btch4DaddyMaster

any Daddy Doms or girls here been to dave and busters in orlando before? i have never been and curious if you liked it :)

i am planning to go to the DMV munch for april(havent been past 2 months) it is on friday the 13th(so not for the superstitious ones right?) at DB Pickles in Ormand Beach, 7pm-we meet in the banquet room, if you are on the other site for look up DMV for more info or You can ask me here...and no it isnt the same munch back when it was the daytona munch, its different person that runs it and i find it friendliest crowd around personally

fact is i act standoffish because i have to have a tough outside, as inside i am very fragile and too easily follow....i havent made good decisions on who to obey...i long for someone worthy of that esteem and respect and more, a real bond, to feel safe even when He uses me for things i fear..... to be vunerable but know He will not hurt me simply because i gave Him the power to do so

"My definition of a free society is a society where it is safe to be unpopular." - Adlai E. Stevenson

saw the cutest wizard of oz dress!!  i want although is kinda AB dress i guess...*sigh* i want it even though i have no Daddy to wear it for...will just wear around home i guess *smiles*

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and this one is a Dutch singer named Anouk and the song is "girl"....'i dont know where i belong, could i belong to you...'

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am back in USA, and seeking a LOCAL Dominant who has the time and wants something more than hook up for play...i am seeking something ongoing, a real bond, so that i may explore this fully

never posted here TO someone before but for my Sir..........3 more days until i am headed back where i am most myself...... at Your feet and in arms reach...and ok sometimes the whip and crueler things but i miss them all because they are with You ....thank You for allowing me to submit fully and pushing me when i need it and making me see what You saw in me all along *kisses Your feet and places face on floor next to them*

DMV munch is tommorow night, ormond beach at DB Pickles  7pm  1 yr anniversary for the group  :)

I am learning that, although i am not a masochist, being hurt because He enjoys it does make me feel controlled. Whether it is because He likes the marks or simply the act of hurting me, doesnt matter to me..... i am learning it goes along with feeling controlled, being used for His pleasure, so i am coming to enjoy it for that reason.