Bwildered

Am coming off an absolutely delightful 12 year adventure and am looking for another, so am looking for ideas to again fulfill my life. This is not easy for a 68 year old who lives in a teeny tiny town.

I adore things feminine, the company of women. I am bright, collage educated, Pagan with a Hindu bent, addicted to adrenalin to satiate my PTSD. Don't drink, smoke, or do drugs, and for 68 I am in excellent shape and have an avid interest in martial arts, dance, cultural anthropology, mythology, spirituality, veterans rights, the natural superiority of women, do very well with rite and ritual, and have an unquenched curiosity to experience a male.

I am not submissive but do thrive on having my limits pushed, and have the off and on need to surrender and experience being vulnerable. I abhor humiliation, but often need to be humbled and reminded, like Caesar that I am merely mortal.

The adventure I am coming off of was POSH, NO strings, housekeeper and errand girl for 14 ladies from Divide to Pueblo, to Texas Creek. I also hostessed Teas and teas, garden parties, slumber parties, showers, and loads of pamper parties.