't for about 20 years,so if you want to see me in some you will have to buy them although I don't even know what my size is. I saved an employee's life with the supplies in my emergency kit found in my toolbag- at work. == Results from?http://bdsmtest.org/?== 100% Masochist 100% Exhibitionist 95% Bondage receiver 94% Switch 93% Degradation receiver 92% Voyeur 90% Experimentalist 82% Submissive 82% Sadist 81% Bondage giver 81% Brat 79% Degradation giver 77% Primal (Prey) 63% Primal (Hunter) 62% Dominant 57% Non-monogamist 46% girl/boy 44% Brat tamer 37% Slave 35% Master/Mistress 28% Vanilla 26% Pet 22% Owner 18% Ageplayer 14% Daddy/Mommy 14% All-Rounder ?