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I am still here, was just hiding for awhile! I began to miss it, so I am back!
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Okay, I'm fine now. Just needed a few minutes. Had to remind myself of all the bad things, of which were...well...every minute of every day for the last 2 years. Coincidentally, thats how long we were together. Oh, yes, helps to remind myself of what I have NOW! ;-) |
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Son of a...my ex husband just keeps doing it to me, over and over. Anyone know the best way to shake this? Every time there is any kind of contact, he hurts me all over again. The worst part? I've moved on, and so has he! So when do I finally get to move past all the CRAP? |
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The las few days have been my own personal hell. Back to the anti-anxiety meds for the first time in months. Hopefully I am just premenstrual, and it will only last a few days. Thats preferable, since I start my new job next week, and if anything is anxiety provoking, that would be it. But things, as a whole, are good. Found out the rat bastard I am still unfortunately married to has been having yet another affair. It shouldnt bother me, but it does, a little. Not enough to throw me off track, but it is a little more difficult to remember all the things that are making me happy right now. I am thinking I am going to end up hiring an attorney after all. Oh, well, whats one more expense....I just want it done and over with, so I can get on with my life, and find the one that I am supposed to be with, though things may be looking good on that front as well. We shall see. Yes, a little more pessimistic on life today. See, I'm a little bit off this week! |
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Okay, fell off the non-smoking wagon yesterday, but it was when my ex husband was here. Back to it though. Shouldnt it be getting easier???? |
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Okay, day 5! I cheated. Just a little bit. Had about 3 drags. But it was icky, and really didnt make me feel any better. But I am doing it! Yay me! |
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Ha freakin-ha. Yeah, so glad to hear from you all, yada yada, happy, happy. But this is not going to be a happy entry. This is one of my ranting, bitching, venting ones. I am now on day 3 of no smoking, and determined to quit this time. I absolutely refuse to smoke again. BUT the downside is that I really, REAAALLLYYY want to hit someone. Really hard. I hate everyone at the moment. You suck. ESPECIALLY those who thought it would be a WONDERFUL friggin idea for me to give it up, (you know who you are). I swear to god, the next person who tells me how much happier I will be, I am going to beat senseless, then use their bodies to beat the hell out of someone with a cigarette, then TAKE THEM. Hm. I actually feel a little bit better....don't worry, as you all know, this too shall pass with me! :-)
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| Age: 31 |
| Bronx,
New York |
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