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Male Submissive, 46, visalia, California
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Male Submissive, 41, cleveland, Ohio
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About Blueyes80
Hello again.. Well things are going alright just taking care and doing what i got to do.. I am began to get worried weather i am a true Sub or not. I have learned over time to take care of and fend for myself, however i still dream of being someones fully. Maybe that is all it will be a dream. As far as likes and dislikes still learning. I will say however that I have a ittle boy so if ya don't like kids then ya may as well not bother... I am a sub/slave (still learning) at heart, however I am a mama first.
Thank you for your time and have a good day.
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Just so you now if you want to own me I will challenge you I will see if you keep your word tired of training my own Master/Dom.. want one that knows his place you cant truly teach a person to be a Dom ether you are or your not.. |
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Don't think because I have spoken to you over the computer that you own me. I will NOT be owned thru a computer.. I want a Master/Dom that is real.. To many fakers use the computer to "own" girls . I am a good girl but not thru computers.. been there done that.. never gets farther then the computer.. |
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Hello all. I wanted to say first off to those that have or do send me message I am sorry I have not been replied sooner. I have alot going on right now and not much time for on line. However I want to think you for your messages. I do want to say at this time I am not looking for anything. It is not cause I am with anyone it is cause i do not have time at this moment and feel it would be unfair. However thank you for the messages and such.
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Hello all,
Well things are still great, but I am no long with Sir... We have came to the thoughts to just be friends... He is a great guy, but I need a true dom... and think i am just gonna stay single and take care of my babies for a spell... working too much to find one and the ones I seem to find I am suppost to teach... I want one just one dom that I don't have to teach.... one day I will find that one and until then I will just kneel and learn.. |
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Hello all long time no hear.. Sorry LOl I do check just haven't had a lot of time to write on the journal anyways.? as far as how things are going.. Well they are GREAT!!!!! I am happy the kids are happy (his and mine) .? I never thought that this would be possible but it did. Things are not going slow at all..I know I should, but just can't seem to help myself. (He doesn't seem to ether) lol. well I hope to hear from some of ya'll soon.?
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Well we have been together a month so far so good. I meet his family today and I mean OMG there are alot of them..LOL. I like the way things work between us I am his pet and so forth and I like the vanilla that is in our lives and yet under it all is not so vanilla..LOL The cute thing is less then a month ago it was just a bf and now it is growing to be more... I never thought that this could be the case. I know a few on here are talking with him and kinda helping him out with all this and I want to say Thank You from the bottom of my heart. It is great the whole potato sorta speak...giggle
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?Hello again all...
Well things are great so far so good... Oh yea I think I may have to make a correction in my last journal entry.. Did I say turning him....LOL I think he has been a Master before he says no, but Dame.....LOL I am his pet and got into trouble last night. I did it to see if he would mean what he said and got a spanking and a good one dang my arse still hurts, but it was nice to see a man Vanilla or not mean what he says.. I am sure there are a lot of you out there that know what I mean... So keep your fingers crossed...
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Hello all miss me...LOL? well things are going great. I have a vanilla man in my life and we are kinda taking things slow and he is nice. Who knows.? I am grateful for now to just be able to be myself. i think as one friend told me that I am turning him to the darkside ...LMAO. The boys are good and I am working (hard) what a pain, but? needs to be done. I have also moved to the Cheyenne area (meaning in town) LOL it is closer to my job and better for us all. Well if ya have question please feel free to ask. As so if someone whats to fuss about me being with a vanilla well lets say when they are opened minded it don't feel very Vanilla....LOL but if you have questions go for it he reads what I writen sent o e..
Well ta ta for now and blessed be.
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Hey all someone remind me never to jump so fast please. I am such a sucker for liers that just want a one night stand. MMM stupid stupid stupid. You would think that I am old enough by now to know the diff between real and fake guess not. The bad thing is he didn't even have the guts to tell me on the phone or face to face he let me know by not calling or responding to texts. And then finally when I sent a message on here he finally had the guts to tell me. I will not say his name for I do not agree with that, but It is sad when a man has no guts to be honest and I need someone that can be and is. |
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Hey all sorry I have not been on alot . I now have a job and between that and my boys it is hard to get on. I do still think of my friends on here and miss you all very much. Shoot me a message and I will reply. I am off on wed and thur and that is the day I check my messages.
