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Wow I was just reading over my fucked up journals. Crazy crazy shit I've been through. No wonder I've been in and out of the hospital for over a month. I miss posting my thoughts here but fetlife has way more interesting activity.
Im glad to post Im eating well again. I was doing saltines and water after my stomach flipped but 48 hrs I inhaled 2 footlong sandwiches. Ok that's a lie. I nibbled like a mouse for 48 hrs til I finished it. I'm proud and have a new 6 inch sandwich to get through. Yah!
Good news about my car. Toyota is fixing it to a tune if $0.00! Yes I had them do the oil consumption test and it failed with flying colors ! So they're changing out the pistons. If you have a Scion and its burning through oil take that baby in. They'll try to push back but dont let up.
My car is only at 35k miles so this engine coukd blow up issue is not something to wait on. |
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I have to mention the light works show this morning. Yes it was bad. I ran into the gym so fast I forgot my darn facial wash. I even checked WeatherBug which provides a nice Green-Yellow-Red status for lightening. It also give you the distance in miles from the last strike. Typically you'll see 850 miles away but this morning it was Red with 0 freaking miles away. In other words right over my head!
0 miles! The warning stated : TAKE SHELTER IMMEDIATELY! Beach Cities are starting to feel unsafe with this bizarre weather pattern over the last few years. Also the rain didn't drop like normal rain. It felt like I was sitting in one of those automatic car washes.
Texas people: That lightening is heading your way so please don't go running under a tree or worse a shed. Just don't! Also you're looking at possible golf ball sized hail!
It has been discussed that if you stood at the top of the Empire State Building and dropped a penny, the impact could kill someone. Is that true? Myth? Not really sure. Golf ball sized chunks of ice falling from the sky? I'm pretty sure someone could die from that. Just be on alert.
Also get weather bug or just go to the site and put in your location. Click on "Spark" so you'll get updates on how far the last strike was from your current location.
Be safe and take shelter if you feel that temp shift. |
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That last entry was terribly written. Point is I'll figure it out on my own.
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Can you believe this shit stain?
"So , you like anal. Morning , you seem a little uptight and hostile, I think you would benefit greatly from some adult play. It needs to benefit you tho...So how much?"
He must have realized his fumble so the next text was " I was just kidding" After that was " Hope you didn't take that text seriously".
Kidding? No you're being honest but passive aggressive. It's never going to happen.
So this douche calls and that's when I realize he's mentally fried zombie style. He's trying to talk his bull but I'm like nope.He even admits to his last girlfriend being a prostitute. Not an escort, sugarbaby , stripper that does extras but a full blown prostitute. He even said somethng about she wanted to get back into it then he paused ( typically a drop off pause = I need to change the facts and come up with a lie) ohh yeah so we broke up.Fucking liar no you pimped her out
He kept stating you're combatative because every stupid assumption I was like WRONG! Then he asked for a do over. What are you 10 years old?
Ohh he did the I know people and you could be sexual if you want to be. Ugg get the fuck out of here!
From what I gather his furniture business is most likely a front for his drug selling.
Just bad news.
I hope he drops his phone in the toilet so he never contacts me again.
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So check this out...So I'm sitting in my car in one of my usual pkinglots and a truck pulls in a few spaces next to me. The guy in the truck is on the phone talking. He says something like " no I'm not going out to the sticks up by Pennsylvania blah blah blah" right. I laugh because well that's east coast! Then I realize I'm being rude listening so I turn my head and just tune the guy out.
The guy is looking at the side of my head and I just do a nod and turn back to my phone. He gets of the phone and says hey what are you eating as he thought I picked up sushi at the nearby spot. So we end up chatting about NY for a bit, the people here, living here and of course I apologize for the state of my messy homeless style vehicle's appearance. He offers to take me for sushi but I decline seeing that I'm eating the store bought version.
We exchange numbers because well bumping into east coasters is like bumping into extended family. You may get pissed off at them from time to time but you'll throw yourself over hot coals to protect them as long as they aren't a serious piece of shit.
So dude contacts me while he's at the sushi place and offers me some of my fave yogurt. I accept! He's on his way to completing some refinishing project for a client so after handing me my cup, he scarfs his down and waves before leaving.
Sounds decent and I was so glad I bumped into someone from NY but there was still something in the back of my mind that seemed forced.
1. He parks near me but never got out of the truck to do anything at the stores nearby so that was Red Flag #1 I overlooked.
2. When he goes to get sushi/ yogurt he drives closer to the store instead of walking over.
3. He said something on the phone that seemed to be connected to the sale of drugs. Big Fucking No No
4. He said that he was in NY last year and even fucked an ex. Lame Also if you were in NY a year ago why are you talking about going there now on the phone but never really bring that up when you talk to me. Typically a person would say " Yeah I'll be in NY next week, month etc instead of I was there a year ago". Yup he slipped.
5. Dude knows I'm homeless and sends me a " sleepover invite". When I ask what that entails the dude is on some lame fantasy bullshit with" naked twister, anal, blow job,...ohh yeah he sent this to me while I'm sitting in my car in the fucking rain.
6. I mention my lady time and that I don't want to mess up his couch, bedding etc. My intention was to paint the : Ewww Homlesss woman baking in A Dexter Scene of Charton Heston Parting of the Red Sea Funk! In other words hazmat suits would come higly recommended. This was a Don't Touch Me Speech. I was trying to gross the guy out on purpose. Shit didn't even work!
7. Btw I smell lovely but I do my best to deter male interest.
I used to go to this one store around the corner from my home only when I needed a shower and didn't brush my teeth. The guy would try to take his sweet fucking time trying to hold me hostage in the store. I would blow my funky breath in his shitty face or I'd sit in my car and wait until someone came in and hurry to the counter because I knew he wouldn't pull that shit when another customer was in the store especially a man.
There were at least 5 local stores I could no longer go to because there was always this slimy piece of shit behind the counter.
Anyways..no you people don't even know what Real Sexual Harassment is like until you're punching one of those slimy bastards in the throat because they thought hugging you was a wise idea.
Back to thr story....
So our meeting wasn't some random coincidence, this fucker wasn't really on the phone. Everything was a SetUp!
What happened was guy was checking me out, saw my plate , knew I was from NY . He wanted to make sure by posting nearby to have a fake phone conversation dropping Penn since only a Tri Stater would turn around.
Yup I took the fucking bait like an idggit!
Epic fail.
I had to break it down to him that ummm once again why is yet another three legged bafoon using sleep over when SLEEP IS NOT ON OFFER!
Today because I just turned on my phone I got " What's wrong with amazing sex between two consenting adults?"
Eww did this fuck go full backpage whorestry in my phone? Get the fuck out of here with that "amazing sex" bullshit! Amazing sex to me could be repeatedly kicking you in the nuts, pissing in your mouth, calling you a filty cock sucking cunt as I gag your ass with my strap to just drop you and walk out with 2k while you lay there huddle up in the fetal position.
Nope didn't tell him any of that above as we already know he'd twist the shit with " ohh so you are a whore, we're just haggling ovet price". You don't give shit stains more rope to hang themselves with especially if they're trying to fit the slack in that rope around your neck.
Apparently I can't hang too close to Harbor Blvd because since I have brown skin I'm being approached as if I'm a prostitute by racist whitey!
Another car pulled near me before this incident and the older white guy acted as though he wasn't sure why he was there. I was busy organizing my car but when people get too close I keep an eye on their movements.
I'm homeless not fucking stupid!
Ohh and he even used that " party" ie junkie term. Like can't dudes get laid here without trying to pump women with boose and drugs just so they can't slur out a No! Lame and Rapey!
I think I'm more pissed because he's " supposedly "from NY and should have know better than to come at me sideways.
He's already done the " I meant no disrespect" but follows that line with more bullshit.
With all that said I actually got some pretty decent zzzs in my car last night:)YAH!
Excuse my typos but writing on my phone feels like finger painting. |
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It's really coming down. I'm just glad lightening is not involved. Yup checked out weatherbug and the last strike was over 3000 miles away. Love tht app but eh no longer have room for skype.
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The Weather is perfect today! I'm at a park somewhere in Costa Mesa. I just realized there are so many little parks here hidden away from main roads. |
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Ok saw Zoolander 2. Came we say cameo overload? I still laughed my ass off but it was super slapstick and typically I need more than that. |
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Did everyone already know Deadpool was pansexual? I was watching and thought ummm that voice?
Also scraped plate? They actually have an app so someone can pick up your left overs to give to those in need? Sounds like they're trying to kill people! Bet someone created this after watching The Hunger Games.
Still someone breathing and dropping facial hair into the food they've been consuming to scrape off into a bowl for " the needy"? All kinds of no.
The heart is in the right place but there should be a company that pays for a portion of the food you purchase that never leaves the restaurant in your grubby hands! Instead it's being delivered drooled over and then after you're done the food is scraped over your germy ass remnants? Gag.
Can we say ebola? Anyways onto Zoolander 2.
Deadpool was good. Don't forget to stay after the credits.
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Movie-thon Zoolander 2 & Deadpool. |
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Wow they just keep messaging on " how can I fuck you over just a bit more".
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So people I've blocked are creating new accts to offer fake help? Wow that's a new low but at this point I don't have the greatest view of 99.9% of men anyways. Hmm the Let me see how I can benefit from your misfortune shtick. Can we say " predictable" class? Lol |
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I wish they would update the site to support video uploads directly from your iphone or android. I keep getting plug in not supported. |
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Ok I"m looking at places in LA on Airbnb and the prices are crazy cheap. One guy is even renting out a patking space for $10 ( B.H. adjacent)?
A house in Bellflower is $20 a night and it's a brand new home. Actually I noticed no other furniture besides the raised Aero Bed but still it's pretty cheap and you get a pvt bath! If I lived in LA I would just run around doing AirBNB for months. It's way cheaper than having your own apt.
If anyone wants $20 off of their first booking of $75 or more send mea message! This is for new sign ups. If you already have AirBNB it will not work. Obviously I too receive a $20 credit which will help me out of this car much sooner. |
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So my sister is coming out from NY to Santa Barbara. Well she's doing LAX and her new potential beau is going to pick her up in HB. Yes she's driving down to see me in OC first before going to Santa B.
