budlystudly on Collarspace

12/8/2010 8:44:14 AM

The perfect sub profile. I tried to contact her but she has not logged on in some time. I hope to speak to her someday.


	I have always wanted a Man who would lead. To be completed as a woman, i need a Master, and in Him a compass for my life. I need a Man i can look up to and respect. Being naturally submissive and yielding to a Masterful Male brings a fulfilling sense of happiness and provides a state of security and contentment within me. To prefer His will over my own and to relinquish my way for His is a natural instinct for me. I embrace His masculinity, His strength, His power, I surrender to His authority over me, and meet it with my submission, my loyalty and vulnerability. This is when I will feel my femaleness to my core. I truly believe that females are designed by nature to submit and defer to their Male counterparts. At her core she is a servant, pleasure giver and child-bearer, she is to be kept and protected by a strong Male. In return for that protection and care, she is His helpmate and her role is to breed and serve. I seek a Dominant Male who believes it is His responsibility to shape his female, help her grow into what she needs to be, in order that she becomes His perfect mate. Therefore, I seek out a Master who will mold me into the perfect servant and submissive mate that i know I have the potential to be. Sexually: I do not believe any Male/female relationship, vanilla or alternative, can be all about sex, and I know that there are times when it is necessary/appropriate to be (mostly) vanilla to the rest of the world. However, I do believe that a woman must always strive to maintain her natural role as her Mans lover " to be ready to release her inner slut at any time and to be willing to become His personal whore. I think it is extremely important that a woman keep herself attractive, vital and sexually interesting to her Mate. Personally, I truly LOVE sex. I believe it is a natural and essential aspect of our lives. Without passion, intimacy and that primal physical connection and release, life not only lonely, it is very depressing. I love for my Man to grab handfuls of my hair and fuck my face, the harder the better, until tears stream down my face and He is so worked up with it that He doesn't care if I can breathe, my mouth is just His toy "an object for His pleasure. In my opinion, the most wonderful thing about the act of cock worship is the selflessness part. The point where i get into pleasing so much, that i entirely forget about my own pleasure. In fact, i gain pleasure just out of giving it. That is the best thing about cock worship, and probably one of the things I most enjoy learning. To me, oral sex is a much more intimate and subservient act than vaginal intercourse, although I also enjoy hard/deep penetration ( being taken) and feeling absolutely animal-like (His bitch). My pleasure is completely unimportant and I exist solely to serve His lust! For me, cock sucking in its most basic form is a beautifully submissive act. When a woman sucks cock she is on her knees"a standard position for worshipping or paying homage in most religions. When my head is bowed, in humble submission, and i pay the respect due to His manhood, I feel my most submissive and most gloriously feminine. If i wish to look into the face of my Master, i must look up - a show of respect. All of these things are an appropriate and fulfilling submissive experience. True worship of the cock as the symbol of the Male's superiority over me is my goal as a submissive female. Oral stimulation is not only about sexual pleasure but a show of gratitude, submission and service to my Master. I am worthless without the guidance of my Male Keeper, and I am a tool for His use . A cock-worshipping cunt to be enjoyed freely by my Master. Discipline: I believe we all understand that there are various types of discipline. I am not a genuine a pain slut and do not necessarily seek out real pain for pains sake. I am not aroused by brutal or severe beatings. That being said, I do hold the belief that all submissives benefit from physical correction. I'm not referring to the foreplay type of bare bottom spanking that leads to sexual intercourse. (I do thoroughly enjoy those as well, of course!) I'm talking about correctional or punishment types of discipline. I'm a firm believer in Domestic Discipline " a submissive receiving appropriate disciplinary correction for any misbehavior. I also find some comfort in routine maintenance discipline in order that I remember who is in charge, to reinforce my need to always be obedient, respectful and submissive. Sometimes, I yearn for more than the normal spanking. I need total emotional and spiritual release. I need a Master that understands this part of me. This type of release is very deep, and creates such a genuine sense of submission and humility in me that I am left weak, vulnerable and truly reaffirmed as a woman. I am a very loving and giving person who is longing for the type relationship described above. I am loyal, nurturing and eager to become the submissive half of this relationship. I am 100% D&D free, able to relocate if necessary, not shallow when it comes to another persons physical appearance (much more attracted to the person on the inside), I am somewhat of a homebody and value privacy, intimacy, and being a loving couple. I'm looking for that special Dominant Male who holds the same type of beliefs and values as I do. I'm definitely NOT about occasional play or casual sexual contacts ..

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