Still here in Texas, tried a vanilla relationship for a bit, didn't give me what my sub heart craved.  The search continues once again...

And as luck would have it, not going to either of those locations!  Oh well.

May be moving to florida in the next 12 months.....or utah.  i would much prefer Florida!

Luck has shown me Her graces apparently.  Things turned out for the best, which is a definite relief for me.  Now back to business as usual!

Due to recent occurences, i may end up leaving the AF this January.  Very much political bullshit, but nothing's final.  If that SHOULD come to pass, i would love suggestions on parts of the country (or even here in TX/OK that are both great for the lifestyle and the job market.  i would really rather not leave the service after 13 years of service, but if push comes to serve, i'll bow out gracefully, and proceed to live my life on my terms for once.

32 today!  Now just where are those birthday spankings??

Work has been surprisingly busy, along with trying to finish up my master's degree.  i have come to love my cb6000s.  Although i think i'm average in length, i'm more of a grower than a shower, and the short version eliminates just about and freedom whatsoever, prevents me from having any sort of fun while in it.....but i guess that's the point huh?  Now all i really need is to find a keyholder in my neck of the woods! 

You may be born without talent. Intelligence, one way or another, can be chalked up to a certain luck of the draw, how you were raised and the schools you attend. Money and looks may be derived from lineage and inheritance.

But character--what you do--that's all your very own, and that's what ultimately defines you.

First week of my insanity workout almost done.  Definitely want to get my body in peak "greek god" condition by the end of summer. 

Just got my new CB6000S today.  So excited!  More pictures to come :)

Starting a journey now to figure out what kind of chastity device is really worth getting.  I'm about 6" in length which i think is average, and maybe a little above average girth.  Currently I'm trying out the bon-4 silicone chastity device.  The device is made up of a choice of three rings you could possible use, and a cock cage.  I'm currently using the largest ring, and it takes some real work to get the entire package through the ring, and then there's the task of installig the cage.  The real problem with these devices is that for most guys, they're going to have a throbbing hard-on at this point, making insertion into a small cage a fight against physics.  Well......the stocking method is a lifesaver.  Place the cock in a stocking, thread the stocking through the end of the cage, and carefully pull.  It does an amazing job of comfortably compressing things to fit together nicely.  After everything is secure, things settle down a bit, and normal wear begins. 

Erections are effectively mitigated, but not completely, although there is no option for release while wearing it.  The rings will chafe a bit over extended wear of 2-3 days. 

However, the biggest concern here, really, is security.  I'm more of a grower rather than a shower, and as such I'm maybe an inch flacid.  Well, without even really trying, my cock decided to remove itself from the cage during normal wear.  It isn't a bad design, but not the ideal fit for someone like me.  Next one up will be the CB6000S, which I'm very much looking forward to, as I've heard many good things about it. 

Ultimately, I would love to get a PA, and get locked in the "locked in steel" chastity device with the high security tube.  Seems like the ultimate design, but at the ultimate price....easily $700+  ouch!!

spent a while today looking into crossdressing, more out of curiosity rather than making any progress towards doing so.  Although the thought of being pretty doesn't disagree with me....

Been looking at the chastity devices over at locked in steel. They look amazing! Definitely a worthwhile investment. Any Dom/mes in north Texas interested in holding my keys and perhaps helping with measurements?