Collarspace.com

Horizontal Line
Vertical Line

Horizontal Line

bnomad69

bnomad69 - photo 1
bnomad69 - photo 2

Horizontal Line

Friends:
rachelanne1998Raizeta

Vertical Line

I am a switch TG looking for like minded people to have intelligent conversations over coffee. Im a pretty normal person living in a not so normal world. I love NOLA have many interests an s hobbies very civicly minded type of person that gets involved I dont turn my head.
Im a disabled Vet, live comfortably enjoy motorcycles, my dogs and by the way who is this person Mardi Gras.

Horizontal Line

2/5/2022 10:20:45 AM

Well this is John no this is February I'm sorry yeah 2022 I haven't put a journal entry in a couple years now I really upset with the collar space people because I continue to write probably two different people everyday just let him know what's going on in my life and let him know that yeah I made this purchase of a house to use for people that have a hard time transitioning and giving them a place to come stay you know I I first ask him if they have a job if they have a car they have transportation otherwise what will you know we'll try to help some people if we can but I expect the people to come and you know make an effort and it doesn't matter to me you know what's your fantasies are a lot of people just want to talk to you and probably talk about their fantasies and get all horny and get off and then you never hear from him for months I'm not into all that people I mean you know I understand your your needs I've been there I've I've probably done the very same thing.

There's people out here that have written to that I've never heard back and probably a couple years it shows if they haven't even been online in a couple years they're very cute very young very naive and I'm hoping that they're still alive that didn't get hooked up with a serial killer I mean that happens anyway so I wish people would just tell me to you know go to hell or yeah hey I'm interested in talking to you and hear when can you talk back to me I mean like stuff like that I'm not looking to fulfill your fantasies I'm looking for friendships lasting friendships just like in the real world folks so I'm transgender yeah I'm kind of a little and I'm real so I mean if I don't understand what's going on with covid here my God people yeah I'm all alone I hardly have contact with any of my friends because they're afraid to come outside their houses well I'm safe I I wear my mask I'm inoculated I've done everything I possibly can and yeah it's my freedom to do so so anyway with that said I'm done with this entity so as I always say it's ciao for now

 


10/23/2021 10:24:44 PM

I must be doing something wrong because ever since covid come along nobody wants to talk to anybody real time I mean I just bought a house in Mississippi moved from New Orleans a beautiful house by the way I'm very proud of and I was going to use it for a dream home of because I'm trans and I have other attributes I mean I'm a disabled veteran I wear diapers and fortunately for me my my Uncle Sam decides to keep me stocked and anyway I don't know what's wrong with people nobody has conversations anymore it's just these one line sentences no pictures it's just really is everybody running that scared I don't know maybe I'll see if this makes any hits I mean it's not very interesting but I'm just like since journals are back I'm just trying to see how it works out with me see if it actually shows up so anyway hope everybody is having a great holiday you know Halloween anyway look forward to hearing from anybody that wants to have a real time conversation I mean I don't even know what I mean anymore I haven't talked to another human being since covid except that the VA clinic and stuff but anyway with all that said ciao for now


4/11/2018 6:15:13 PM
Beginning to believe that nobody is real on collarspace I have been on this site many years I have never once ever met up personally with anybody I met with on this site I don't know what to believe I beginning to think it's all Just an Illusion and I'm really the only person like me or that would like me anyway I'm going to change I don't care about anything else have fun I just want a date I want to meet up with a female or a clean mail like myself and go out go to a concert listen to music drink beers smoke some 20 and have a good time that's all I want no BDSM no nothing just pure friendship oh well that's what I'm looking for please somebody hit me back let's meet in New Orleans

3/31/2018 8:36:55 PM
Is there any real people on collarspace

2/11/2018 5:34:38 PM
I am so upset with this site with Craigslist alt.com I haven't found anybody to be with and I've been on here for so long years I have never met up with anybody nobody has ever met up with me I'm just so tired of the b******* this site is so fake everybody's afraid they want you to talk to them so they can just get off they want to jack off while you talk same old b*******

12/26/2017 4:14:57 PM
Wow Im so upset with this site people are like Craigslist anymore] I just need a friend to run with ride with, play with. Very lonely here. Are we just figments of our imagination.

