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Male Dominant, 56, Anderson, South Carolina
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Male Dominant, 32, Metropolis, Illinois
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About Bludgeoned
MY APOLOGIES, I Am not in the country at the moment. I do not know when I will be back. Life.
Stop asking a bird to stop flying. It just makes her flap her wings harder.
Art, Dreaming, Discovering, Inventing. This is the substance of my being.
Getting to know someone is important. Then other things will follow. If you don't know how to do that, chances are you won't hear back from me.
I have absolutely no experience in this area. I am a clean slate. Looking for someone to trust and love. Someone that would love to be my first for a lot of things.
There needs to be a healthy balance of personality and intelligence.
I want you to make me scream for you
I want you to make me cry for you
I want to be possessed by you
I want to feel safe with you
I want you to want me all the time
I want you to make me beg
I want you to make me yours
I want you to make me love you |
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CM actually had an awesome guy. Thanks CM, you have some rare good ones on here. |
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I have to read the Alchemist again. |
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That's it. No more installations. I'm going to become a relaxing painter. |
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I think the biggest problem I have as a person is becoming a nervous wreck and stressing out about everything. And yeah sure someone may just roll their eyes and tell you to get over it... or the simple "it'll be ok" But shut the fuck up already, that just makes it worse. I have no idea what I need, but I know what I don't need. Someone who stresses me out even more than I already am is a given get the hell out.
I'd like to think I'm pretty tough, but when I get stressed out to my limits I'm the weakest person. It's just a thing. I don't know if it will go away. But I am headed for major medical problems if I keep this up.
Gallery show scheduled in a month. Final countdown to graduation. Final countdown to being out in the world without any money, job, or a plan.
The world is such a dirty place. The people, the slime. They float a long like a line that's been splayed out for the world to drown in. Fuck I won't drown. |
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So I watched teeth at 4 am while drawing some annoying project designs.... Woah I wish my vagina had teeth... so amazing. I think that makes me a sadist.... |
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Sorry to anyone that is emailing me at this moment in time. Major installation going up within the next couple of weeks. Totally swamped until next month.
~B |
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It's hard to be an artist and someone's Sub at the same time. It's harder still to find someone that understands that. |
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I wouldn't mind moving to a small town in the middle of nowhere. I want to get away from all this. |
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Sometimes...
The enormous overwhelming tide of rage and brutality is just behind my eyes and mouth. I can taste my screams but my lips whisper.
There is nothing I can say without meaning something else. What I want from this world is unfair and unattainable. Plus the subtraction of time.
I could go on and on. Me you. The thoughts. How come what I see is infinite in the presumption of gated ledges and places of restriction.
I have found the reason. It is the opposite of simple.
There is no cure. I will always be screaming at the top of my lungs, the never ending hunger of suppressing the urge of complacent norm behavior.
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Why is it that everyone that likes you, you don't really like. Everyone that you like, doesn't like you. |
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I knew you were too good to be true. |
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