blssfuldelusion

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It has been a very long week...

Do you hunger for my body? It's crippled, disfigured, and not very pleasing, But out of my lungs, scarred life keeps on wheezing. Look at it and you will see Something that even hurts to be me. Do you hunger for my mind? It's scared and confused and not very knowing, But out of my brain, dark thoughts keep on flowing. Look inside and you will see A lost soul in pure agony. Do you hunger for my life? It's simple and lonely and not very fun, But out of my skin, I cannot run. Look at me and you will see Someone who wants no more than a finale. Do you hunger for my heart? It's black and calloused and just barely beating, But out of my veins, cold blood keeps on fleeting. Look outside and you will see It's the only way I will ever be free.

Has the urge to actually look good, be pretty, and feel special today. Grandma is watching my son, hmm.. what to do? Kind of to cold to be outside and Garrett doesnt get off work until 8. That's saddening.

Why sigh little one? A breathless prayer Escapes on the wind. Heal them with care. Why pray to a God Who stays mute to your plea? Just a victim of sake Forgotten by He. Why frown little one? Memories of steel Each hurtful Each real. Why frown for a past That's done you so wrong? Just a victim of hate From a love that's long gone. Why cry little one? Tears flowing downstream Like so many hopes Our fears and our dreams. Why weep for a world That does not weep for its own? Just a victim of fate And your fate is forlorn. Laugh loud little one Show the world you're still strong That you'll always hold on Smile for a life That's yielded its peace No longer a victim All pain out of reach.

Through the wind, and down into the growing nothingness ,Bathing in the light of the virgin moon, Scattered ashes fade away and melt into the snow. I wish to lie in the fallen leaves and wither away. The statues weep tears of mourning for losses unknown. The blood on my hands might as well be my own. I am icarus, ascending too close to the sun. The shelters have closed and there's nowhere to run. Searching yet not knowing what I seek, This will be the test of all my being, So let me don my crown of paper thorns. This is the only fate I can pray for. Angel of stone, lead me home. How can I ever miss something I've never known? What I wouldn't give to be like the great phoenix; able to rise again from my knees. All I hope for is the velvet grace of night's embrace that makes a place filled with death seem so alive. Candle in the wind, I am; a breath upon a cold looking glass; keeper of this wilting garden. Feeling the wind, I hear the roaring thunder and I suddenly feel so weak and powerless. Never suffer me part from thee. Just leave this behind you and forget what you've seen. Take me away, take me far into the depths of the moor. Whatever reason to stay isn't here anymore. Rapture this life, take the reigns take my strife, make me whole. Take this weight from my shoulders; fill the hole in my soul.

Were you not ever my sunshine, Were you not all that I desired, Was it not you, then, Who gave passion its fire? Sunshine, as it takes the chill away, Warmth on a cold, blustery day, I'd walk days, I'd walk miles, Just to see you smile... To see you awaken beside me, To see you look at me with love, My heart would burst, 'tis true joy, I speak of... Raindrops on a thirsting earth, Joyous cries of a day's birth, I'd walk miles, I'd swim seas, If only to have you with me... Sunshine, as it takes the chill away, Warmth on a cold, blustery day, I'd walk days, I'd walk miles, Just to see you smile...

She places her palms on the concrete like skinned wings on a pedestal. Her eyes rise to a colourless sky and her lips are a pale mess of words. She doesn't possess the inspiration to cry. Strung out sighs and postured sentences rise from her breath but are shot down by my stolen bow and lettered anchors. Every song and every whisper disappear into clear skies with content stars. I'd hum a tune for you but you wouldn't be able to grasp the words to insert in my mess of notes. You'd create a symphony but the emotionless clouds don't seem to hold shapes anymore . . . and you don't see the same things that occupied your once structured self. Hold your torch to the sky and repeat your heart... Make the black turn into painted, acrylic epiphany? Define eyes that mean more than the world to you... Pull crayons from your heart and melt the wax on my lips... Hold my deepest secrets and use them to your advantage... I denied my heart so many times and you've been there to mend my battle wounds. All you have is a sigh for me... hand me your heart and I'll forever be yours. I've got this velvet platter of smiles for you... so pull the teeth from my stupid grins and pin them up on your walls... write me a letter with ink stained fingers. Sign it with only three words. I love you...

Switch Couple, 28, munster

Male Dominant, 68, Pinellas County, Florida

Male Submissive, 47, amsterdam

Male Submissive, 25, Barcelona

Male Submissive, 30, Indianola, Iowa

Male Switch, 36, North Providence, Rhode Island

Male Switch, 34, Gainesville, Florida

Submissive Couple, 52, Houston, Texas

Female Submissive, 52

Male Dominant, 29, Hampton, Virginia

Male Submissive, 25, Birmingham UK

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