Blessed be
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Well guys and gals my Master came down this weekend ood and it was great tho the time went way to fast for me. Master is kind when I am good , but strong when I am bad. He meet my boys and they adore him. I never thought I could feel like this. Even my sassiness he likes...LOL he says it gives him a reason. I never want to be with anyone eles. We got my collar this weekend and my tags. I can't wear my collar out, but i put my tags on and wear them everywhere. I now know I am blessed and I am thankful for my friends on here, but I am most thankful for my Master. |
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A friend sent me a message it was something he had read and I love it so I am posting it on my Journal for all to read.. This is what I feel a real true Master is...
"As it is often important and often even necessary for one human being to have certainty and a clear understanding of the intentions, desires, motivations, and needs of another, I offer this testimony in trust and sincerity. I am a dominant man. I am just that. I am not dominant because of any superiority on my part. Not because I feel more intelligent or wiser. I am not dominant because of the strength or the mass of my body. I am not, nor would I want to be dominant with all women. Yet, to you I am Master.
I am your Master only after earning your trust and I embrace your submissiveness. I have looked into your heart and mind, and clearly see your desires and passions. You have thrown away your desires and passions. You have thrown away your fears and inhibitions. You tell me of the needs of your heart and body. You have given me total access to your soul, and I accept the responsibility and honor.
You are a woman. You are not weak or inferior because of it. You are a treasure to be cherished. We are not equal. I have the strength of body and mind and the instinctive need to protect, possess, defend, and provide for you. You are a woman and instinctively stronger of will and heart. Your belief in me gives me courage and direction. Your strength disperses my doubt. Your needs and desires encourage and give purpose to my efforts.
We are not equal. We are halves of a whole. We complement each other and make each other complete. My desire to dominate you is instinctive. It is not to degrade you nor is it degrading to you because you are secure in being totally feminine. We each recognize and accept our worth, and our need for someone to trust and fulfill our needs.
You are sure, strong, and proud in your womanhood. You do not submit as acceptance of inferiority, but from strength and passion. You expect a man to stand strong and be a man. You desire and flourish in the strength and control of a man. In return you present control of your body, unqualified trust and honesty, and the faithfulness of your heart. You submit because I have earned your trust. Because I have opened my heart and soul to you. Because I have listened to your word with my ears and heart and have learned to anticipate your needs and emotions. And because I have proven worthy in your eyes, you have given me the only true treasure of life; you have given me dominance over you.
What you give is not abnormal, but pure, natural, and the rarest gift a woman can give a man. You have given me complete and unshakable assurance of your commitment to be. Your submissiveness is a magnificent gift and sacred responsibility. I accept this from you with humility and joy. I understand the rarity and purity of this gift. I recognize it is your body, mind, and soul. I dominate you only because you have allowed me to, and when I see your body kneel before me in my mind and heart, you are raised above all other women and all the treasures of the earth.
Within the bounds of our relationship...it is my duty to protect you, and that you will know, that under my care; NO harm will come to you as a result of actions taken by Me or you.
That is my responsibility, to protect you from yourself if necessary.
