Its been said that i am ... "Obedient and caring....owned but never mastered. Simple in complexity." My First Dom was online only and actually was a switch. I think that made things easier for me with my many no's. I am a bigger girl, so if you dont like chunky chicks i suggest you stop here. Im a shy girl, and im too stubborn to be completely submissive. NO that is not a challenge i just know what i like and dont like. I am NOT into pain. I have chronic pain in my neck so i deal daily with enough of it. I enjoy belonging. I WILL not call someone sir or master it never has felt right. I know that this is alot of NO's for being a sub but its how i feel. I do NOT live in NYC i live upstate near utica.
5/27/2015 10:06:38 PM
Obeying doesn’t come naturally to me. It never has, and it never will. I’m strong, and I’m independent. But when you take charge and I let myself give in, I have fun.”
Reliance. Dependence, helplessness. You have had no one but yourself to rely on for so long. So long. And now it is your turn to allow me to take care of your every need.”
i changed my profile pic back to one of me. i guess the one i had saying " just a reminder i belong to no one, i am owned by no one, i answer to no one. if i give you my time, its a privledge not an obligation." was either too confusing or to strong minded for some Doms
7/21/2014 10:43:55 AM
had carpel tunnel surgery this past thurs so if i dont respond after reading .. u know y
1/5/2014 4:02:41 PM
"Needing someone is like needing a parachute. If he isnt there the first time, chances are you wont be needing him again."
12/20/2013 6:56:47 PM
I am also on with the same name as i attempt to learn more about myself and the lifestyle.
