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I'm a 20 year old submissive, a novice to the field. I was only spanked and dominated for the first time last night, and I crave more. I'm obsessed with being punished, dominated, and broken. I'm not looking for sex, although I realize that a certain bit of teasing is required in most play.
11/19/2005 4:45:20 PM
Last night I was dominated for the first time. I was out at a party and pretty drunk, and I saw this guy who I hooked up with a few months earlier. At first I thought he was pointedly ignoring me, then he makes his way over to where I'm sitting on the side of a stage and turns me away from my friends. We started to flirt and I was being a real snot, letting him know that he could no longer have me. Then he leans over and whispers that he has been developing an interest in dominating women.
Now, last night was a self-destructive kind of night for me. I decided that early on, and to have this guy, who I already trusted reveal that he wanted to dominate me was enough to make me go against my word and take him home with me.
The next few hours, being tied to my bed, turned over his knee, teased, and having hot wax dripped over my body were almost too much. He gave me exactly what I've been looking for for a long time. Now, as I sit here today, on a sore bottom, I can't stop thinking about it. I need more, I need it harder and stronger. this morning, as he untied me, I asked him if he wanted to break me. He's not sure he's up to the challenge.
 
TMOP
 
 Age: 26
 Union city, New Jersey