Now here's where my excitement faded. She tells me first that the guy has that stereotypical "gay lisp". Now I asked her umm did you ask him if he's gay? She said that he was pretty adamant about not being into dudes at all. Hmmm ok.
Here's where shit starts sounding "funny" so he just bought a home in Santa B. and is trying to rebuild a relationship with his father. Hmm wonder what could have created a wedge? Hmmm
No I haven't gotten to the weird part yet..
So dude is all excited for her to come out but then decides to " ohh my best male friend is coming out too" Fail.
You have a hot woman coming out to spend quality time with you but you're going to bring out the male friend that tends to attack the women you're dating? Yeah all kinds of nope.
Now I've been through this fucked up scenario before hell even when I was 16yrs old a 32 year old man would come into my job ( not even a customer) and would verbally attack me because the assistant manager of the theatre had a crush on me. Yes it was his " friend".
It wasn't until I turned 19 that this same man apologized when I bumped into him at another job.
I went through this a few more times and now I just side step any guy exhibiting those cues.
Down Low Fuckery.
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So let's get back to my sister's issue.
What I told her was since he'll be picking you up from HB I'll sniff him out easily. So she must have contacted him back and asked " why is your friend coming out the same time I'm going to be there?". He snapped and said ugggg what's the problem? First you can't do little planes and now this? Apparently we're just not meant to be.
Yup dude got all three shades of sassy with is gag reflex voice.
She's kinda devastated but I told her the guy is down low and wanted to use his little bitch to pick at you so he could feel better about himself.
I went through almost an identical set up and I have a female friend ( don't talk to her much as she's forever walking around with a bullseye on her back)
She invited a lesbian out then texts some straight guy to show up and sits back and watches the drama unfold. It's fucking dirty because people can get physically hurt in the process but she finds it funny.
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So here's the thing about VDay.
Yes I already hear the groans and grumblings from men. I'm even seeing some going full boycott mode. Blah blah Hallmark sales...it's about making us buy shit...I don't want to few obligated. Whhhaaa. Stop your damn whining!
Who was there for you when you shit in those pants? No not your mother! I'm talking about when you became an adult.
No I'm still not talking about your mother! Shit move out and answer this question next year!
Anyways for the guys that moved out..
Every year we celebrate holidays for parents, children, siblings, step assholes ( don't lie I know you bought them something) even an excuse to spend money all to get wasted. Yup you are Not Mexican but we all saw your painted up ass hugging a lightpole shitfaced on Cinco De Mayo. Yup
So V Day is just another holiday where you can spread some cheer, love , kindness and perhaps spank some ass or get spanked. Point is if you do nothing sure she'll say " no biggie" but really she'll think "damn he couldn't pick me up $3 in chocolate?" No I'm not talking candy bars either.
If you live with your folks not paying a dime in rent then you should have no problems going BeastMode on Vday.
Anyways this is my public service announcement for the day. :) |
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Again:
Airbnb is the only hope. If you have AirBNB giftcards please do send them my way. Hotels are out of the question. Creepy " stay with me "predatory kinky fuck offers are OUT!
All Airbnb giftcards have to be purchased in USD.
As far as places go I did check back with the most reasonably priced place and they're still full which doesn't come as a shock. |
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Today I enjoyed a lovely shower. I also got carded today and thought " seriously? I don't look 16 nor 17. |
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Ok so a topic of male feminists came up on fet ..
My response was made in jest.
Eh well the only male feminists I've bumped into tend to think :
1. I'll ask her out but bitch pays 50% of our meal even though I ate a hamburger and those wings and later had a T-bone but she only had a milkshake so...Bitch gimme $97 for your share and don't forget to tip!
2. Ahh now that we've enjoyed a lovely meal (s) hope this bitch brought condoms because I want to enjoy female sexual freedoms! A few mins after sex...not sure why she's unhappy. I mean did she really think female sexual liberation was about more clit action? Haa that's cute. Besides she's responsible for her own orgasm. It's not my fault she's too slow to cum before me.
3. Cums...again..Well why are you standing there with cum on your tits we're equal now! Go get your own damn cloth!
4. Can't wait until she moves in! I'm ordeing full cable PPV because bitch is going to pay half! Can't wait until the next fight match! 50/50 on rent too! Ohh this leaves money for games, strippers and cam girls! I'm a die hard male feminist! Get to work bitches rent is due!
5. What you're pregnant? Damn but we're equal and since we're responsible for our own bodies looks like you're paying for that! Babe no one told you to be a Wide Receiver!Feminism rocks hard just don't vomit on my new football bathroom mat. It's limited edition babe.
6. Go make me a sammich...Oh right that feminist shit... Babe go make me TWO sammiches but ummm give me half of each one! Lol
7. What babe? Cheating with women? Ohh no babe we're a team! I can be with women and so can you!. I would never fuck a dude and you wouldn't fuck a dude either.! See 50/ 50 all the way babe. We'll share her! Damn can't believe that actually worked! I'm fucking them both on my limited edition football bathroom mat. Go Team Feminism!
Yeah pretty much sums it up lol. Hopefully people can take a joke but basically to some extent I've seen this in action. |
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Not sure why I'm getting chat requests. This feature is not available for cell phone users. |
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Airbnb is the only hope. If you have AirBNB giftcards please do send them my way. Hotels are out of the question. Creepy " stay with me "predatory kinky fuck offers are OUT! |
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Why aren't there more journal writers on here? Also who's idea was it to get rid of Tetris! Bring it back!
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So I planned to go to the beach and get some needed sleep this morning but after putting some things in storage I just zoned out. I did that the other night and wondered where 4-5 hrs of my time went. Day dreaming is so relaxing and calming but a serious time waster.
I was shopping for a beach umbrella because even though my car says it's 58f it feels more like a decent 90. Problem is you can't just find a beach umbrella anywhere. The only thing I found was the 100sq ft tent with no netting. Booo!
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Need to take a shower I seriously SMELL homeless. Now I see why square footage is so important. Your funk and skin flakes have an area to spread into. A car? Ugg you will start smelling yourself by day 2-3 and will hunt around like a jackass wondering where it's coming from. Yes thay's really you.
I will make my fate theirs. |
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More predators making their apperance. Thanks for the true self reveal! It's like Christmas and it's snowing gizz infused messaging! |
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Has anyone used the word " Shat" in conversation? I have no idea why that was a question worth putting in my journal. |
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Leasing office now has all of the pictures. Now remember the kitchen rat? Well he attempted to apply and got DENIED! Haa .
There's more but not at liberty to post those details but it's bad.
So the leasing office knows about this too.
The blatant law breaking harssment/ Citizen's Arrest
Police showing up daily
Massive distruction to property
Subleasing not one but two people? Illegal!
I'm also sending her the proof of the text where he states he received my rent. So he's caught in a lie right there! Bam!
He also texts the details of the kitchen rat's tenancy. Oops ( Sent)
As the saying goes..Dig a grave, you better dig two! |
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Cops from the citizen's arrest came back and saw the shit the gut wrote in marker all over my door and the walls. They also told me to take pictures of the camera facing into my room. They were trying to push me to get all of my stuff out but nope. Coming back tomorrow to set shit off. It's 30th and I havent had a wink of sleep! |
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Who the fuck wants to come over and do Pilates til 11:59pm tomorrow night? Lets set this shit off! Grab a fucking yoga mat and lets do this! I'll spam this fuck'n address Free Pilates on clist. Fuck this clown bitch! |
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1/30 Only one day left and...
So I figured giving the child some hours to sleep it off would work but I return to the door he put on ripped off the hinges and a bunch of writing all over the door in crayon. Also a garbage bin full of empty cans of beer which helped to fuel his rampage. Now I'm a slut? Where the hell did that come from? Typical sexual harassment. I called the police again but this time two young cops my height appear. Now they gave me the " he can write whatever he wants on the walls of his own home". I suppose the citizen's arrest is making him feel invincible so he's now put the camera facing into my room with no door. Sick as fuck right? Yup.
I still do not want to leave! I'm fucking livid and want to stand my ground! So my plan is to book my AirBNB and come back and sit in this fucked up room and do yoga poses or maybe I'll read Psychopictography as this would be an excellent mind over matter challenge.
I'm almost dying for this bitch to take a swing at me so I can watch his ass get hauled the fuck off to jail. They keep trying that " it's a civil thing" line but this has gone way beyond that with the sexual slurs he's hurled my way.
Also found out my number was being forwarded and he said something odd about me being a cam girl. Ohh yes little bitch had plans. |
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Now he's attempting to antagonize but I just flip him the bird and call jhim a junkie loser. |
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Remember the journal entry dates are off. 1/25 is really today 1/29. They're off by 4 days not sure why. |
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Posting pictures of the door. Can't believe the anger. Pictures 11-14 |
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So glad I moved out most of my things. I know he felt like a loser bitch having to pick up my shit and put it back inside. |
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Well I spoke too soon. This loser got all fucked up on his drugs and decided to break the door down and throw my belongings in the dirt.
So I called the police and the told me the ball was in my court. I could do a citizens' arrest or he can fix the door.
I told then he first needs to get in that dirt and put all of my belongings back in my room. The Domme in me was enjoying watching that bitch crouch down barefoot as the police said " well you heard her get moving".
The bitch couldnt just be a good boy and keep his mouth shut so I waved the officers back and told then to make the citizens arrest. He's ticketed and will have to go to court.
Haa bitch! The officers told me I already knew the guy was off just waljing in. They could smell the overdosed on wax + pot.
Now he's trying to blast music and be a menace by kicking the door open after having to put another door on the room.
The police said I should just leave if I can as there is no moral high ground to win here.
He's now desperately trying to harass and force any type of interaction which is what I saw when I moved in. |
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No drama for the last few days which is a good thing. |
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Finished moving out 98% of my things. Today is J day as in Junkie Antics Day. I have a feeling I may come back to locks changed but that's illegal so we'll see what the police do if they need to be called. |
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If you see " browsing by phone" chat requests don't work by phone here.
Don't send random " circle of friend" ads to strangers! This isnt facebook nor fet. |
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Also why are random men seeking my pity? It's like they start unloading their problems on me. One guy was like " I was raped by some dude". I'm thinking ummm ok not sure how I'm supposed to respond to that. Just today I received pictures of some guy using ice on an injury making it look worse. Again I respond with " not sure why you sent that to me" .