What you give freely cannot in reality be bought." |
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MMM I think I may have found one a true Dom/Master.. time will tell however, but I have high hopes and a good feeling about him.. we have talked for a bit and so far so good... I never thought I could feel like this..I am normaly a big doubting Thomas, but with him I have few fears.. I hope this work heck I pray this works...mmm there is so much I wish to say about him, but not sure where the limits are in that.. whe have yet spoke of it..I think he was going to ask me today to chang my statis, but I think he remembered that I will not wear an on-line collar.. He respects the fact that I am a sub/slave... this is all new and yet not.. I am glad I had my fake masters and such if not I would not be this gratful for this one.. Once I am his and I am pretty sure I will be. I will give his name with his ok.. Well think thats enough chatting from me..oh yea my friends I already have on here does not bother him at all..ISN'T IT GREAT |
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Read this on someone profile and had to...let me know if you can read it...lol
: Aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. If you can raed tihs, psot it to yuor wlal. Olny 55% of plepoe can. |
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Hello agian all...Well I think I found something out about myself...lol a big something it seems I am not a slave, but a sub.. I have Meet a Master I guess you could say and pushed all my limits.. There are things i will not deal with or am unable to deal with.... The BIG BIG BIG thing I will not nor ever will deal with is any thoughts of me and my boys sexualy..That will NERVER EVER HAPPEN and it it just wrong.. So do not think you will get what you want from me that way..All I will do then if fight and I am a sub by choice, but I am also a wild cat when need be and no matter how much you may puniish me this will not change ever..... |
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Well tonight i guess I found my line...I will not speak it for I am ashamed... I feel betrade by him and it hurts in my heart... This sorrow that holds me... My dreams that I had dreamt was never like this... I can handle pain to the body and still please my Master, but pain of the heart.. I cannot...A cut across the skin will heal, but a cut to the heart just bleeds..
I am now free and will post myself as such, but do not expect me to jump into anything without hanging out...Getting to know people... When I first logged on someone very kind gave me advice and I did not heed well I am heeded now.. And thanks u to those that tried to help me before.. I will listen now... |
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Well all it has been two days with out my Master and I can not sleep..I am up till 5 or 6 in the morning waiting as a good slave should, but I do go into the chat rooms here and someone accused me of being there for the wrong reasons.. I go to the chats to listen and watch and learn this is all new to me and wish to do things right for Master when I am with him..So I watch other slave/subs and other Masters/Doms.To see what maybe in store for me.... Please do not judge me when u don't even know me.... I am tired of people action like they do when they don't....Meaning if I hug someone in Chat room it is cause I know them and they are my friends..Do not take my enexperiance for weakness.Thank u and have a good day |
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I am just writing to say that there are a few of u out there that keep telling me I need to back off my Master since we have yet meet, But I have a question how many of u have gone out meet someone and just know... that this is the one...and go home or to there home and sleep with them and such.... I am not here to be judged by any other then my Master...period I do not need nor am I asking for ur blessings.... for those of u that are just wanting me to be careful thank u for ur concern I am gratefull, but Isn't it called falling for a reason and Unless u take that jump u will never know.... I will jump for my master and so I can find out.... I know what I already feel is true and real and I know what I feel from him.... I still wish for friends but for supportive friends not bossy meanies.... Thanks u agian and for those that this doesn't apply to then please ignore....blessed be |
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Just sitting here it is a lonely night... I am waiting for my Master... Which is hard for I hunger so...I pray it will be soon that we can get togethere.... I wish to feel him above me and taste him, feel him inside of me.... I crave it like food but worse... I need it...even if I am being bad.. Any form of touch.. I care not what kind... Oh Master please come soon... I die a little without u.... |
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I have just finished speaking with my Master and I am so hungry,,, no ideas other Masters and Mistresses. I am so happy and yet sad I am to go to bed to sleep.. I will obey and got to bed , but I fear sleep will not come... I feel to alive tonight to sleep, but the sooner I do the sooner I can see my Master... which makes me happy for soon I pray I will see him... So this means I will no longer reply to ur messages... When my Master comes I want him to be able to see that I have been a good girl. thanks u tho I am flattered |
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I have only been on this site less then 24 hrs and have already seen that I don't know anything of slavery. My one Master that I had before this one was not a true Master.... The one I have now We have yet to meet face to face... I pray with my heart I can be a good slave... I am afraid of displeasing him.... I am afrad that my idependance will come out... I have been so long on my own even with my old master I still was strong....Can I truely be weak and show what is inside..... I know I will rebel for it is in me to do so.... I am so very afraid and yet excited... Is this how a true slave feels??/ |
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