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| Mastery of one human being over another is a very fine art. Like any art much thought and control goes into the process. Like an instrument a slave can be played up and down a scale determined by the Master. Unlike an instrument the object being controlled is a living, breathing, thinking and feeling human being. Each one of those processes is controlled. I can’t write this from the view of the Master but rather the view of the one controlled.
Looking into Masters eyes tonight I surrendered everything I am to Him. He gently and lovingly took me to the brink of release time and time again never once setting me beyond the edge. His fingers gently stroking me or probing deeply, firm and gentle. My body responds to His slightest touch, even a look from Him controls everything about me. My thoughts are also at His command. I was taken to the edge of orgasm time and time again but it never occurred to me to ask for release. When it was time Master allowed me to beg. My body exploded into orgasm around Him my cum drenching us both. I could not stop cumming if my life had depended on it.
Master said I lost consciousness at one point and even quit breathing. How deeply I go into subspace or other dimensions depends entirely on what pleases Master. This time I was allowed to stay lucid through most. My body and mind are totally exhausted. But even after Master had only to lightly touch me and my hips would thrust out towards Him. The pleasure is so intense it is frightening or it would be if I didn’t have my Master to hold onto and bring me back. I could feel everything happening to my body but truly had no control over it. That particular session lasted for a very long time but time has absolutely no relevancy there, .my entire focus was my Master. Coherent thought is not really possible. The deepest most primal reaches of my person are revealed and exposed for His pleasure.
I have read a lot about after care but until now I truly did not understand it. He alone has the ability to bring me back and lovingly return my scrambled brain. Holding and stroking me continually assuring me that I am ok and He is there I am far more disoriented tonight than at any previous time but lucid enough to write about what occurred. His Mastery of me is so complete. I respond on every level physical, mental, emotional and spiritual. Many different feelings assailed me throughout this experience. I felt deep love, surrender, hot white need. I always need His touch but when that deep in His control I am truly His slut and ache deeply with need of Him to serve and please Him it’s the most amazing feeling in the world.**********
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