Another that tried to hit on me 7653322 times tries this " you don't know how hard my job is when junkies attack you".I'm thinking ummm you're a security guard with a gangbanger past so why would I start saying ohhh nos your poor thing. You fucked over people in the past just for kicks or to quench the thirst of boredom. Why would I feel some deep sadness for this guy?
Even the junkie roomie did that shit. I come in mumble what's up because the bitch decided to make the hallway part of his fucking bedroom giving no one any privacy or space and the dude just unloads his problems like I'm his fucking therapist. I remember I was on the phone and the person listening is like why is dude talking all of that bullshit? Doesn't he realize you were acknowledging him not actually asking him about his fucking problems? (Keep in mind this was before shit went south)
Now I see why one guy that inquired about the room asked him " bro got a girlfriend?" Yup dude was trying to ascertain the extent of junkie lonely shit vs a guy that just wants to share the cost of living. This is also why dude took forever to fix the door. He wanted attention like a fucking child and figured if my privacy wasn't available he could push into my personal space and get in my face. This is also why he said " I'm moving you into the livingroom" because with no doors I'd be forced to interact.
Sick Fucking People.
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Did one load of items. Stopping for some Starbucks ( no no where near the place they work. Actually I've never even been to that Starbucks)
Today will be the day if shit is going down then this is the day the police will probably be called again. |
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I spoke to a guy in his mid 20s told me of a studio place that has a waiting list. I'll check that out tomorrow along with moving out more items. He said his neighbors are mostly single moms and seniors. As a white male he said he doesn't go through half the bullshit women do and a woman of color really has to fight twice as hard for the basics. I was amazed how self aware he was.
Also one old timer on here said he may have something but after listening to his drunken needy bullshit for a few hrs I realized nope just another piece of shit attempting to play on my current situation. Gotta love that predatory shit right? Let's see if I can bust a nut with my lippy dick talking about shit that has no connection to your current situation. Of course I enjoy someone of the piece of shit males I encounter as it provides that awesome " never interested" vibe I have held for so long. Everytime I think " hmm maybe..."a few too many shitbags later and I'm like "nope maintain your present course, not worth the effort."
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Everyone is asking why not find my own place right? I had my own place for years but had to move when it hit 1760. Most places in decent areas are just not affordable for me at the moment. Most white males from 18 up to 40 in general don't live alone nor pay for their own appts. Most roommate until they either get married or find a gf. Trust that on dating sites it was rare to come across males that lived alone. In my old HB pad my neighbors started out young prof same as myself. All of my neighbors were mostly late 20s to late 30s males with the 40+ female that lived alone. As time changed those men started moving out into dude caves. I stayed but the next neighbor groupings became 50+ men living alone and older 50+ couples. The younger crowds of 25-40 were leaving in droves. I stayed as 50 to 100 a month rental increase just didnt seem too bad although nosy needy neighbors started becoming a pain.
The last increase brought a huge number of younger 22+ but living 5 people to a 1bdrm apt. This is also when I caught a homeless man sleeping in the laundry room. Also a mix of men here on work visa from parts of Europe , India and the middle east to families that were once home owners.
My last week in my place I ordered Chinese from my the place I've enjoyed for years. The delivery guy explained that he moved three of his sisters from HB and NB out to Brea, Anaheim and Santa Ana in the last month since the costal regions are going through a San Fran gentrification routine.
Even an ex in real estate said it shocked him when prices jumped by 300 a month more in a matter of months. So yes I got caught in the middle as I had never planned to move. I figured I'd do the roommate thing for awhile and wait until things stabilize. |
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Went to the police dept. today and picked up my incident report. It showed that the police officers explained the eviction process to these knuckleheads. So to be on the safe side the officer told me to move out my most important things then just leave something that can be a pick up and go option. I'll start moving things tonight on the 22nd and then leave basic sleep gear inside. I'm staying til the 31st fuck leaving on the 25th. Their notice is bogus as its supposed to be a 30 day not 20. I read up on the laws and I'm good but losers will still try shady shitheads so I'll need to be ready. |
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On fet: BlueYozakura or UnderMeNow
Still can't believe people think my pics are fake. |
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Someone thought the rules didn't apply to them. " Wait what....the universe of wimmenZ doesn't revolve around my obsession with using a woman as some inbetween utility to worship some guy's big dick???" OHH NOOO!Awww just go suck a dick already and stop hiding behind some random woman's vag to do it! Unfucking Real! BLOCKED ! |
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So after checking into the usual renting scams and rooms that don't even exist I think I'm going to check back into AirBnb. It's either that or creepy sober living housing. The pictures look nice but how fun can it be for an addict to live sober? Me going into this housing would be depressing but hopefully temporary. They post quite a bit on clist which could mean they have a high turn over rate. Also you're sharing a room with another person which can't be pleasant. I don't drink nor do drugs so ramdom testing will be a breeze. Still I can't imagine this being pleasant so I"ll be in that meh mood.
Don't message unless you're helping in a major way. Anything else will be auto deleted without being read and you'll also be blocked. Nothing is worst than attention whoring bitches using someone's troubles to get their bullshit validation fix.
Anyone I've talked to in the last 24-48 hrs knows where I'm coming from.
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I responded to a few ads for roommates. Lets hope my moment of strange is just that...a moment. |
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So it appears that they moved a forth loser in and this is of course so four male bitches can physically move me out by the 25th. How pathetic is that? |
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I'm actually back on the computer now.
For a moment there I thought someone actually broke in my room. They were all suspiciously quiet like a staged evening at the Waltons Holiday Special. Yes it was that fucking weird. Guess they must be bringing people in to show how normal they are until the strange begins.
Still I called the police thinking ooh wait pain chips at the corner of my door? Did this fucker take the bitch off of it's hinges again? I cancelled the b&w police request and said maybe I've mistaken things. I just was sure I vacuumed up those chips but the only way the door could be removed is from the inside. No way of getting up to this two story window without being seen by the entire complex so perhaps their behavior was just strange as they appear normal for today.
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So I'm chatting with a few SDs. Yes yes I know some will think but but but you're a Domme and this would be difficult being around another D type. Honestly Dominant men are far more easy to date as their wants and needs tend to be a bit obvious.
I need to write this out when I get back to The Junkie Black Lung Den. |
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Hmm site was off today. I was attempting to update BTC breakdown but for some reason the site kept shutting down. It's the 17th not the 13th btw. |
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So back to ponderings on a Real Move. So places or shall I say states of interest....Oregon? Green and a woman that loves to shop could enjoy No Sales Tax. Ohhh.
Next up good old ehh lets just jump the country. UK? Every guy is super fit right plus sexy accents? Hmmm. I hate planes but blow darts are still in existance right?
Some geeky guy needs to get away from VR machinery and go Next Gen with Teleportation. Let's see how fast the Banking system and Auto Industry crumble when we can move places with just thought. :)
Another thing... Young people need to play lotto! Tired of seeing 70 yr old people win! Download the app or something and spend a $1 or $2. I mean wouldn't you want to spend that money on living and not replacing a hip? Seriously!
Also old , young and inbetween people get up on Bitcoin! Yes you that just dropped your teeth into that glass! Get alittle at a time when it's at a low value and sit back, watch it rise and then cash some out. You can also collect some for free. When it drops in value you're able to collect more of it for free. If anyone wants to know how to get free btc just message me with "Free Btc". Simple and easy and send you to the sites that give the most.
For now gn:) |
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Umm so those cracking lights in the sky ...It wasn't lightening. It was that damn Disneyland Fireworks show. Lol. I'm not even that close and on my way back to the Junkie Black Lung Den I saw the fireworks in the distance. Le sigh. |
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So it's been about 48 hrs that my cat has been gone and it's probably the first time I wondered why the fuck am I still doing in this shitty ass state? First you say ok the weather right? Huntington Beach was all over the fucking place in weather. We had lightning actually hitting land and water, it fucking hailed at the beach. The weather blows! Sure you think it's warm pretty much year round but MAN has told mother nature to go suck a dick because $$$$$. So here we are seeing bizarre death style weatger and it's getting worse. Over the holidays it was colder here than NY for a few days.
You can't even drink the turtle zoo flavored water I mean really?
Dating? There's not one guy I met that was born here that I really liked. Not one. How sad is that?
Everytime I clicked with a guy I later found out he was some transplant.
Familiarity.Yes I'm not a fan of major change but perhaps that's been blocking me from experiences.
Here we go again with creepy ass lightening..Will write later |
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So my peachy is having some adjustment issues to his new temp home. Some bad dreams and he's also crying for me at around 4am. I just call, talk to him on the phone and he seems to call down to a nice happy purrrr complete with headbashings to the phone:)
My mother gave him a bath and he was surprisingly well behaved. She just talked to him about how fluffy he would become after getting clean and he seemed ok. Drying ? That was a different matter.
9 days until my move. It really should be 15 but we all know I live with three male junkie losers. Someone came in the other afternoon to rush to the bathroom for delightful puke. Like how fucking gross is that? Plus that whole deadly cough that makes you want to push a plastic bag over you face in fear you'll catch some bubonic shit. Yes I had a fever again after getting over the flu. Keep in mind I have only lived in the place less than 60 days. So umm yeah.
Ohh speaking of these pathetic bitches. When my friend came from NY to help with the couch move and to take Peachy on his first plane trip to stay with Moms, I told him look don't accept any assistance from these fuckers. They're the type to try to deal with their guilt with the "ooh hey you can use this" bullshit. I informed him if you get that just refuse. Like clockwork because "I see you bitch!" here comes the keyboard warrior with "Hey you know". Haaa no bitch you're a piece of shit!
Do you know this loser was so pathetic as to wait for me to come out of my 8th shower here to go "hey". I was like wtf really bitch? Creepy fucker. Note ( I was in a towel but still the hallway is not a fucking runway show)
Society is fucking up. When did cuntastic dude bitches become the fucking norm? Like wtf?? And the other prissy bitch wants to now play queer eye for the straight bitch again and start with the freebreeze spray when I use the bathroom. The bathroom is 2years of gross male filth stuck to just ewww but let's freebreeze after I use the bathroom not to mention purposely keep the bathroom 85% occupied with 2inch dick losers throughout the day hacking up lungs? Yeah umm just nope.