5/16/2016 7:46:55 PM
Well I've come a long way since my last journal entry I have moved twice I'm having a documentary done about me and today I spoke for 30 minutes with the Attorney General's office in Louisiana the woman I spoke to was an associate and she got educated about transgenders where we come from what we do and the six things that a transgender woman does in the bathroom in case any of you are curious about that type it in and you'll figure it out but anyway I'm having this documentary done starting tomorrow at the film documentary about this girl I met here it's going to be interesting and I hope I can help other transgenders and other people I mean and you know I've been searching for a partner for years now and I have not found one yet I don't know what's wrong it's like people they lie they don't show up they get scared I don't know what's going on but it's just it's it's crazy I mean I think I'm a really great person I'm educated and smart secure in who I am and what I am and what I do but anyway anybody out there want to hit me back please do I mean I live in the wall and my God Party City and if something doesn't happen soon I think I'm going to become a recluse and move out to the country and the Ray's marijuana something LOL

10/12/2013 7:26:38 AM

Well I have found a fabulous house in new Orleans the owner are from hello, but I just ignore them and do my thing my dogs are adjusting well I have room for a play room and I need one and to all of those who look at my journal and profile and can't seem to comment either way Oh Well To Bad don't know what your missing out on.

  


9/30/2013 4:56:58 PM

Ok here goe s the entry I was not wanting to write.  I thought I may have found someone that fit but something happened and now I don't even know what. I thought we had hit it off real time and all we were going to go out and I hope nothing has happened, but that's my luck, wouldn't be the first time.

I was at the end of my rope with people here and the games they play when I met this fabulous person and I thought we had  hit it off quite nicely.  any way I really give up!  been single too damn long. I had gotten so excited and told friends about this person not all just enough and Damn it to fucking Hell. things just turn out this way I think my ex has a curse on me she started a hate program about me and we have been divorced for over forty years. have a son that's a I don't know what anymore.   


2/24/2013 12:27:37 PM

Hey to all those who have or will view my journal I am so tired of all the fake people here I am looking to leave New Orleans and become what ever I can I have four rescued Pit Bulls and I need a home big enough for them and my alter egos  I have and can pay my own way, I just need a break from all the crime ,murder and mayhem and the stupid assholes that think they can handle a girl like me. Damn them I need to get the fuck away NOW NOW. Iam going to go crazy  I can not be here anymore and watch these idiotic fucking cops do nothing while people die and be killed you too US asst. atty. General


