wow.  some people on here are quite interesting and i have had a few intellectual conversations, but it is kinda time to rant.

i am a sub. not a slave.  there is a difference people.  take a look at my profile, and my screenname.  if you still think im a doormat... be prepared for a kick in the balls as you try to walk over me. (and for the women out there that think im a doormat, a kick between the legs hurts like hell.  trust me.  14 years of karate experience does not lie)

i have my own life.  im not looking to be controlled in every aspect of it.  i AM your equal.  if i submit, its because i think you are worth it, not because i am not worthy to be in your presence.  i will not grovel just because you think you are Mr SuperDom.  you must prove it to me first, and then i MIGHT just decide to humble down and sit at your feet.  blustering and shouting to the world that you are He-Man and every girl must worship you... only makes me laugh in your face.  

ok.  i feel better now.  thanks for reading.

i tend to write poems when i feel the need to express myself. This one isnt quite done yet, but then neither is the story. Enjoy if you so desire.

Isn’t it funny?

Isn’t it funny, how a girl,
Just messing around
Can find someone that shows her
Who she is?

Isn’t it funny, that a man
Can come and stall the complete realization?

Isn’t it funny, how a girl
Infatuated with a new relationship
Will deny that newfound part of her,
Just to be with him?

And then isn’t it funny, that the man,
Doesn’t realize, and leaves?

Isn’t it funny, how after her heart heals
That part of her
That never bloomed before
Tries to blossom again?

But then again, isn’t it funny, that it can’t quite bloom
Because she can’t find someone to help yet?

Isn’t it funny, that the girl
In trying to explore this part of her
Only whets her appetite
And makes the ache grow more?

And isn’t it funny, that the people that have what she is looking for already

Just say that it comes in time?

Isn’t it funny, that the girl
In trying to be logical
Just finds that logic
Doesn’t help the emotions

Isn’t it funny that she thinks that logic is more important
And yet yearns to let her emotions take over?

Isn’t it funny, that as the ache grows
More each day
She as yet holds herself back
Because she is afraid?

Isn’t it funny that she is afraid, because the thing that can bring her the most happiness
Can also bring her the most sadness?

isn't it funny?