I'm annoyed but hungry.Time to eat something delicious.
I wish I had more positive news to report but I'm just grateful my cat is far far away from the land of cuntastic dude bitches. That is all:)
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So tomorrow is the day my baby bear goes away for a little while. I did my recycling and my address change form so what's left is some simple organization. I'm still looking online for platonic roommate ads locally and there are a few that appear to be promising. Do you know some ugly ass old dude is trying to get someone to not only play over 1k in rent but to fuck and kink up with him too. Lmao how mental is that bullshit? Now I see why there are so many women on clist that refuse to have male roommates! Unreal |
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Sugar D ( just platonic) will be out here in CA for a week to pick up my baby bear and help me move that couch back into storage. Im a bit pissed since I'll have shitty sleep loosing my baby and bed. Uggh those pathetic junkie fuckers! I feel like a terrible cat mother since I'm having to give him to my own mother. Ugg lame!
Anyways...roommate optiins will open right up without my little fur ball. I slept in my car for a better part of two months just so I could find a place that would take us both. Now it's like that whole time and sacrifice was worth nothing!
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Thanks to those that have been kind enough to wish me well. I'm planning to have my cat taken back to NY so he's out of harms way. Also so he's not used as my achele's heel as the bitch dude kept stating to the other two " where's my cat?" as if I was bringing my baby in for him. Yeah that was a ploy to make me feel stuck. |
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So I went to the leasing office to give them the scoop. Do you know this junkie lied and said he never received any rent? Thaks to him being a dumbass he admitted in text that he received my prorated rent. Oops lie sober dumbass!
So once the leasing office got word of this shit they found out about old freeloader. Yup If I can't be there then that bitch has to go to! So the office gives him the word.
This must have pissed him off but what did he thinkbI was going to start gathering my shit and cat and just run? You fucking with the wrong one.
Bitch decides to threaten me with the police. Bad move junkie. Black Lives do matter fucker and police love me!
So I call 911 a few times because he's threatening to put my shit out and keep my money.
He puts some bullshit notice under my door to be out on the 25th and later texts me some shit about I need to be out this week because he has someone moving in. Like wtf right? Guy doesn't have the balls to face me.
So I call the police as I'm room hunting. They show up and the freeloader and the other fem dude got the flashlight treatment. Yup they see your fucked up pupils bitch!
Femdudebitch tries to get sassy with the officer as I knew he would. He tried to tell them they were not invited in and the officer shut that bitch down with she lives here so...may I come in..I said yes you may! Haa
After that they got the word like look you can't remove her from her room, you can't throw her out. You would have to take her to court if you want to evict her. Bam!
We already know these little fucks cant afford to evict my ass if they loose their shit over $99.60 prorate. Yup. So that fucker finds out the cops were looking for his ass and he sends me some simple " I got friends at the dept bla blah". Whatever bitch we see you're all talk since I'm all about action! Now even the leasing office knows he's a lying sack of shit!
Everytime that bitch tries a scare tactic I spook that fucker with reality!
Btw the officers said I was brave to move in with complete strangers and a place of all guys 3 of them. I think that's what really got under their skin. Three guys trying to intimidate a woman with her cat? Pfff shit looks bad.
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Shit hit the fan last night. Now you already know I posted how the nicer guy of the three decided it was more important to get high and drunk than to fix the fucking door righf. He even said some bullshit about ohhh I expected you tomorrow night. Ohh right gave you rent on the 29th but you expect me to move in on the 5th? Since I prorated this month's rent to the tune of 99.60 dude lost his shit said I'm robbing him and also he can't have a cat.
Ohh and get this they're not your standard potheads but on that super concentrated shit called" dabs"+ alcholics as I've heard dude retching in the a.m.
So then he jumps with the police will be involved and you're a squatter bla blah. Yes I couldn't even hold a conversation with the guy because he was screaming.
Now this behavior is all part of the junkie induced comma shit + you have a man.
Ohh yes when old Sugar Daddy came through to help me move in my couch last week and my shoji screen and lamp the guys started acting weird. So looks like I broke some dreams down up in this bitch.
So let me get this straight. It's ok for some broke bitch to sit up for 3 months no rent to pay but the only woman in the house gets shit from prorating rent for 5 days out of a month because she refused to move into a place with a dirty carpet, dirty walls and a fucked up door that wouldn't close?
Umm just nope. So he's now saying " you will not fit in here" like that's an insult. It's the nicest compliment coming from him I could ever get! Also I'm supposedly now prorated til the 25th. So it's back to another room hunt.
Ohh and he texted me something about he's going to run a cam down the hallway to watch me. Wtf Creepy! I should have known something was up with the baseball bat behind the door. They take paranoid to a stupid level. 3 grown ass losers ranging from 5"8 to 6"5 and they're afraid of little old 111lb me! Haaa! |
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Why are the journal dates all out of sync? It's the 3rd of Jan 2016! Not the 29th or 30th. |
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Isn't this awesome? A female foot fetishist contacte me today! I'm just glad women are sharing in a predominantly male fetish! For this awesome discovery I'll be adding pics of my cute gel pedi I got today! Whoo!See Picture 10 |
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So almost forgot why vanilla sites appear way more fun. |
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Ok so people are asking "NO Pants"? Whaaat?
Here's a youtube video so you can see how this goes down.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?list=PL04BB57CAC423416E&v=n00NFbjv3WU
There are way too many dudes on here with great asses to miss out on this. Get out there and get that ass in something tight and cute!
Also I like the combo of tie and super business attire with briefcase but crazy ass undies! Shit is hilarious as fuck! Must have a serious face!
Go to improv anywhere website to look up past no pants fun and other fun activities with strangers near you!
Ohh and don't try that I'm too old too fat too ugly too whatever! Just no stained up undies! The oldest to participate was 85 and the youngest 1.5! Get with the program people! |
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Just saw a pegging class in a group on fet. Long Beach. Hmmm |
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Going to kick this weekend off with Karare Kid I II III and IV lol! It was going to be Princess Bride and Magic Mike but I needed a Naruto Style underdog wins out vibe. Don't laugh! It's old but a feel good movie. |
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Ok Who is
1. Local
2. Has Cable
3. Has SyFy
4. Is going to be home on NewYearsDay ( The 1st)
5. Is down to watch the Twilight Zone Marathon all damn day ..With Me!
6. Doesn't Mind Me In PJs.
7. Will not mind me screaming out shit like " It's A Cookbook!"
8. Has a Decent Bathroom
Send an "ello" my way! Also you can find me on fet : BlueYozakura
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Who's doing NoPants Subway Ride first week of Jan ? Its either on the 11th or 12th and should be fun:) We already know OC is not on point so it will be time for a trip to LA LA land! Blue Line anyone? |
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Don't worry I haven't fallen off of the map just yet but I'm getting a few things handled after moving in.
As expected the roommate with just a tad too much sugar in his tank appears to desire Queen B status. Now I see why women werent desired as a move in option.
So here's the latest " did you just?..."
Now I hate the bathroom that I'm having to share with 4 fucking people including myself. Its just eww I've only taken 3 shpwers there this month.
Yesterday morning I decide to jump in and take a candlelight shower. Yes it feels way better in the dark. Now we all know Cali is on this water saving shit so most shower pressure sucks unless you have one of those glirious showerheads complete with the handheld mount. The dude is cheap so we already know he's not on the comfort tip.
I take my shower which really feels like someone sitting me in s sauna and using one of those spray bottles to mist my face. Yes it sucks and you end up standing in there for over an hr just to get clean. Now at some point the candle goes out and I'm showeing in the dark with only the light under the door to help me see.
I get out when I feel clean enough and proceed to grab my towel and bag of toiletries to leave.
After I layout to air dry I hear a tap at the door. Dudebitch asks me to open the door. I proceed with " not decent what do you want?"
He states very clearly " Do you not know how to take a shower?". Yes this stupid cuntastic bitch dude says this shit.
I"m like "excuse me?"
Bitch Dude: Ohh I know that sounded weird but there's alot of water on the floor and I just put the mat on the balconey only days ago"
Me: Ok.
I'm thinking wtf is this little bitch on about. Then he just starts trying to play detective about ohh you must have dried off outside of the shower and blah blah blah.
Ugg its like your bitching at the woman paying rent but your kitchen rat gave everyone the flu with his nasty ass junkie cough. Riight.
Also my SD came for a visit from NY and helped me move a few items in.Why does this bitch post up in the livingroom like he's going to get robbed. The guy makes 10 times all of your bitch ass salaries and you worried he's after your build-a -bear Ikea furniture. Bitch please!
Ohh and why did this bitch ask me as I was leaving with my laundry " Where are you going?" Like eww wtf is that. I should have told that annoying fuck" ohh to change my tampon..You want one?"
Like ohh nosy will not do bitch. You need to focus on your girlfriend and that brokeback mountain kitchen rat you pushed up in this bitch.
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So yes this are way more positive going forward. |
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Bday tomorrow and I picked up my Peachy Bear today. I just couldn't take one more message from the guy and his gal pal about " come by and see your cat but ooh let me call us the closet bi chick you met that apparently thinks me visiting my cat is some type of social function. Now don't get me wrong here. I'm incredibly grateful that my cat had a swanky pad to hang out at for free but the constant messages of " how can I use you for this favor I offered" was fucked up. The woman was always contacting about some random shit then she'd go into " ohh you're so lucky he took your cat in" to some weird hang out invite.
I remember the first night I stayed over the guy's house he said ohh she is coming by. I didn't think anything of it until he said " ohh you're cooking dinner".I said wait what? I'm doing what? He said look..she said.....is cooking dinner. I said that's funny I dont even cook for myself so wtf is that shit? I was like aahh the rascist white old woman that thinks she's not racist because she fucks some stray black men and makes them her slave. Ohh no sorry not going to happen.
What happened over the course of 1.5 months was the invites to shit that in my current situation I couldn't attend or that weird bullshit hey come by and see your cat with this sense of urgency because her own daughter told her to fuck right off and wouldnt allow her to go trick or treating with her grandbaby boy.
