i am going to the mall today to buy male clothes! ugh! of course, i will be in panties and bra, and in my cb6000s,  and will have to try the pants and shirts on before purchasing. i sure hope there are no cameras in the dressing rooms!

it just occurred to me that i view chastity and being feminized as a reward, rather than punishment.......i rarely wear my cb6000s or anything other than panties to work, although i have started wearing camisoles instead of t-shirts, but i feel almost like i am punishing myself by not wearing them. when i get home, it's almost like a reward to have made it through another day, slip into the chastity device, a nice bra and dress/skirt, heels and relax for a while.........for me, a Keyholder would not let into chastity!!! does that make sense?