One day, shortly after having her 9th baby, 
the good Irish lady ran into her parish priest. 

He congratulated her on the new offspring,
then said: "But isn't having nine babies a 
little much?"

"Well," she said, "I don't know why I get pregnant 
so often, it must be something in the air."

"Yes," said the priest, "your legs."

been many many days since I have written, for the records, I am separated  after thinking deeply I have come to realise a few things about what I m looking for, I m sure as the time moves on in this journey of self discovery I will learn more about the world and of myself what I have realised is I am looking for a longterm if possible a life time slave I m into verbal abuse like spanking caning whipping nd belting my slave love cage confinement what I would ideally look for is a 1950 household life style any slave who loves for a longterm 1950 house lifestyle I look forward to hear from you I dont belive in using my slaves with others or gangbangs so if you are into gangbangs I m not your man 

I have reading as many profiles as I can, mostly of slaves and a few of master, quite a few of them are intresting, I can sense the intensity the desire in their search most of the time when I m reading the profiles I feel the words are something that are deep in my heart, I m pretty sure quite a few of the others feel the same, some of them are very good at expressing their thoughts their desires in words and quite a few like me are not so good when I read their thoughts I feel o this is what I have in mind but I would not  like to copy paste it on my profile let the oiriginal be original someday when the feeling is right Im sure what is in my heart will pour out in the written format 

Thank u to the ones taking the time to write it and making me feel the intensity of ur longing and desire 

I am not a person  who can describe his feeling in the written format but then there is no harm in trying, may be it will evolve, I do not wish to make comments on any profiles to each his own. I have been on this site for quite sometime altho on nd off for reasons beyond my control been in and out of prison since september 2008 

I have interacted wit quite a few indian sub and slaves from this site I dont know how many indian doms hav actually been successful in meeting or finding their sub/slaves from online interactions I would surly like to know. I dont say that this site is useless I guess may be it is our society pressure that keeps away the female sub/slaves in taking the next step  that is meeting real time yes I did meet one female sub from this site in India but she was an american a perfect sub slave a master would want unfortunately as I was in and out of prison I was not able to maintain my relationship wit her also she was married and has now moved back to the US (Minnie) u were special and u always will be

The only reason I have decided to write this journal is  as I have mentioned earlier I m not good at writting and my profile doesnt describe myself completely because of my writing skills . I feel writing this journal would over a period of time. I feel writting this journal over a period of time would probably give a better idea to any sub/slave who is looking for a master and may be we might be suitable to each other.

THE MAIN PURPOSE OF WRITING THIS JOURNAL IS TO EVOLVE MORE ON MY PATH TO THE BDSM LIFESTYLE to share experiences of other dom/master/sub/slaves looking forward