Halloween seemed rather fucked because as I was getting my costume out of storage this bitch calls me like my cat is on fire then bullshits on the phone for 2hrs talking about " compared to your life mine was like a fairytale". Yes this 77 yr old bitch actually said that as I'm sitting on the phone bleeding through my clothes because she offered a shower and laundry when I was supposed to come by and see my cat. I'm thinking umm yeah so about my cat you ridiculous bitch...she then goes ohh no I'm already home and have to go wash my hair so maybe tomorrow. I was like woow.So since your bitter about your own kid you decide to take your frustration out on me in some creepy underhanded way?
That was the shittiest night ever. I had to inch myself into a gym soaked in my own blood to shower and later find a pkinglot to sleep in and hope no one woke me up. I was lucky because the gym wasn't even supposed to be open that late.
That was one dark ass Halloween not to mention a few hrs into late laundry I find out the woman at the condo I was to move to dies. Luckily I hadn't handed her $1400 but still pretty fucking dark.
I'm just grateful that is behind me and more importantly my cat is nowhere near those old crows. No I meant crows not crones as they were really hoping to pick my fucking bones.
I did throw some shit at her when she was practically beggingme to go to this fundraiser. I said hmmm maybe you should find someone living in a fairytale to go with lol.She was like ohh I'm not talking fairytale now but when I was a kid. You're 77 and white. Even if I was born at your time and lived in your area do you really think as a black women life was peachy fucking keen? Bitch is from Jersey so I should have known better than to see her as my peeps.
Still grateful for the cat stay but it wasnt free at all.
Ohh and old dude hit me up last night with hey come by and see your cat then segeway too lets have a threesome and said "just kidding" yeah right fool!
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Ohh forgot to explain the following day. So I went to the place where I originally puchased my tires and as expected I only had just under 2k miles on them. The warranty free placement doesnt work on nail damage that appears on the last tread so a brand new Yokohama was required. With an oil change, topping off all fluids, new windshield whipers, balancing plus rotating my total came to about $165. The guy didn't even charge labor as he felt I was being raked at a very wrong time of year. I paid but was pleased that my baby was back to hitting those turns:) The expense wasnt what I was expecting but figured this would give my roomies an extra day to get shit on point for my arrival. We already know that wasn't the case.
NY Sugar Daddy sent a nice $250 over after hearing of my tire issue. Yah!
Next up is shopping for peachy. I want to get him a kick ass cat tower like one that reaches the ceiling so when I get an address " nope not using the where I live one" I'm going to hit up ebay and go  ! |
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So because I had one last night in my air bnb spot I figured I'd pick up a Denny's sandwich and go back. I had some extra air put into my tire but I wanted to be careful and just get to the shop the nect morning. So I though ooh maybe Ill chat up that fireman since we moved off app. He was trying to get me to drive to him and spend the night. I was like hmmm just cuddling? I told him about my tire situation and he said he had a tow kit. Too easy and simple but I felt why not wait right? For all I know the guy is a rapey douchebag and Ill be trapped somewhere with a blown out tire spending serious$$$. So since wr talked on the phone for a few hrs while I sat in the pkinglot at Dennys I figured eh just meet me here. Bad Move.
Now the guy said he wasnt that tall like 5'8". Who cares right? Its not like I'm going to do track and field in 6inch stilettos.Also I'm 5'4" so bam dude is perfect height. Dude shows up in black truck and jumps out. I'm thinking hmm that's not 5'8" bro. The other thing...he looked sort of like dude in the photos but dude had some teeth on him. I realized he wasnt smiling in most of his pics but the face looked like he had a fence permanently burned into his skin.39? Lol when 15 years back? I kept hearing the longitude and latitude lesson in my head from like 3rd grade. Yes dude either airbrushes his photos or they're old.
Here's the thing..he stilllooks good but he must have lost some lip because it was like he didnt have any. Typically its not sonething I notice nor care about but the guy did a sneak a kiss and all I could think was "Why did that feel like I made out with a damn Walker!" It was all teeth. I kept thinking ok maybe I'm not getting in the game right.
Usually I dont kiss anyone on a first date and this wasnt even a date. He even hugged me weird with this slide hands around my back as if he was looking for a gun holster. Creepy Right? Like is dude patting me down?
He's where we clash...I'm a bit jumpy with the attempt at wandering hands. It just felt vile like ewe too much. The only thing I touched were the guy's arms and hands but he was attempting up under the bra and back around my lower back to my ass. I caught him and grabbed hos hands like umm dude we're in a fucking Denny's pkinglot. I even told him to go in and order something so it didnt look weird.
Ohh right..how we clashed..so he goes into some blah blah you're being cold and icy because I didnt let him kiss me the way he wanted. I kept stopping..saying nope to this and nope to that. I thought imagine if I went over to dude's place? Cuddling my ass! Then he said I want to have my way with you and the you havevto give alittle speech. I said aww that's cute ..you think it's all about what and how you want it. He almost called me an ice queen and that's when I thought darn another old dud. So he faked being tired and I realized I really was tired. I went back to the airbnb spot and was outcold in 5 mins.
That was a disappointment as I built him up in my mind to be this uber cute shy studdly guy. He was decent but not the hotness he shows in pics. Way too much teeth. He even played the let me cut you down neg shit and you'll want me even more. Nope just Nope.
In the morning I received an attempt at a dick picture and then the dick pic afterwards. I couldnt be more turned off. I told him dick pics are not the way but his ego wasnt having that and after the " you were practically asking for it" and my " wow what men tell themselves to hide their obsessions with their own cocks" I got that weird and bitter "Bye".
I actually thought he was single because of his 24hr day schedules as we talked for several hrs. I forgot how many dudes would say whatever to get you alone. So yeah that " you were asking for it line" was a serious wake the fuck up call. Geeze just skipped a fucked up night. Thank You Tire! |
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Ohh this will be a long one. Need a power cable so off to handle that and get wood spackle. Also sander, googles, respirator and reinforced tipped gloves. The one person that requires privacy needs to fix a fucking door . Yes 3 fucking dudes that apparently are in bitch mode. TSo glad my mother did consruction work for a living as it's time to go emasculate some dudes. The Sag I adored has disappointed me greatly with his smoke a bowl laziness. I get it but this is money you blocking fool! I keep looking like really dirty carpet? Come the fuck on. That other cat that pushed his house bitch into the mix was like well its just that corner he'd need to clean. What? He said that a few times like he was worried dude would clean two extra fucking fibers and oohs noos favoritism. Its like you brought your rub and tug bitch up in this piece but you trying to play queer eye for the straigh bitch? Get the fuck outta here with that petty bullshit.Ohh and I'd like to schedule chores. Never did that before but ohh you think since my vagina is here I'm going to tie on a doorag and go all out so you bitches can just maintain when your week comes up? Haaaa! Fuck that noise!
Toilet looks like some shit out of a SAW Movie and you think I'm cozing up on that? I pissed in that toilet like I was in a gas station bathroom.Almost went full OCD with using toilet paper on the sink handles and ohh I left the light off too. Thankfully the sink is on point but I really think that's because it's new. Also how does someone get a piss ring under the bowl? Like why?lol
Ohh and before all of this my tire had a hole in it. One mechanic a month ago said a $50 patch will do the trick. Fucking liar.
The day before my supposed move in I come to realize that my tire isnt going to hold any longer so its time. What happens is I go to one spot thet say 25 but where the damage is it cant be fixed. Its on the corner of the tire and a fix there will just unravel the tire completely. We've alk seen bits or chunks of tire on the freeway. No one wants to be that person so I contacted the place where I purchased them and had to go in the next morning.. Continue in next entry. |
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I'm enjoying my AirBnb spot! Also loving Tinder. There's a cutie fireman yup I was thinking wait what? Plus he was in the military and is a paramedic too. Channing is going to have to move way over and make room for this tall drink of water. He even said ohh we can have gym dates! I was like ooh an excuse to drool at the gym? Yes! I'm thinking what woman let him get away? Dude is smoking hot like calender/ underwear model status. There was a few more but one guy was making me feel dry. Ugg negs on tinder? = Unmatch.
So yes soon I will venture out into the dating realm because there are some really interesting guys out there.
Now I know you're thinking but "kink" right? He're the thing... Most D/s relationships I've had started very vanilla. I find that when I meet someone under the V umbrella kink happens organically not this " hurry up and give me my kinks before you realize I'm a walking piece of shit". Sex is similar to that as well which is why I'm rarely interested in the act.
So back to my nilla wafers...If I told a guy hey you know if you wear some lipstick to bed that would really turn me on. Most would protest for bit and then it would sink in. Next thing I know dude shows up with a damn traincase talking about so..."I have Sinful Scarlette and Rum Toast Toffee , What would go with my complexion? "...Haaaa !. Yup Nillas are where new kinksters live and breath plus they're interested in getting to know you way before they jump into what they may want. Hmmm something to think about fellas.
What I'm trying to say is most of you lubed up assholes aren't assholes everywhere. You obviously fuction in society without getting stabbed to death or shot right? How about you bring just a bit of that warm kind interaction you express to so many others. Some of you dudes were married once. I'm pretty sure you didn't start with "hey bitch feed me and let's get married". So umm yeah that's not going to really attract someone here.
Anyways best get to TWD:)
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Apparently my happy last post was missing something special..The Fucking Villain! I knew that sneaky bastard wasnt just an extra walking through the scene. So as Im gettinghas all excited they inform me a freeloading couch surfer was going to be staying. Ahh so a woman can be homeless with her cat but has money to pay but we're going to move in some dude thats been laying up on his parents for 33yrs no degree and doesnt have money nor a job? I was like eww no wonder they wanted another dude. People fall down but this dude has like never been on his own fucking feet and its not like anyone is telling him well you can stay as long as you fuck me right?!. He's been known as always couch surfing , never holding a job down and having that attitude " my parents are always supposed to pay for me and my fuck ups in life and if not them then I'll just lean on any friend until they no longer want to give me free shit".
Now people like this feel entitled to other people's shit to the point of theft. I'll be putting a lock on my door because in a house with two men, a woman, a cat and a little bitch boy, I will be the first under bitch boy's radar.
Ok I get the whole well If you think that's going to happen then it will. It's not so much that I think it will, I've just witnessed and studied enough behavioral patterns that rarely do people surpise me. I think when someone does something truly kind without an alterior motive do I feel a sense of pride in humankind. 99.9% of the time NOPE. |
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I go bananas I just respond to everything that seems legit. Then I came across one ad that had the utilities all written out! Finally someone that isnt a sneaky shitbag. There was a number so I called and got a text back the he was on a conference call. No worries told him to call me when he could.
