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Male Submissive, 22, Frederick, Maryland
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Male Submissive, 25, philadelphia, Pennsylvania
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About boytoown
There have been a lot of changing in my life over the last few months, I am with a great master and mistress and there family and for now happy and safe. I'm healing from the assault that happened to me in September
I am a natural slave,it is what i am to my core. I am also very feminine in mind and body. gotten me beat up a lot of times and being fem as a boy does not go over well either so even beat up by other family. Beating up does not always mean with fists, but I have been hit by many of them too.
A bit of history about myself.
On my 18th birthday I was told i needed to grow up and be the man i was born as or leave. I have been fighting my entire life to be accepted, i have a feminine body, look and mindset, but for whatever reason i was born with a dick. I have never related as a boy. I do not consider myself gay, because i see myself as a girl more so being with boys is straight and when i had girlfriends they were all lesbian to me.
So on my birthday, i was shown the door. I asked if it was okay if i packed up my stuff, cloths and other things and was told there were bought for the son we have not the girl that is leaving. I left with what i was wearing. I was disowned and told i was never to make any contact with them or any member of the family.
So if your in doubt as to how serious i am don't be
I have a girl friend and her family have always been supportive of me and a rock for me to be myself. They came and got me at the lowest point in my life. I owe them much. The parents also live the BDSM lifestyle as a dominant couple. They are open with there two kids about it, both are adults now, there son is in college and daughter who was my girlfriend just started college. This family have been open and honest to me form the very first time we met about 2 years ago. They recognized and loved the fact that there was a girl inside me screaming to be let out. I am now living full time as the girl i was born to be. It took me a few months to get over my past life and being disowned. Not sure why it took that long since they never wanted me anyway and I am far better off now and safer. Both the parents Robert and Tina and my GF Cindy saw that i have a very submissive heart in a very natural way. Some have to work at being submissive while others it is just natural and who they are and that is how it has always been for me. I do not think i have a dominant bone in my body.
I am now being trained as there house slave. This includes all domestic duties of caring for the home, cooking,cleaning, yard work, and helping in any other way possible. I am also a sex slave here. Serving 3 people is work but i am loving it and the energy of it all is amazing. For the last year and yes this started before i left home, I have been taking testosterone hormone blockers and a very low dose of estrogen and shortly after moving in i started a full HRT program to become my true self on the outside.
There are lots of short cuts on this road but doing it right is the best and safest way.
I am here looking to see what is out here for me, I have limited experience in being a slave even though i am living as one now. But it is more like a gurl friend dom couple thing for now, It is going slow and I am loving all of it. There is talk of them collaring me and my becoming a 24/7/365 pet to the Master Robert and Mistress Tina and i am not sure about that life yet so looking to find others that are into and learning. I am also open for the right person to leave where i am at. I get that a collar is a form of committment to serve and I know they very much want to collar me. I am forever grateful for everything this family has done for me, but i am not sure i am ready or want to be there slave.
The picture is the old me, the boy i once was. I am not ready to post pictures of the new me as my body is changing and i want the world to see me as i really am and not someone that is changing. I have legally changed my name also to what it is now.
Kristi |
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The last few weeks have not been fun. I was just released from the hospital again on Monday. I was in because my appendix burst and had some other complications of part not healing from the assault. I am at home now and doing a lot better. I still have a ways to go, healing both on the outside and inside.
I am also dealing with the legal part of all that happened. I do not understand my old family and those that assaulted me. They are all seen on camera, the entire thing was caught on tape and they will be going to jail. I have a ton of medical bills and they refuse to admit to doing the assault if they have to pay money for my care. So they would rather have this all go public, have a trail and pay legal fees than pay my medical expenses. Robert and Tina have found a wonderful attorney and she is 100% on my side which is great. I learned there are a lot of people and law firms that specialize in hate crimes and especially those that focus on transgender and gay and just people that live different from what main stream vanilla people think we all should live.
I am amazed by the outpouring of people on this site. Complete strangers that have given me a ton of support and just kind words and encouragement i never would have expected it from this site so Thank you all.
Kristy
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I deleted an entry that i had posted Sunday. It was not right for me to have posted that here. Briefly for those that saw it. I was beat up Saturday while at the mall shopping with Mistress and spent the night at the hospital. I have a lot of injuries and will take a while to recover.
Hatred is still very much a live and well in this country to those that are different. I so want to leave this town as I do not feel safe here. The guys that beat me up were my ex-brother and some of his friends. I was able to identify them from the security cameras and they have been arrested. I was visited in the hospital by my ex-parents and was thinking wow they are here to see if i am okay, but instead they screamed and accused me of being a disgrace to the family and that i should be dead.
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I was thinking i needed to give some update on where i am in life as that has been a question asked of me a few times already. I did not want to just keep adding thing to the profile because i suspect most do not read it anyway. I have a wonderful BFF girl friend we have been friends for a few years and her family is very open and real and supportive of me. My Gf is bisexual but leans a bit more to girls which is totally okay and in a funny twisted way we are girlfriends and it has always worked well for us. Anyway after i was disowned by my family Cindy and her family took me in with open arms. Robert is a doctor and Tina the wife is a therapist and works with teens and adults that are struggling with acceptance about who they are, gay, lesbian or trans. So she has been a huge help for me. Shortly after i arrived I wanted to get a job so i was not a burden on them and find my own place to live as I thought this was a temp thing at least it was at first. My first day here i have been doing a lot of the cleaning and helping around the house. Since both Robert and Tina work they hire maids to clean and gardeners for the yard and lots of other things. I was given and opportunity that was hard to pass up. They have fired all of the support people they had hired, in turn i do all of the house work, yard work and run errands and many other things that they need help with, i am even learning how to cook now. I am fully supported by them and they even pay me an salary.
I write all this because even though i have it pretty good right now i am not expecting it to be long term and eventually i will need to move out. They are aware i am looking around and totally understand. They like the bdsm lifestyle and a well disciplined home and the other day Tina referred to me as the house slave which i liked to hear.
I am looking for masters/mistress or couples that are seeking long term, but i am not looking very fast. I know this takes time and i want it to be real. I have been on this site for a half a day now, 8 hours. In that time i have received 16 offers from guy with no profile pictures and not even having a conversation with me, but they all want to collar me as there slave girl. be real please.
I am new here and coming out slow down myself to the world I have had to keep it all a secret my entire life.
I want to make friends first, meet some of you maybe and see where our lives will enhance each other. if you need or want superman fast stick to the movies.
Kris |
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