blushingmoonz

The week before our spring break and every professor wants to make sure there is a test for midterm grades.  While that is all good and dandy, I don't see how right before is a good idea.  Many students do not live close or just "check out" mentally three or four days before the break actually starts.  They should wait until after the break, least a week, before giving 50+ question tests worth 30 or so percent of total grade.

Otherwise, there's not been much going on.  The weather has been horrible.  I have not had any pleasant enough weather for a trip, nor spend time outside.  So I've been spending my time on hand crafts and side web design.  Plus my final project for computer science.  Still boring, but some thing at least to keep idle hands busy.

Hmm makes me wonder, it seems like since I picked up more work less interest I have in certain things.  Maybe it is age, maybe it is stress.  I think I just need a vacation, no work...all play!

Apparently I need to work more on certain classes than others.  4.5 week grades came in, from one extreme (A) to the other (F).  I hate that.....

On the other hand, being snowed in in a place I am not that found of is not "right" atmosphere for dedicated work.  It is warm and some what comfortable, some thing keeps making me blowing my poor nose every 5 minutes and they have no idea so I just have to "deal" with it.  I know it could always be worse....but really?  I am not cut out for this type of camping!

Maybe I should just find a nice porn site, or maybe some pictures.  No, I am not asking for any thing, just in case.  I have very selective tastes, and do not want to see random "things".  Who said I was looking for that any way....perv!  There is much more than that to look for out there and enjoy.

Other thoughts, must more serious note....what in the world is going on with youth?  I know, I am not that old, but really?  I have seen some pretty petty, pathetic stealing things, and lack of honesty lately out of those ages from 6-15 with their guardian involved or turning a blind eye and then having the nerve to beg for forgiveness or blow it off completely.  I am all for forgiveness, let the be lesson learned though!  Telling a child stealing is wrong, then turning around and letting them have their normal things plus the new "toy" they wanted is not very smart....think about it, should one really be saying bad action = great reward?  Of course not, where's the punishment for the crime?

Yay!  One more year down.  So, January 8th was a birthday...no spanks for me though *sigh*.  Maybe next year.  One of those things I keep counting on for when I get to move on.

Classes start back soon too.  Interested in them starting and being done, always seems to take forever and then I never have enough time to do every thing I want no matter how well planned as some one or some thing always derails for one reason or another.  Outside forces that you cannot control are not helping factors when you want to get some thing done your way in your time.

I have successfully completed all but one of my finals.  Still a relief.  The last one, is the worst one.  It is scheduled for late in the evening, so I'm left for today to count down and look over notes.  Christmas vacation is almost here, I can taste it...

Speaking of taste, I love peppermint.  Along with chocolate there is no better thing.  I decided I was going to try to make a peppermint cheese cake I'd fallen in love with last year, but well I ended up eating my chocolate peppermints before getting any where near making the cheese cake.  I long for this time of the year, I can get my hands on peppermint bark for only a short time but I enjoy every last morsel.  Even when I have no hidden pieces left, I then look forward to Easter.  Not for the chocolate bunnies or peeps, but the chocolate cadbury eggs with the crisp shells that have the silky smooth texture to them when you let them dissolve in your mouth.  After that, I look onto the next Christmas season...

I hope every one's dreams and wishes this holiday season come true.  I will enjoy family and friends as always, and have a bright happy relaxing time!

Either there is a very nice hacker in the CM halls, or CM really needs to spice up their poof profiles.  I've had my rolling laugh and now it is just annoying...

I had a good Thanksgiving, friends and family all around.  Mostly on the move, but still was nice to see familiar faces.

Starting my last week of current classes.  I should say finals week, thank goodness.  I am looking forward to the break, looking to after as well.  I am counting down between now and summer months an fall leaves.  I have plans to at least temporary move or "vacation" depending upon how one looks at it, to another area for job/career opportunity possibilities for after graduation in the fall.  I just have several classes before that though to do excellent in first.  That does not leave much time for play!  I am always such a busy girl, but I suppose that's better than idle hands...or is it?  Getting into some trouble worth an extra spanking does sound intriguing.

So it is Thanksgiving break...or as most like to call it around here the vacation week for hunting deer.  Its been far too wet and cold to go out for me, but some body around here will get a deer.  Deer is tasty...enough said!

On other notes...been looking into what I could do with some rope.  Lots of things can be done with rope.  Now, just to get into some fun!

Maiesiophili....had no idea what that was, and decided to look it up and read.  O.o that was a surprise.

So I spent my time reading the last few nights.  Nothing specific though...well each story/article had its own topic of course, but I didn't stick to one straight topic.  I read up on some animal things, public play, general M/s, electric play, knife play, play rape, and so on.  Also have to say was browsing online shops and other things.  Normally, I'm not a shopper, I don't like going to a store and getting "pretty" cloths or "pretty" any thing.  I hate pink or cute wittle things....love dirt and being rowdy in comfy cloths lol.  Just one of those times I want to look....hmm sign of going soft or tame?

Sleepless night and no one else is awake to talk to...

One more year and I will graduate.  About time!  Honestly I've been in school too long, should've graduated earlier.  However, life had other plans.  Between family blind sides and hardships, it has been a long road.  I cannot wait to get finished and find my own niche' so to speak in the working world.  I know finding a job isn't going to be easy, but going to change places and with the degree I'll have I'm hoping it will improve my chances a great deal.

On other notes, I've been dabbling with photography and design.  Nothing I can share here, don't want things posted here able to be referenced to other places.  Maybe some day will do a few creations and photographs to show off here.

On the kinky side...well I've just been snooping and making a "wish" list of sorts of toys and other interests...girl can day dream right?  That's all I can say on that or I might get myself into some trouble with my One and only.

I should be studying, but I'm not.  I should be doing some thing productive, but I'm not.  I just can't seem to sit still.  Boredom and random thoughts that shouldn't be crowd thoughts of productivity.

I suppose a small break wouldn't kill me or school work.  Naughty is as naughty does I guess....now only to make that productive.

Random chat offers will not be accepted.  Not that I'm not flattered, but no.

My evening to complain.  Enough said...if you don't want to know then don't read.  It is that simple.  Flaming and other idiocies are not wanted nor is participation required.

Too many assume that if there is no huge red text of ownership, one is not owned.  Quit assuming that and read profiles.  That is what they are there for.  If the person you are looking at is not looking for a Dom, Domme, poly, etc then most likely they don't want it! 

Men and women need to take a minute and make an appropriate response to a profile, not just a bitch get on your knees or kiss my ass request unless that profile specifically states such.  If you want to win, you have to strike home right?  No one has game any more....or its so damn boring its pathetic.  I would really hate to even think of how boring play time must be with those people.  If you cannot make some rational effort in writing an appealing response to a profile, I bet play time isn't even worth getting up for o.O

Don't right a novel, but at least make it WORTH attention.

Late night...can't sleep.  Guess being aggravated doesn't help getting to sleep.  I've been having more things happen lately than I care to deal with...need a break.  Swimming sounds nice, but too cold and rainy.  Not that the rain is a problem, lightning is though.  Oh well, some day soon.  If it will stop raining I can at least go horse riding, or should say work on going horse riding...

Any ideas to get to sleep sooner than later?  Warm showers n warm milk (yuck!) do not appeal.