Now this place was 700 + a break down of utilities + cats ok. + deposit. 2 Guys and me (possibly). Now the guys wanted another guy but said a woman is ok. I figured why not give it a try.
They also said that they're gamers so I figured an anime junkie complete with wallscrolls and plushies would feel right at home. So I talked to the first roomie and it was like instaclick! His birthday is next month too so yup Sag time! We're disorganized as fuck but we're the most trustworthy and loyal of the zodiac but love our freedom. We give more of what all of these lonely fuckers want when they don't demand it of us. Duh!
I meantioned GOT and dude has a subwoofer in the couch! GOT parties are a go! I'm like fuck yeah! TWD? Dude was like yup gotta catch up on the last few episodes. Yaaaaah! I asked do you watch your tv or your computer? Pssh computer of course.Wooo! I have found my people! Dude even has one of those kick ass drones that I've been dying to find out about. They're my kinda of geeks!
Ok so cat? Dude was like the other roommate wanted one but didnt want the real responsibility if no one was going to be all in about it so yup!. Were sneaking my baby in so no pet rent until well they say something.
So last night I met my potential roommates and boom in! We meshed so well so yup. :) |
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Since all of that I also realized my lovely blue room hadnt even been painted and its faded.
So after that random utilities, the fade in the room, that I want you to pay for my needy shit..the I dont want you in your room, the Italian that will not let you sleep and the I need touch like that's my fucking problem..the let me contact you to tell you I'll decide in another week...I realized ...keep fucking looking just in case because their could be a power play. Plus he said just O.K. to my TWD comment? Epic fail!lmao. I slipped out GOT and dude didnt even blink. How are you lonely and not up on some of the greatest shows?
Yeah yeah so dude is all NFL but that's mostly a sausage fest and besides how many times can you really say " bro did you see that play?" I mean get behind an awesome show and there's something for everyone men and women alike where hours go by like minutes.
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Never saw the 825 +++ place. Its like the guy went all ghost mode. So..that Italian cat hit a wrong nerve. He contacted me again and then I thought hmm maybe I could go over but I'd most likely fall asleep once I got comfortable but that would be perfect sincd a truly safe night of sleep would be ideal. Now I relay this information and his response is " you will not fall asleep". I thought umm yeah I will. We went back and forth with yes and nos and that's when it hit me. I'm not being offered comfort it's another "entertain me" bitch! I instantly went from aww Camomille and cuddles to " this motherfucker better take his ass to backpage a find a bitch and pay for his fucking entertainment!...piece of shit!"...Yeah I thought well is this bitch ass paying my future rent? Ohh no? Exactly! Fuck that!
I was so livid that I stopped responding because I saw the ugly under that fake comfort mask.
The next day I received a text from the owner stating he'll be making his decision this weekend. I was too overzealous and read " move in this weekend or something close enough.I dropped the tell D he"ll be quizzed on episode 2 of TWD "but all I got was a dry ok. Non responsive.That owner felt warmer in person but I think that was just that face everyone puts on. So I figured " better keep looking" as the vibe doesn't feel like a " you"re in essence".
There was also the things he said when I saw the room...
First Fail...or really that "Did he really say that outloud" look was when he said here"s the room but I dont want you in your room...I came from a big family blah blah. I thought and?? Wtf ? You're renting a room and actually state " I DONT WANT YOU IN YOUR ROOM" like Im somehow going to hang in the living room to make you feel less lonely? Eww creepy. Sure you can hope for that hell you can even say " you dont have to be stuck in your room as you have full privileges" but to tell someone you want then to quench your loneliness because your kids no longer think dad is cool enough to hang out with is fucking mental. Im tired of people putting their emotional lonely shit into renting. People will not pay to be suffocated by some needy fucker.
The guy was super cool up to that point. The house is lovely' water falls in and out.
The other facial wtf was when he explained utilities. He said well I have alot of tvs and Im not going to pull all the bills and go over them ...instead its just $150. Im sitting there thinking did you just try to once again pass the lonely shit fees onto a new potential roommate? Again what the fuck! Also you just come up with a random number? Im thinking tops 40-60 for me but 150? Total bullshit. Also he's the type with a bunch of tvs in and around the house to make himself feel less alone but I dont even watch fucking tv so i wouldnt pay any of that cable shit. Ivgot rid of my own cable way back when the bill went from 115 to some $300 shit. No I watch everything online now and have been for years. Apparently the older generations are still sucked into that Cable trap. Ill pay for premium internet before I fuck around with a cable box again.
So yeah that kinda left a bad taste in my mouth but the Italian upstairs seemed so cool and inviting that I thought eh I can negotiate when he brings that utility shit up again.
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To add last night he messaged me again an invited me over for some tea and geej zombie show watch.Ugg sure I wanted to go as he made sure to have tea and cuddle with Mc Charming and that kiss on my hand circled my thoughts putting a smirk on my face. Still priorities!!I'm not going to jeopardize the possible roof over my head for Mc. Charming. Plus what would the owner say to a budding romance beyween two roommates? Total Fail!So Im going have to keep some distance from my possible Bronxtail and focus on getting this roof over my head.
Why couldnt he live a house over? Geeze.Ohh and he has a motorcycle too. He said he was thinking of selling it due to the dangers associated with riding but I said...meeeeow and he said sounds like I'll be keeping it. I gave him that I"m so glad you agree smirk .
So I declined his offer and told him why. It just wouldn't look proper.
I have another place to check out today so we'll see how that one plays out. Its about $275 more per month plus the deposit required is $825 more. Same offer bdrm/ pvt bath/ cat ok. The guy has upgraded tile work so I guess that's what you"re paying for. |
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So I had two places to go to yesterday for roommate offers. The first people flaked ar Starbucks. The second was the best. Baby blue room with white trim, dark navy chunky blue carpet,pvt bath ( not really since kids sometimes use it) He told me to keep it locked and my cat is ok! Yah) It's a house in the South Coast Metro area on a very private cul de sac.
The other roomie is Italian a sagg, handsome and an engineer. Aka Triple Threat! Lol. Plus that accent...:) He's a real sweetheart yelling to the owner " give her a good deal!".
So I met the kids, the ex wife and everyone seems super cool.So he told me the guy that was going to rent paid him 1200 and then left 8 days later to fly out of state to take another job so for now the place is available to move in now.
So...as I was leaving...The Italian says "hey you didnt see my room" as it appears the tour I received skipped the full studio bachelor pad on a top level.
I climb the stairs walk in and wow this place is awesome. It even has a full kitchen+ 3/4 bath. We sat in the living room and chatted. The man is brillant and taken with me. We discuss kink lte but I wasnt taking that conversation too far. He'll be my roommate afterall. So he's getting cozy and I'm all giggles. I'm shy....shut up lets move on....
Ok so after watching a few plays he asks to kiss me and I decline. I came here for a room not to get carried away by mr charming.
So he walks me out and asks to kiss me on the cheek.Denied Again. I gave him my hand where he cradled it and said " not in public" kissed my hand and walked away this ear to ear grin:)
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Today has been wonderful. Business is taking off so I'm in an incredibly good mood. So I propose a bitcoin contest. This doesn't require purchasing any althought I'd accept them just the same. Lol. This is simply: Bitcoin Slavery.
Today some of my fave sites are giving out loads of bitcoin. Your task should you accept is to collect daily. You can't cheat because attempting to refer yourself will eventually connect your IP at some point. In other words your accts will be shutdown. So play fair.
Setting up or Obtaining a free bitcoin wallet is easy. Never share your master key with anyone.
Each BTC Slave will have his own slave number and row call will be taken daily or every other day:)
Grand Prize: Meet me in an area I choose.
Runner Up : 2 hrs of phone time!
So without furthe ado...Let the BTC begin!
Type : "Ready" when you message me. This should be fun! |
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So...I decide to babysit my storage because of consistant break ins from the local riffraff meth collection. Yesterday evening while I was gearibg up to mmy fuzzy bear a bald headed man was strolling through. He looked clean but seemed dangerous plus I have never seen the guy back there before so I wasnt sure if he was stealing or renting. So he stops asks for a cig and then proceeds to do that what are you doing and why bullshit.
This is why I hate society and some gender norms like why do you think I want to talk to you bitch. Dude is laying all in my passenger window like we're related.ugg It's like you got some free shit now keep it pushing. I first wondered does he think he has to pay for the smoke with conversation? Then it hits me he just wanted in my face, the smoke was the opening. Fucking annoying cunt stickers.
So I block out the blah blah Im not listening to and get to useful info. He sleeps inside his unit. Hmmm well even if I did this I'd now have this annoying bitch pushing up in my face. I almost forgot why the phrase "familiarity breeds contempt" was so important to me when I was required to interract with people in person to survive.
The guy has two jobs and still has time to pussy hunt.Ugg.So he gives me his number and like a dumbass I actually start discussing business. Dumb as this guy isnt interested and of course this just provides more of an opening for him to bullshit.
Si blah blah blah until he gets to this friday We can go to the beach. Right because planning to be alone on a deserted beach with some boundary pushing jackass sounds wise. This is the second in person creeper that mentioned the beach. What's with all of these rapey bastards in the area? I say why the fuck would I go there? The disappoinment washed over his face and I thought darn better dust off my Estwing because its pretty obvious Im going to have to go all gallagher style on this bitch's temporal lobe soon. Once I glanced at the time I rushed off to my appt with meowmix furry moments so all of these concerns faded away.
Today I was dealing with one asshole after the other coming aacrossr ads that seemed real but were scams or worse some creepy old fucker trying to act like I was his relationship therapist. Here comes rapey dude but my passenger window was all the way up. I waved him off and he looks at me and kicks my car. Im thinking wow wtf was that. Of course instead of addressing the kick he tries a dash of the gas lighting gane of" ohh you want to be alone?". Im like wtf I am alone why fuck did you kick my car? Ooh I just...blah blah.
Hmm aggression timetable is moving up. I jump out of my car and the explain, change topic, talk about some other bullshit plays out". Hmm not one apology he's angry and the stalk and devour prey isnt going according to plan.