12/8/2012 5:43:43 PM

  A Treatise on the Sissy, Part Two: The Romance of Pantiesby Xuan PinNote: Xuan Pin maintains a blog at http://xuanpin.blogspot.com/ wherewritings and illustrations of similar transvestite interest may be foundTrying on a pair of panties, mother's sisters, girlfriend's, a stray pairfound in the laundry room — for most sissies this was the first steptowards the rabbit-hole leading into Looking Glass World. It is also themost universal, discreet, and intimate badge of sissydom. Few, perhaps,will dress to pass in public, but without exception every sissy is sooneror later a panty wearer, mastering the art of tucking and taping, sittingto pee, secretly satisfied that her crotch in tight jeans shows no malebulge, that she is publicly if subtly emasculated.For the married or partnered sissy, panties have a special poignance: thesight of his own panties along with his wife's in the laundry basket,however familiar, always gives the sissy a warm glow of humiliation, Andwhen the sissy holds his wife for a kiss and a cuddle, he cannot help butbe pleasantly shamed by awareness of his flat, pantied pubis. At such atime a real man would feel his cock swell in his pants, and take adominant satisfaction from the knowledge that she feels it too — perhapshe places a hand on her ass and presses her against it, subtly underliningwho fucks who.For the pantied sissy, this same embrace, however affectionate, is alwaysaccompanied by an awareness of his empty pants, his level panty-front, hisinability to be a real man with her. He performs cunnilingus on command,while she will never suck or even stroke his cock. Assuming he ever didso, he has long ago ceased to mount her as a man would, spreading herthighs with his, holding her hands down by the wrists, maybe even pinningthem over her head while one hand covers her mouth, holding her helplesslyin place while he penetrates her, deeply, slowly, over and over, pausingnow and then to prevent her from cumming before he wants her to. A virileman may stop pumping altogether and tell her to jerk him off with herpussy, making her abjectly hump herself against him. But after she hasdegraded herself for a while, he always resumes control. He decides whenshe'll receive the ever-so-slightly humiliating satisfaction of feelinghim cum inside her. A more dominant man may have her lick his cock cleanafterwards, or prevent her from cleaning herself, so that his cum willdrip down into her panties, a damp cool and private reminder of how wellshe has served his penis.How different the sissy! Her panties are the emblem of her obedience. Lacyand pink, they show her ambition to be a 'girly girl,' or perhaps shesports a skimpy thong to show what a slut she is, just that slender bandof fabric between her and penetration. How well these garments expressfemale vulnerability, prettily imploring the attentions of a man. Therethere's panty hose, with that amusing little gusset advertising thevagina, and demure white cottons that show the mons veneris in clearcontour, their soft fabric bulging a little with the pubic bush.A woman's outer clothes are chosen to make other women feel inadequate,but if she wears something seductive under them it's for a specific man,or to make herself feel desirable. And a grown woman in really sluttypanties is either desperately in love or just plain desperate. Well, thesissy is often both of these, and a few other things besides.The sissy wears panties to acknowledge that the woman wears the pants inthe relationship — in every sense. Pantied, shaved and tucked, the sissycannot even get a full erection, only a painful straining against thetape. Her primary sex organ is her mouth, and this wet orifice will berubbed against a cunt as if it were another cunt. Her her tongue muststimulate a clit like another clit. If she services her owner at all withher sissy dick, she will be held by the hips and directed, used for herowner's pleasure, never asserting, not cumming, wthdrawing as soon as shehas satisfied the woman. Then sissy pulls up her panties like any othergirl who's done being used. At times the woman may have sissy cum in thecrotch, pleasuring herself into her own panties like the horny girl sheis. And how exciting for the sissy to spend the rest of the afternoonwearing panties wet with sperm, exposing to her owner, on command, thedamp spot that shows she's a wet little whore. _______________________________ 1/2/2011 2:20:21 PM: If you by chance read this journal SilentOne25 I have been in relationship where my significant other had a dom Bi lover and I became her sub as well, lI oved it.  I lived for being her seductress dominating transgendered dominatrix, I love all the fetishes you do and i think I could be your every thing rolled into one. All the master and all the mistress, confidant, and thrift store shopping partner any girl would want.   See Ya _______________________________ 1/1/2011 8:31:48 PM: Happy New Year 2000 and Heaven   have neglected writing any journal entries due to the trauma Of hurricane Katrina, yet I am still alone But now in this new year 20 and heaven I leave that all behind me, I am now much better and on the road to recovery. Blessed be. Please read this Treatise this is what I am .  