I figured next will be physical boundary testing and pushing..hmm pointing in my face with " everyone needs sex" and of course the slapping shoulder shit like we've known each other for 10 years. Yeah day 3 will be end game. Better go work on my swing.
Being prey when you know you're prey is fucking delicious:)
*Predator...it's what's for dinner!*
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I think Im addicted to Tinder. I downloaded the app after I was told "Its not just a hook up ap"last month. You will not believe the cutie I spotted tonight. Watch Supernatural? Kevin Tran! Yup sexy igit needs to keep that facial hair up all manly:)
But really I want a piece of that Dean Winchester. Mmmm ok enough of droolscape...
I saw my Peachy Bear today soooo cute! I miss him so much.  Hopefully it will not be long now. |
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New Edition Bag o Gold comes with Cinna-BUM chunks. Lmao! Fresh order made to go! |
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To restate again just in case someone in the back row didn't hear me.
Any and all meets will take place at a munch.
Want to talk by phone? Bitcoin /Google Wallet/Chimp Change (must send me your number so I can send you an a special invite to the app)
Btc Addy:
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OR
Btc Addy:
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1 Full BTC Required for any phone or skype time.
1/4 Full BTC for a casual meet in an area I choose.
Toilet Slavery is so fitting:) 1 Full BTC Minimum.
Lets get it crack'n!! Haaaaaaa!
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I've decided by year end to close my collarspace profile for good. I'll be sticking to local munches + workshops ,cam and for a select few pay to play. No Paypal and no amazon bullshit. Message me with some nonsense ie me me me selfish garbage =BLOCKED
Now go fuckabout elsewhere you useless mouth breathers.
As far as my living situation goes..I'll handle it. |
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Just uploaded a taken right now photo. Not sure ehy this site uploadsmy shit upsidedown. |
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So apparently I've been doing this homeless thing all wrong.You dont fill up you car with shit you're probably not going to use right away just a day or three max of clothes and toiletries ( if you have a storage)When yoy sleep you dont just lean the chair back..this is how I keep getting caught. You crawl into the backseat and sleep there out of sight. Trying this tonight as it appears a homeless girl just rolled up to sleep in her car 5 spots over but she's a pro. |
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Well that was a nice night. Back to the car. Uggg more no pets ads .Ohhh and that one place ..the guy was like oohh sorry roommate decided not to movr afterall. Riiight. Thanks for dicking me around for 5 days.The other place a day before I would have moved in the lady dies. Like what shit luck is that? Haha Its so fucked up I'm actually laughing or slightly loosing what's left of my marbles. Well its a good thing my garbage bags are frebreeze scented as tonight is going to be another shit in le bag night. |
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Ill up load pics of the room :) The bath tub lovely and spotless just the way I like it. |
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Showered and starving. I think Im going to order something at the Ayres Restaurant. The room is freezing as it was the first time I was here:) 2 beds and just me and yet I managed to find hair in both. Eww. |
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Aahhhh that is the sound of peace of mind. So I just checked in and I just now realize this is the first time I booked and checked into my own hotel room. Isn't that odd? I typically have a good subbie handle all of these pesky little details. Haha
It kinda hit me today do I smell homeless? I was reading a great survivor s guide something I stumbled upon on reddit. It was absolute gold and even though the writer"s info based off of being homeless in LA it still provided enough for the OC.
The funny thing is homeless people just get this stench that when I caught a guy sleeping in my laundry room his scent told his story without him uttering a word. Now this guy I woke up was a piece of shit bevause I just didnt want one of those "racist white bitches to find his dumb ass" . I was doing my laundry...on Sunday at the whee hrs so I knew it was a matter of time before one of those up your ass fake smiles bitch was going to emerge from her coffin to wash exactly three fucking socks. You all know that tenant.
Anyways I tried to give old dude the heads up but he gave me some bullshit line of ooh I left my keys in....Dude apparently didnt get that he was already wearing the homeless o'da funk. I was like I didnt ask Im telling you it Sunday biggest fucking day for laundry and you pop in here to camp? Apparently I should have just minded my own business as the bitch decides to use one of the dryers as a urinal. Yes luckily I found out just before putting my things in the dryer.
Anyways off to remove my homeless scent. |
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I think I'm going to try and get a hotel but the ones around at a decent rate are grimey.Ugg. Does anyone work at the Hyatt or the Hilton here? I need a super discount stat. Even Ayers on Brookhurst after the 405 is cozy. Plus they have a cool restaurant on the first floor. |
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So last night was awesome! Met so many cool people! It's a shame I'm barely doing this now but when you have some time on your hands it makes sense.
Im curious about ropework so I may be attending some rope workshops. I just wish there were more events in Beach Cities. |
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I'll be at the local munch don't forget to add yourselves to the OC group. |
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Movie just started...Triangle Square in Costa Mesa. |
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Tonight Only: Looking for a foot pleaser. I want to see The Martian tonight and want my feet rubbed. Any volunteers contact me asap.
Rules: No Licking No Biting No Rubbing Groin on my feet. No sexual talk as this is a confort desire not a sexual one. |
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Tonight Only: Looking for a foot pleaser. I want to see The Martian tonight and want my feet rubbed. Any volunteers contact me asap.
Rules: No Licking No Biting No Rubbing Groin on my feet. No sexual talk as this is a confort desire not a sexual one. |
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Attention Shoe Sluts:Actually my priority is finding a place. Having shoes that can't take you home sounds like a very bad alternate ending to The Wizard of Oz. |
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If you're out of state, out of the country, you have no profile, over 60 or under 26 or are a couple then none of your messages will show up. Just giving people a heads up that I can't read what I can't see. |
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Actually skip the run down on what equals what.People are still going to try and boundary push anyways so nevermind that post. |
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Wow there's a bulk mail folder option cool. |
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Ok recessed lighting looks great when you're just looking at a room.When trying to put on make-up you mine as well be sitting in the dark because you walk out looking like you tripped over several cans of paint. Now on my last night at Mr.Poopiehead's place I cammed up with a skype friend and really loved the lighting. Laying back on the floor directly under it made my features pop! I'll post a picture so you can see what I'm talking about. I swear I was like damn If I look better like that maybe I should go full on muckraker style and just permanently attach myself to one of those furniture dollies. Lmao
I'll update my last two days back out in the wildernest. Just last night or technically this morning, as I attempted to enjoy a nice spinach,provolone,and turkey sandwich complete with a hulu episode of The Flash at 3:34 am some fucker comes out of nowhere and start trying to get in the car with me. Then I hear this blood curdling scream which made me jump until I realized the scream was coming from my own vocal cords. Ha I must have been scared but at the same time I was trying to open the door so I could fuck this bitch up. So freaking weird its like my mind split. Whoever heard of flight AND fight syndrome. Shit is supposed to be either or not both. He ended up jogging down the street probably thinking "oops this one is crazy better do some proper recon for future victim scouting". Unfucking Real but kinda funny.
Now some of this could have been avoided if the HB police just let me get my beauty rest. The night before I grabbed a few NY style slices from my cave pizza place a block down Brookhust off of PCH. I love those guys as I just needed a slice of home and warm friendly faces. They all wondered where I had been but I just gave them the vague "in the process of moving". Their smiles are so warm I just didnt want to see that pity look cross their face. So I hung out enjoying my folded slice and joking with them about their Vegas trips. Once 9ish at night rolled around is when I gave them a warm wave and a smile and decided to hunt for a place to curl up with Hulu and my half eaten pizza.I was watching something and a few moments later a tap on the glass and a flash light greet me.
Im thinking ohh great thats what I get for sleeping with my feet up over the steering wheel. What can I say ... Its relaxing. Now the officer was cute but was serious. He wanted my DL. Then another black and white shows up and now Im thinking really? Was swat busy or something? Like why cant they find those junkies buying and selling in the area but my sleepy ass requires two black and whites? Now Im getting annoyed. So the second cop that for some reason was having trouble looking me in the face decides to give me the ..".according to HB ordinance blah blah.."." You can't sleep in your car from 9pm-9am "Right because trying to sleep during this never ending summer heat feels pleasant. So I was like wait doesnt the dmv test state to pull over if you're sleepy to avoid killing someone on thd road. I mean if you want me to drive with my eyes closed...He looked at me, grabbed his belt and shifted his weight then looked away. Yeah that was awkward so cop 1 goes back into his interrogation. He starts flashing his light in my purse and Im like ummm do you mind? Talk about intruisive. He said well I dont know you could have a gun in there... I stopped and gave him that look like come on now.. So I found my license and handed it to him where he states ooh you have alot of money there ...where did that come from? I say" the ATM "with a facial expression that screams wtf are you insinuating? ( I pulled the money out earlier thinking I found the perfect place but just bumped into some racist +twisted 3hr hag ordeal).
They run my plates and my dl and then come back with sorry ma'am you have yourself a good night." Ooh what did i screw up your statistics chart? Right but in the area I cant even put my shit in a gym locker because the junkies follow behind people and steal their shit. I did get robbed later that day but for maybe 40-60 bucks the junkies here are all white so no one even suspects them yet I have to worry about white people stealing from me? Lmao how fucking interesting. So some junkie bitch was doing circles around my car so it was just a matter of time that my lids would drop and someone was going to hit me when I left my car door unlocked. I got hit while dead tired. Still they did it fast as not to rouse me and didn't clean me out .It could have been worse.
Going forward I'll be sleeping on the other side of CM because this side is a complete shithole. |
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Yes thanks for not so subtle proposition for me to fulfill your kinks on the other side of the US but as I said I'm seeking a place LOCALLY in OC Costa Mesa, Huntington Beach, Fountain Valley or Newport Beach. I also have a  . If you have a cozy place in theses areas please do get in touch straight away.Thank You. $450-$700 a month min. |
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Bad sushi was bad. So much pain it was like I had swallowed glass and a shark decided to do a death roll with it in my stomach. Some gingerale,saltines and child pose made things right again. |
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Its been a few days... So what's up with the roommate ads in the OC? They all seem to read: Must Only Breathe every 4th Wednesday. Taking a shit must be done between 3:02am-3:16am when the moon is shining on the right side of my house exactly 1.356847 hrs before the birds start chirping. Sure Im exaggerating just a bit but it's like people don't want you to really live. I don't even drink but come on now .....