A Treatise on the Sissy: Part Oneby Xuan PinNote: Xuan Pin maintains a blog at http://xuanpin.blogspot.com/ wherewritings and illustrations of similar transvestite interest may be foundSooner or later the romance of panties will lead the sissy to her knees,perhaps in front of a man, perhaps in front of a woman. Usually a manwill be the beneficiary of the sissy gurl's need for abasement. The sissyassumes that because she wants to be like a girl, she must be gay. It mayrequire more courage and diplomacy than the sissy possesses to make herdesires known to a sympathetic woman. Even if candor prevails and thelady is willing, that good woman may not understand the particular pointswhich will plunge the sissy into submissive ecstasy.The advantage men have in handling a sissy is their confident,instinctive dominance. They can usually be relied upon to treat a trannyexactly as they would a woman — assuming a woman was submissive enough toallow it. For the sissy it all seems quite compelling, even irresistible,from opening the zipper and confronting the magnificent ugliness of acock, then accepting it into her mouth, with a plaintive look up at theman's smiling superiority — everything up to receiving a mouthful ofsperm. Now this is unquestionably an experience shared by all women, andunknown to any straight man. The sissy feels she has been initiated intoa female mystery, and perhaps she has.The men who are best at providing a submissive cocksucker with what hewants, are themselves cocksuckers who have turned to domination. Such menare determined to inflict on a submissive sissy every detail of thedegradation they have so often endured. From this there follows thenatural superiority of women for providing this experience: they haveendured more, and so (from the sissy's point of view) they have more tooffer to, that is, to take out on, the sissy.The possession of a cock is the very least of putting a sissy in herplace between a someone's legs. The sissy isn't primarily interested incock itself: it is only a means to feminization. A far more intenseeffect is produced by the subtle humiliations and ongoing emasculatingsof being consistently treated like a submissive girl — as only a womanknows how. There is a tone a woman uses only against other women, andthis is, for the sissy, the 'holy grail' of verbal abuse.A man might wellsay 'It's time to use that talented mouth of yours' — but only a womancan add 'sweety' and have it add to the mood, and use that specialmalicious grin girls reserve for girls as she applies that gentlepressure on the sissy's shoulders that send bring the sissy to hercompliant knees.It is now time for us to raise the skirt, like a curtain, on the sissy'sfavorite sex act. (The fact that most women wear jeans nowadays is a nodisadvantage, since it adds to the role reversal.) But will the womanunfasten her jeans and unzip in the sissy's face, like a man before aurinal, making it even clearer that the sissy is there for one thingonly, to be used? Will she make the sissy unzip her like a maid helpingher mistress undress?A sissy is in awe of a real woman's body and pathetically grateful tocome close enough to even enjoy its fragrance. If the woman has recentlypissed and her vagina smells of urine, this will only excite the sissymore. For that matter, if she turns and has the sissy first worship heranus with her dutiful little tongue, she will be touched by the intimacy,thrilled by the humiliation and electrified by the symbolism of theexperience. There is no more striking emblem of her place in the schemeof things.Finally the sissy gets to lovingly, reverently, kiss the cunt sheworships, and shyly bring her tongue into play.What does a sissy thinkabout while she licks? Perhaps she exults in the fact that she will nevermount this pussy and cum in it like a man, but only service it with hermouth. She cannot even masturbate while she serves, for her little dickis tucked back tight under her panties. Her only pleasure comes fromfeeling her owner's clitoris swell against her tongue, having a womanhold her face in place and buck against her mouth. Sometimes she entersso deeply into her fantasy of feminization that she thinks she's reallyfemale, and trembles with thrilling shame at having her face pushed intothe pussy of another girl.It is important to give a sissy direction, no matter how many times shehas done this or how perfectly she knows what her mistress likes. Tellingthe fully trained sissy what to do shows you regard her as stupid, yourinferior, in need of control. Condescending praise will reinforce this''That's right, just like that. What a good girl!'The sissy wants to be used as casually as a pair of panties or a toilet —both of which she envies. Every opportunity should be taken to remind herof what she is: pussy slave, cunt licker, pussy gurl, particularly whileshe is engaged in her favorite activity. Literally and verbally 'rub hernose in it.'The sissy's identification with her owner's pleasure, her owner's vagina,is absolute. She does not even want to cum — it would distract from herenjoyment of her owner's orgasm — an enjoyment so intense that it canhardly be called 'vicarious.' The same identification with the one whouses her may be observed in a sissy who submits to a man, but when thesubmission is to a woman the thrill takes on an additional psychologicalrefinement. The sissy feels her ego ecstatically annihilated beforewhatever genitals she serves: and when the genitals in question are acunt, the profundity of her oral communion makes her feel she in some wayhas become cunt. This is beyond a male's enjoyment of getting pussy, or awoman's satisfaction at having a pussy. The sissy is a pussy.She hasbecome what she beholds: before evidence so overwhelming conviction isabsolute, and a psycho-sexual transubstantiation rewards this humblest ofall acts of faith.For the sissy, cunt is now the thing in itself, the unknowable atumof reality we perceive at a distance through our sense impressions. Forthe sissy, the physical extension of things in space is now no more thanthe labia majora of existence, and the passage of time, (which is aninner not a physical experience) — this becomes a vaginal passage. In themind of the sissy, Cunt is Kant. Reality, ultimately unknowable, isforever veiled, a 'victorious secret.' But to apply the speculum ofphilosophic enquiry to the cunt's transcendental dialectic is perhapsuncomfortably cold, and we shall proceed no further today.


Vertical Line

Horizontal Line
Horizontal Line
MadameOdyne
 
 Age: 29
 Tacoma, Washington