In other news I took advantage of the weather and decided to go for a relaxing shoeless stroll through the tall grass at the park:) My feet got dirty so I enjoyed a footbath from Mr Poppiehead:) It was fun smashing his balls while pretending to attempt partner yoga:) To keep myself refreshed a nice cold strawberry milkshake was only a sub's reach away:) See pics:) |
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Its been a few days... So what's up with the roommate ads in the OC? They all seem to read: Must Only Breathe every 4th Wednesday. Taking a shit must be done between 3:02am-3:16am when the moon is shining on the right side of my house exactly 1.356847 hrs before the birds start chirping. Sure Im exaggerating just a bit but it's like people don't want you to really live. I don't even drink but come on now .....
In other news I took advantage of the weather and decided to go for a relaxing shoeless stroll through the tall grass at the park:) My feet got dirty so I enjoyed a footbath from Mr Poppiehead:) It was fun smashing his balls while pretending to attempt partner yoga:) To keep myself refreshed a nice cold strawberry milkshake was only a sub's reach away:) See pics:) |
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10/16/2015 Yeah yeah I know what I wrote on my profile page but when you click you just click. I normally don't kink up outside the confines of a dedicated D/S + vanilla relationship unless of course there are some serious perk+ benefits. Still I thought ehhh I'm too much of a stickler for rules 100% of the time so this time I thought hmmm let's see.....Do you see that devious grin I'm wearing? Yes good times:)
Ohh don't think he's been a complete angel. Mr.poppie head has been bratty. That's ok as he will soon find out how fitting that name will become.
Anyways now getting to the important news ...I have spoken to two potential roomie situations so hopefully one of them will be my future home. If you know of anything in the areas I've listed in my journal entries do speak up.The Hobo lifestyle is not for me although I'm having a bit of fun. Xoxo
Another solo movie night. If you catch me snoring in a threatre near you at Triangle Square at the very least be a good sport and give me a gentle nudge:) |
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Still looking for a room for rent in CM FV NB HB. Please do contact me if you know of a sure opening. Please do not contact me for bullshit idle chitchat that will pnly make me dream of your slow and painful death. Im seeking the basic human necessity of roof over one's head. So If you think you're going to use my current situation for lonely loser facetime on empty bullshit fireside chit chat well Ill be polite to an extent but ill hang up the phone thinking " wow what a piece oh shit, hope he gets hit by a car so he never has the ability to infect another human being with the stench of his over bearing presence" or something less hateful.:) |
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Yes I'm back in... So where was I? So a sweet Australian sub invited me to stay with him in CM for a few nights:) *No funny business* as he understands my situation. Ive been treated with the utmost respect and kindness. It's as if he knows my hunger schedule because right when I desire a taste of something there he is offering me a delicious meal:) He slept in the closet giving me his very comfy bed:) He even makes the perfect stool. The toilet broke a few times and he was available as an incredibly eager port-o-potty :) All in all this has been a wonderful stay. *Stay Tuned For Pics* Dont worry it will be sans the Potty moment lol. |
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So I look around to find a seat in back where If I fall asleep no one will notice. I love Deniro but I need my beauty rest more now than ever. So low and behold the perfect sleep spot is out of order. I mean really? My last option was the eye bleeding seats no not nose bleed. Its eye bleeding when you're in a movie theatre too close to the damn screen.
I sit and just about to get comfy when this older lady plops next to me. She turns to me and gives me eh nod. Then she motions to her male movie companion to join her. He says something about there beong two seats in the back but he couldnt find her blah blah..she turns to me and somewhat includes me in there back and forth exchange with a " this man cant even find himself in the dark " expression. I do the usual forced smile + raised eyebrow + hmmm + nod. If you're from NY you'll get what I'm trying to convey here as it appears to me many Cali folk seem expressionless. Yes Its as though everyone wakes up and just stabs their face with botox so when you're talking to them you feel like you engaging with a zombie.Not. Not all Cali people do this but I stuggle to hold face tp face coversations with people as Ive been known to look away and take a more audiobook listening position.
Did I go off on a tangent? Yes a few times. I'll return to finish movie night later.
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Why will people not let me sleep. So a few nights back at preliminary phase of Blue's Coachella Camp Life I decided it would be a smart idea to go to the movies, watch something funny and relaxing. So The Intern was the pick because if I fall asleep well nothing would actually shake my awake. So off to Triangle Square I go which was crowded. Ok so Im standing in line and the usual dumb questions surface from the loney and invible types. "Do you know why its so packed?", Does the line start here? Have you two been waiting long? Ohh right of course the only two black people in line have to be either fucking one another or related. Then of course that delayed ohhh shit that guy is three people ahead of her but for some odd reason I just assumed. Lmao I laughed so hard watching the auto correct feature go off in his brain. The line started moving and that poor man just slinked into it without another peep. Lmao |
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Im actually really going to enjoy this journal feature. So last night I placed my car behind the liquor store and was woken up by some guy on a skateboard. Lmao I screamed. Picture the black woman startled by a strange white man. Keep in mind that I easily forget that Im no longer waking up in my HB cozy apt but waking up in my car. So yeah I screamed thinking some savage got into my home! Lmao.
Anyways so as Im adjusting to my surroundings I realize that the dead spot I have chosen to get some sleep is being used as a meth pick up locale. Yes I'm thinking seriously? So the guy is telling me to go away or Ill get popped by the cops. Im thinking popped for what as I blink still half asleep. Within a few mins he rushes past with a helicopter is on us and the group disperces. Im thinking great I can go back to sleep and then it dawns on me my sleep spot is fucked. Thats all I need right the cops catch me sleeping thinking I'm some doped up methhead. Yes guilty by association right and Im black on top of that. I took off out of that parking lot like a drug mule with 2 strikes when the reality of the situation finalky kicked in. Now I get why every time I went up to LA someone gave me that weird pity face when I said I lived in HB complete with pobre sita or aww you poor thing. Still those fuckers messed up my R.E.M. |
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Im actually really going to enjoy this journal feature. So last night I placed my car behind the liquor store and was woken up by some guy on a skateboard. Lmao I screamed. Picture the black woman startled by a strange white man. Keep in mind that I easily forget that Im no longer waking up in my HB cozy apt but waking up in my car. So yeah I screamed thinking some savage got into my home! Lmao.
Anyways so as Im adjusting to my surroundings I realize that the dead spot I have chosen to get some sleep is being used as a meth pick up locale. Yes I'm thinking seriously? So the guy is telling me to go away or Ill get popped by the cops. Im thinking popped for what as I blink still half asleep. Within a few mins he rushes past with a helicopter is on us and the group disperces. Im thinking great I can go back to sleep and then it dawns on me my sleep spot is fucked. Thats all I need right the cops catch me sleeping thinking I'm some doped up methhead. Yes guilty by association right and Im black on top of that. I took off out of that parking lot like a drug mule with 2 strikes when the reality of the situation finalky kicked in. Now I get why every time I went up to LA someone gave me that weird pity face when I said I lived in HB complete with pobre sita or aww you poor thing. Still those fuckers messed up my R.E.M. |
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Anyone in Costa Mesa Huntington Beach Fountain Valley or Newport that can spare a place to sleep? Wow I cant believe Im writing this but umm yeah Im in a bad spot. Atleast my nails look cute right?No creepy stuff folks just zzz . I already hot my shower in today thankfully. I need to stay in the area because I need to keep an eye on the person caring for my orange tabby. I miss my little snarf so I want to be able to pop in if anything happens to him. |
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I'm trying to reach all corners of the Earth and get people into the Gold Rush for free!
Simple form (3-4 mins tops) that I can walk you through and you'll arrive on time!
Today I'll be walking through anyone by phone but you need to do this on your computer. If you're interested inbox me and I'll jingle you or we can skype chat.
It doesn't matter where you are in the world just inbox me and let's get you sharing free gold to the world!
Put your wallet away it will not be needed for this! |
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Thank you annoying basement dweller that decided at 1:56am it was time to crawl out your cubby hole and blaze off a firework or two. As I was sitting here reading my emails in that lovely cat position (seriously look at my eyes of course I'd sit like that)... right where was I? Ohh yes so I'm sitting with my knees up staring hopefully into my inbox where *boom*... *sizzle* ** scarrrp scrap** goes off right outside my patio. Now you know what happens when you startle a cat right? Up goes my knees into my chin with a horrifying thud. Yes folks I have the taste of blood in my mouth from smashing my chin closed with my own knees!
Flexibility seems great but it's the first time I wished my stomach was big enough to be in the way. Geeze! |
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Finally did a video greeting:) Yah! |
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I just called a fellow dominant a stupid fucking cunt. It appears I shouldn't log in for awhile because my patience is at an all time low. No I'm not a sub and I'm not even bi. I mean really? Why would you behave like a knuckle dragging douche that's trying to get her clit wet. Yes I went there. |
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http://www.collarchat.com/m_4805407/tm.htm#
Great discussion topic here:
Subs rarely ask questions about a femdom's life outside of kink
Still it appears that this happens on any site kink, vanilla etc. |
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Well I lasted on collarspace longer than last time. I think before I stuck around to play tetris. Damn shame they took that feature away. |
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05/10/2015
Well isn't this an interesting day. So thanks for the inquiries " Do ME Subs" but as I said I was seeking "Do You Subs". What surprised me most was the one that stepped up. A kind and generous Dominant Man! He drove all the way from L.A. and got it done.
Did I forget to mention there are subs right here 2-5 mins away from me. Of course they thought it was the perfect time to discuss me sticking objects in their lower half. No just um no. Bad form.
Do you know how sexy it is to see a man under the hood of your car putting lube on the battery connectors? Also turning the key and hearing your engine purrrr like a kitten?
I will end this with I'm grateful, amazed and of course mobile! |
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Calling all local "Do You Subs" Yes I'm referring to subs that desire catering to me. Blinker was left on so my battery is dead. Neighbor tried to charge it but it will not turn over.
What I need from you is a ride and battery replacement. Can you do this?
If you are a service sub this is the service I require. Serious Inquiries Only. 05/10/2015 |
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Why did someone think I was scamming them by telling them to check out my pictures on fet. I just assumed most people here also have a fetlife profile. |
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I'm enjoying scaring off fakes:) Be prepared I'll be demanding giftrocket! I should have done that earlier. Could have saved myself 25 hrs this week!
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